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How Houston Is Being Duped by Bigoted Zealots

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Photo of Houston via Katie Haugland

When Annise Parker was elected to the office of mayor in Houston in 2009 it was a loud message that the old, conservative oil and gas town was finally beginning to reflect the place many of its residents already knew it to be: a forward thinking, world-class city with thriving LGBTQ and arts communities and a long resume of innovations in medicine and tech which long ago outgrew its dusty, Urban Cowboy roots. She was, after all, the country's first openly gay mayor, and was now in charge of one of the most diverse cities in the US. It's ironic, then, that upon taking office, Parker learned that Houston was the only large city in Texas—and one of the only ones in the country, in fact—that didn't have on its books an Equal Rights Ordinance, one that adds an extra layer to the Civil Rights Act of 1964 to offer protection against discrimination in public and private sectors.

It took many years and a couple terms, but Parker finally got an Equal Rights Ordinance passed for Houston in May of last year. Known as HERO, it grants citizens "an environment that is free of any type of discrimination based on sex, race, color, ethnicity, national origin, age, familial status, marital status, military status, religion, disability, sexual orientation, genetic information, gender identity, or pregnancy."

Pretty straightforward stuff. But the ensuing fight to keep the Ordinance on the books, which has been raging since May, has been ugly. And, as Texas Monthly executive editor Mimi Swartz wrote in an essay titled "What Houston's Reaction to the Equal Rights Ordinance Says About My City," the tactics being used in an effort to defeat it are reminiscent "of an older Texas, the one I wanted to get the hell out of when I was growing up—the one that was a center of backwardness and bigotry I told myself Houston had left behind."

At the heart of the controversy over the Ordinance is a small section contained within it when first introduced, and since removed, that would allow people to use whichever restroom or locker room best fits their gender identity. Though it is no longer explicitly stated in the Ordinance, that sentiment is still implied, and it has become the entire focus of those who oppose HERO, which they've craftily rebranded "The Bathroom Ordinance." Almost immediately after it was voted in, five pastors, along with help from a conservative Christian group known as Alliance Defending Freedom, started gathering signatures in an effort to get HERO repealed.

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They gathered the required number of signatories, though there were allegations of forgery, and long story short, after a bitter back and forth court battle between pro- and anti-HERO forces, the conservative Texas Supreme court decided that the Ordinance either be repealed or put to a vote.

HERO will appear on the November 3 ballot. The war being waged over it is for nothing short of Houston's soul, its perceived image to the rest of the globe.

"Those leading the anti-HERO campaign have been at this for 40 years," Mayor Parker wrote VICE in an email. "Their entire pitch is based on whipping up fear about a misunderstood minority."

The "misunderstood minority" she refers to are transgender folk, and Parker believes HERO's opponents are trying to sell the public "a flat out lie": that a vote for HERO means men will be able to walk into women's restrooms indiscriminately.

As Swartz put it in her essay, anti-HERO forces are using "the bathroom tactic to mask its very real and very deep loathing of people who identify as gay or transgender." And anti-HERO ads offer ample evidence to support Swartz's point—one sees a grown man following a young girl into a bathroom, another stars former Astros' outfielder Lance "Fat Elvis" Berkman, who worries what the Ordinance and the "troubled men" it would benefit could mean for his wife and four daughters. (As a result, Mayor Parker pwnd Berkman via Twitter when she reminded him that he'd played baseball for other major cities that had an ERO in place, and the women in his life came out the other side unscathed. "Can you say hypocrite?" she wrote.)

Pastors in Houston have added to the hysterics, and heated up the rhetoric. Ed Young of the 63,000-member Second Baptist church told his flock during a recent sermon that HERO "opened up our city to something I think is absolutely Godless."

Dr. Steven Hotze, a conservative and proprietor of the Hotze Health and Wellness Centerin Houston was very blunt in his opposition. "I'm not going to fight homosexuals with sweet words," he said from stage on a speaking event he'd billed as "Faith, Family Tour." "I'm going to fight them with God's word." He went on to compare gays to Nazis, saying both were "wicked."

Mike Huckabee, a resident of Florida and presidential nominee running on the platform of being unelectable, got involved too, imploring his Facebook followers to march on the steps of Houston's City Hall.

Unfortunately, the tactics of HERO's opposition, though crude and inaccurate, seem to be working. The latest polls see opposition and support of HERO running neck and neck, giving HERO a slight edge of 45% in support and 39% opposed, with 20% still undecided.

That 20% are who those "Bathroom Ordinance" commercials are designed to influence.

"Most Houstonians, like most Americans, have gay and lesbian friends, family, and coworkers. Yet most people don't personally know a transgender person—at least that they know of," Mayor Parker told VICE via email in an attempt to explain the oppositions' effectiveness. "That lack of familiarity means that it can be easy for people to have questions, or concerns, or made to be afraid. People often respond that way to something they haven't experienced before. The fact that they are facing this attack affirms the need for this ordinance."

To help counter the opposition, supporters are widening the focus of HERO, and reminding Houstonians that the fight for it is more than just about who can pee where. The Ordinance protects 15 groups from discrimination on the grounds of sex, race, color, ethnicity, national origin, age, familial status, marital status, military status, religion, disability, sexual orientation, genetic information, gender identity, and pregnancy.

Chris Valdez is the co-founder of Primer Grey, a Houston-based design and marketing company that has joined the fight in support of HERO. Along with photographer Lauren Marek, Valdez is tapping social media with a powerful, image-heavy project called we are HERO. The project's goal is to shine a light on a diverse array of Houstonians who would be protected under HERO. They've seen much success since the website's October 1 launch. "Facebook has spread this project further than we could have ever imagined," Valdez says from his Houston office.

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Valdez says the idea for Primer Grey to add its voice to the chorus of those in support of HERO was a no-brainer. "The main reason was that we had a stance as a company on this, and we knew that as communicators—and often times visual communicators—we had the tools in our toolbox to correct the story. We wanted to talk about the 15 different categories of people that are protected by HERO and what was at stake for them," he says. "We wanted to put faces to those stories and have them look people in the eye and tell them who and what was in jeopardy. It's a lot harder to tell people to their face that you're not interested in protecting them from discrimination. More specifically, we wanted to point out that the Houston Equal Rights Ordinance is a civil rights conversation; not about one group."

That last point is an important one, and something the mayor recognizes as well: "I don't believe the public is aware that half of the complaints filed during the time HERO was in effect were for racial discrimination," she told us.

During a much publicized fight about HERO in City Council in late May an exasperated Mayor Parker at one point nearly broke down, saying "It is my life that is being discussed. This debate is about me." Her foes seized upon the comment, pointing to it as proof of a supposed "gay agenda."

"That comment was taken out of context," she told us. "It is personal because I am a mother with an African American son and bi-racial daughters. I don't want them or any other Houstonian to be discriminated against. You don't have to like everybody, but there is a certain amount of dignity and tolerance that is owed every human being."

"We'll win this," says Valdez. "It's a shame that we're putting equal rights on the ballot, but I know that Houston will come out on the right side of this, because that's the kind of city this is."

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An earlier version of this article stated that Mayor Parker was seeking re-election. That is incorrect. She is currently serving her third and final term.


The VICE Guide to Right Now: Don't Freak Out, but Ohio Cops Just Confirmed an Actual Razor Blade in Some Kid's Snickers Bar

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You know how ever since the 1980s, X-Ray technicians have offered to screen their neighborhood trick-or-treaters' loot just in case some psychopath wanted to kill kids by inserting foreign objects into candy? And you know how when you were a kid you never actually got your candy screened and you were always fine? And you know how even Snopes.com says that whole thing is almost always a myth? Well, this week, for one kid in Ohio, it appears to have been true.

According to The Columbus Dispatch a 14-year-old girl in Reynoldsburg told police on Thursday night that she bit into a Snickers bar she collected during an outing for one of Ohio's "Beggars Nights" (their regional version of trick-or-treating, which seems to span multiple days). The razor blade was small, police said, like something you would find in a disposable razor.

The teen wasn't hurt.

Since the girl was a teen, she might traditionally be perceived as untrustworthy around Halloween, as VICE has previously documented. Much like the teens in Pennsylvania who deliberately framed a man in 1969 for supposedly putting razor blades in apples.

But Reynoldsburg Police Lieutenant Shane Mauger, who spoke to the Dispatch, went out of his way to emphasize that he thinks this was true. For what it's worth, he said that the officer who examined the candy was a 30-year veteran, and bought into the girl's story fully.

Police are investigating where the razor came from, and currently have not announced a suspect. If it really wasn't a hoax cooked up by the anonymous teen, it could have been an individual at home, someone working in a local store, or something that happened further up the candy supply chain.

Still, according to Mauger, you shouldn't freak out, even if you're in Ohio. "What we have right now is an isolated incident," he told The Dispatch.

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Close-Ups of Halloween in New York

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Ben Baker is an NYC-based photographer who typically focuses his camera on politicians and celebrities. Every Halloween, however, he takes a break from his usual gig and dons a flasher costume he gets a reprieve from his everyday subject matter. For years, Baker has been donning a "flasher" costume—trenchcoat and all—and taking snaps of unsuspecting, drunk, Halloweenies in NYC. This stunt results in some people who are expecting to face nudity but instead find themselves looking a camera in the face. In honor of the holiday, Baker was kind enough to share some selects from Halloweens past and his motivations for the project. We will be updating the gallery as he sends through new ones .

VICE: Why do you flash?
Ben Baker: I carry a camera with me everywhere I go. I love Halloween and the flasher was the perfect way for me to shoot the night, like I would anyway, in character and really engage with people. It's no secret that NYC is filled with characters on any given day and that on Halloween it's like those same characters are on ten.

What's your camera situation in there?
It's pretty big... No, seriously, it's the heaviest camera that Canon makes, the same model that most war photographers use out in the field. I connect a cable from the camera through the sleeve of my coat and take the pictures with the cable release in my hand.

What has been one of your favorite reactions and has anyone caused you bodily harm?
I get the best reactions. People are usually a little shocked or confused at first, especially if I'm really close to them, but in the end, they're usually amused. I love it when people are offended and think I'm actually about to flash them! What I don't do is flash groups of really drunk guys, because that can get pretty ugly. I once flashed a couple of cops on Christopher Street. One laughed and the other called me a pervert and told me to get lost. I did what I was told because I definitely didn't want to end up at Rikers in that outfit.

What makes Halloween in the city so chaotic?
New York is naturally chaotic. But on Halloween, everything is turned up a notch and for someone like me who's trying to capture the times, it's the best night of the year. The scary days are over in NYC, but the scariest thing I've encountered on Halloween in recent years has to be the classic old guy or gal in serious S&M gear that they wear all year round.

In your other work you're very much a studio photographer, what's special about catching people in that in between moment?
I am usually in a suit and tie photographing presidents and billionaires for magazine covers, where I'm trying to create and capture an unguarded moment while nervous staff are in the background trying to keep everything sanitized and run by the clock. With this project I can let all that go and shoot as someone else, it just happens to be 3 AM in the bathroom of a club and I'm literally shooting from the hip.

Would you ever spend the evening actually flashing?
Why, what have you heard?

Who are some of your favorite street photographers?
Diane Arbus for her humanity, Bruce Davidson for the truth, and Winogrand and William Klein for cool. But this project I have to give respect to Weegee, the ultimate New York City street photographer.

Ben Baker is and NYC-based portrait photographer. You can follow his fancy work here. You can follow the rest of his flasher series here. See more of his work below.

VICE Cartoonists Remember Their Worst Halloween Costumes

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It's that terrifying time of year when every blog and business feels the pressure to come up with Halloween-oriented content, even when they are supposedly aimed at adults. VICE isn't trying to make waves, so we asked our regular cartoonists to draw their worst Halloween costumes or memories and tell us a little about them. Check it out.

Stephen Maurice Graham

I have to wear glasses all the time due to a childhood eye injury, so I can't really wear any costumes at Halloween that don't involve specs. This narrows down the choice a little, since Pinhead or the Stay Puft Marshmallow Man would be silly with glasses. So I have to admit that I've joined the horde of Where's Wallies/Waldos that you will see thronging through the streets and parties this Halloween and every Halloween forevermore. I'm sorry, I know it's probably the worst and laziest costume, and I'm part of the problem, so I'm promising here and now to never do it again and be more creative. Happy Halloween!

Check out Stephen Maurice Graham's comic Michael.

Peter Bagge

I never had much interest or energy to put into making a Halloween costume, so in my younger days, they tended to be variations of a "bum" or a "hippie" (being a hippie/bum of sorts already made that task even easier). I eventually invested in a cheap, standard, one-size-fits-all polyester skeleton costume that I've been wearing every Halloween for the last 25 or so years. So this is both my worst AND best Halloween costume!

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Leslie Stein

One of my favorite Halloween memories is dressing up as Ghostbusters with my older brother Scott one year. Not an extraordinary or original idea, but it was the first—and only, I believe—time we dressed up together. He usually did stuff with his friends. So when he decided we should do this, I was beyond thrilled. My mother refused to buy us any pre-made costumes, so we slipped on OshKosh overalls, and my brother made our sick proton-pack guns out of Bristle Blocks.

Check out Leslie's Diary Comics.


Julian Glander

A couple times when I was a kid, it rained on Halloween. For health and safety reasons, I had to cover up my costume with this ratty Superman poncho. So I was Wet Superman two years in a row. Not the worst, but nobody likes a costume repeater.

Look at Julian's comic, Please Look at Me.


Anna Haifisch

I only wore a Halloween costume once. That was in 2008, in America. Halloween isn't very popular in Germany.

My friend Wolfy and me drew a flyer for a Halloween rock show at Tommy's Tavern. Before I left the house I taped "skeleton bones" on my sweater and jeans and biked down to Greenpoint to get loaded. One guy tried to be funny and yelled, "Get some food, skeleton. You look so skinny," or something. Hahaha, dude! A joke as weak as my costume.

Check out Anna's comic, The Artist.

Nick Gazin

When I was eight, it was during the very popular Operation Desert Storm. My dad put me in a World War I metal saucer helmet and an adult-sized camouflage uniform shirt. With a jigsaw cutter, he made a wooden AK-47 for me to carry along. When asked what I was supposed to be, my dad had instructed me to respond, "I'm liberating Kuwait." This unnerved 100 percent of the houses I went to.


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Happy Halloween, everyone. Cause chaos and fear!

Here's What Halloween Is Like in Federal Prison

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Jim Goldberg/Magnum Photos

In the penitentiary, every day is like Halloween. After all, my neighbors are serial killers and drug lords who make their movie counterparts seem like pussies, and the choice between a trick or a treat is a matter of life or death.

Think Chucky on steroids.

I don't have the choice to wear a costume once a year and terrorize the neighborhood in a sugar-fueled candy craze. In here, a khaki uniform is the only available attire, and the mask that I wear is the thousand-yard stare. I've developed the aura that I'm a hardened convict who will run a piece of steel into another man over any perceived slight.

It's a mask that I've worn for over 13 years and will hopefully be able to shed after I'm returned to society.

At least my mask is an invisible one I've created to deal with my environment. Most men in the penitentiaries have their masks literally painted on in the form of prison tats. I've seen everything from a giant swastika on a forehead to "#1 Bitch Killer" as a mustache replacement. All of them were meant to achieve one thing: intimidate whoever comes near them.

"I've got horns tatted on my head cause I'm the white devil," says Will, a 40-year-old con from Tennessee doing 15 years for guns. "With these, dudes know I'm the devil 365 days a year."

I don't need a special day to make myself look like a mass murderer—it's enough just to hear that door unlock in the morning, and the roar of the building that accompanies it, to let me know it's time once again to become something I'm not. As soon as I jump out of bed, I put my mask on, and I'm not the only one.

"I've got 'Battletested' on my neck so motherfuckers know what's up!" says Bam, a 30-year-old from Indiana doing eight years for bank robbery. "I went against a hundred motherfuckers in a race riot. All I had was two knives. After it was over, I was covered in blood... most of it was other dudes. Freddy ain't got shit on me."

It's not all blood and guts and hard facades. In fact, Halloween is actually celebrated behind bars, at least according to the some of the women I've corresponded with in the state system.

"We'd paint our faces and play games like charades on Halloween," says Crystal, a 29-year-old Latina who served an 18-month sentence in New Mexico for a DUI. "We'd all pitch in and cook a big meal for everyone in the unit. After we ate, we'd pass out candy to each other and watch scary movies on TV."

"We'd switch it up for Halloween. The studs would dress like fems and the fems would dress like studs," says Jessyka, a 32-year-old woman from Pennsylvania who did ten years in the feds for bank robbery. "We'd make plastic canvas baskets with ghosts on them and fill it with candy for friends or lovers."

None of this would ever go down in the federal penitentiary. The most you could hope for on Halloween is your road dog hooking you up with his honey bun from the chow hall—even when you know he smuggled it under his nuts to get it past the kitchen cops.

Who needs the fake fear of Halloween in here? There are so many dudes doing life in here—some for brazen murders on the streets and more for brutal penitentiary killings. The total disregard for human life is bred into those of us that have grown up with lunatics as our surrogate families. We stuff our feelings down in our stomachs and turn ourselves into monsters.

But no matter how hard we try to keep our heart strings in check, the holidays will always bring up reminders of the things we've lost.

"On Halloween, me and my three sons would go to the haunted corn field and all laugh at each other for getting scared," remembers Remy, a 35-year-old Michigan native who's fresh in on a 20-year bid for guns and kidnapping. "When we'd get home we'd all paint each others faces like zombies and head out to one of the rich neighborhoods for trick or treat. After we'd get back, I'd make them dump everything in one pile and split it up evenly."

As we're talking, Remy looks off in the distance and his eyes glaze over from the memories dancing through his head. "Arguing was a daily thing with my three boys, but I taught them to always share and take care of each other. Man... We didn't have much, but we had each other," he confides.

It's days and times like these that prison really gets to us. We can deal with the prison politics and everything that comes with it. We can deal with the cops harassing us and destroying the meager possessions we have to our name. But the separation from our family and friends is what really breaks us down. The chance to actually be ourselves, to take the masks off that we've created and be totally free never seems to arise. Any holiday is a reminder of a better life we had years go, one that's never coming back.

Of course, some convicts refuse to let the holidays get them down.

"Down in Guatemala, it's called El dia de los muertos," says Sharky, a 43-year-old member of the Sureños gang. "My dad runs a strip club and every year we had a big concurso with all the dancers. They'd dress up as bad ass brujas or enfermeras and the winner took home 500 Quetzales . Damn fool, I can't wait to get out and party down in Coatepeque."

Sharky only has one year left underneath the gun towers before he's a free man. Just like me, he has over a decade of horrors ingrained in his mind. But soon we'll wake up from this horrid dream and be able to spend the holidays with our loved ones.

Once we're free, there's one thing that I know we won't be dressing up as for Halloween, and that's as a prisoner.

John "Judge" Broman has also written for Gorilla Convict. Follow him on Facebook.

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The Man Who Wrote 'Friday the 13th' Is Bummed They Turned Jason into a Killer

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Image via Deviantart user SivArt1981

For having written Friday the 13th—arguably the most iconic slasher franchise in the history of iconic slasher franchises—Victor Miller is a remarkably sunny guy. He talks to me from the backyard of the home he shares with his wife of over 50 years, Tina, in Alameda, California. As he speaks to me, I can hear him sucking on a cigar over the phone.

Born in New Orleans in 1940, Miller's father was a cotton broker who later sold insurance. Miller went to Yale, and then got a Master's Degree at Tulane, and eventually found himself hovering around the periphery of Hollywood screenwriting success. He eventually met director Sean Cunningham, with whom he collaborated on a couple of children's movies about sports. The pair eventually realized that the youth of America didn't want family-oriented Bad News Bears knock-offs, they wanted — as proven by the success of John Carpenter's Halloween — tons of blood, a good amount of screaming and the ever important nubile flesh.

After the unexpected success of Friday the 13th, Miller spent a bit more time on screenwriting, working with Cunningham again to adapt Mary Higgins Clark's A Stranger Is Watching, whose trailer ominously boasted, "The book that describes it is now the movie that shows it," before spending the next 25 years enjoying a robust career writing for soap operas such as All My Children, General Hospital, and Guiding Light.

Between the long shadow of Friday the 13th and the lasting impact of daytime soaps, you could argue that Miller has had a monumental influence on American pop culture, though given how humble he is, he'd probably disagree. Along with Halloween, Friday the 13th helped set the fundamental ground rules for slasher flicks. They are:

1. Begin with an historical evil, some event in the past that has implications that extend to the present—such as Jason Voorhees drowning because the camp counselors who were supposed to be watching him were too busy schtupping.

2. Create a landscape in which post-adolescents are on their own—i.e., that same summer camp, a generation later, when the counselors are frolicking around before it opens its doors to campers again.

3. Kill anyone who makes love out of wedlock.

These days, Miller's comfortably retired from the soap opera business, but he's still doing a bit of writing. He's trying to drum up funding for a slasher film called Rock Paper Dead, which he hopes can be "done for five million or under — even one million depending on the cast," and he's working on a satire he describes as Dr. Strangelove for the 21st century.

Though in the past Miller has expressed disappointment with the direction the Friday the 13th franchise eventually went, he seems comfortable with the knowledge that Jason Voorhees will be his legacy. Besides, he jokes, "every time they make a new , I get a little check."

Miller would also like it mentioned that if you send him the screenplay for your horror movie — his email address is on his website, he will happily read it and give you notes for free. Victor Miller is a mensch. I thank him for his time.

VICE: How tired are you of talking about Friday the 13th?
Victor Miller: It would be disingenuous of me to say I was tired of it because it just about made my career. So what kind of gratitude would that be? It does get a little exhausting but I remember all too well when I would go to parties and people would ask what I did for a living and I would say, "I'm a writer." They would say, "Well have you ever written anything I'd know?" and I'd say, "no." And that had its own lack of reward.

In the FAQ section of your website, you say you'd have preferred that they didn't make Jason the continuing killer.
Only because it completely destroys the motivation for Mrs. Voorhees! Which was the only thing I had going for me in that movie, which was that she was avenging her son and then it turns out that he isn't dead anyway.

Is the objection based just on continuity and how subversive it was to have the mother do it? Or do you think it's just less scary?
Well, that and that I wasn't invited to participate in the sequels.

Oh. Right.
The two put together make the whole.

Do you think you'd feel differently if you'd been asked to write the second one?
Oh absolutely. Absolutely. But they told me I was too expensive to write the sequel because sequels have to be made cheaper than the previous one. And I went, "Oh. OK." What did I know? I'd never written a hit movie before.

Fair enough. When's the last time you saw the film?
Today is Thursday? Last time I saw the film was Monday night. They have a really great film club at Dolby Labs in San Francisco so I went to a screening there. It was the best sound system I'd ever heard Friday the 13th shown on. I heard things on Harry Manfredini's score that I had never heard before and that was absolutely lovely.

You think the film holds up?
Yeah, Given what's been going on in terms CGI etc., I still prefer Tom Savini's work to most of the painting I see on CGI.

Do you consider the film your defining work?
Friday the 13th was a fluke. I'd rather have written Airplane! I don't consider myself an expert on horror. I just wrote Friday the 13th.

When did you transition to soap writing?
By the end of '82...

What are the similarities and differences in the moral universes of soaps and horror? You have this thing in both where evil is reoccurring and the bad guys don't necessarily get what's coming to them.
In a sense they're both based on Greek tragedy. Horror films are really Victorian. If you go out and get laid, you get killed. Whereas in soap operas, you go out and get laid, you have an illegitimate child and you claim the wrong person is the actual father. The universe of soap operas is not as punitive as that of horror films. Horror movies happen in 90 minutes or whatever and the good and the bad are punished, whereas in soap operas the good get punished for a little while and then they come out OK again. In All My Children, we had Adam Chandler, played brilliantly by David Canary, a wonderful actor — he also played his twin brother, Stuart — and he had done so many bad things to Erica that the network said, "He's got to go to prison!" I said, "What if Adam has a growth in his brain, that made him do all these bad things?" That way the judge would say providing he has brain surgery he can get off. So I wrote this wonderful line in that episode where they're operating on Adam's brain and they open up his skull and one of the surgeons says, "It's an abnormality. I've never seen one this large!"

So that's very different than horror. You can't afford to run around killing people. You have heroes. In soap operas you have a character type called "Love to Hate," like Dorian Lord on One Life to Live who people tuned in for. You couldn't just kill her. You'd have to build up a whole other Love to Hate!

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Right.
You know, OJ Simpson ruined daytime. When OJ's trial started we lost half our audience. When the trial was over lots of them didn't come back. They discovered all these cable channels that had real life dramas where real life people were being killed as opposed to fake people, and it was just easier. Worse than that, the cable and the networks discovered that it was much easier to make a reality show. You only have to pay Judge Judy and the bailiff and few other people. That's a lot different than than paying Susan Lucci's salary. It's been a sad loss for us but you can understand that, for instance All My Children was shot, when I was there, in NYC and the most expensive part (besides the salaries) was storage of sets because the real estate in New York is killer. Judge Judy's set never changes.

Switching gears, you have young a grandson. Has he seen Friday the 13th?
He has not seen it to the best of knowledge. His parents said, "I don't think so." He doesn't seem to be terribly interested in horror. He's much more into hip-hop.

Finally, what are you doing on Halloween?
I'm keeping the door closed and the light turned off. On Halloween, the traffic never stops; it just keeps coming so we just turn off the lights. I'm really not ready to see another kid coming up to my door with a hockey goalie mask. Not that I don't appreciate it. But it's tiring to keep getting up to hand out M&Ms.

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This interview was edited for length and clarity.

Inside a Costume Shop During the Last-Minute Halloween Rush

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When we met in the 70s disco aisle, Richard Parrott was in a dark blue suit, a black shirt, orange tie, Joker-red hair, and fingernails coated with red stop signs for a recent charity he attended. On the streets of Manhattan, he might stand out. But in his own store, he's like any other customer: He's getting ready for tomorrow.

"Halloween used to be a children's holiday," he said, before stepping aside to help a young woman grab a garter from the top of an emptying shelf. "But they can wear these costumes whenever they want. Adults can't.

"So now, it's the equivalent of St. Patrick's Day: it's this one time when those boundaries can be broken for us," he continued. "And it's a fashion event."

All photos by Michael Marcelle

Parrot is the President of Ricky's NYC, the most popular chain of costume stores this side of the Hudson. And today—the 24-hour countdown to October 31—is basically what his "beauty shop," and, seemingly, thousands of New Yorkers above the age of 18, live for.

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When I arrived at lunchtime on Friday, the line stretched the entire length of the interior, with Pitbull blasting from the speakers to keep people's blood pulsing. Every time I blinked, the line grew. And apparently, that was nothing compared to the day before—at least not yet.

Mike Tacuri, the store manager, weaved me through a maze of costumes ranging from a young Justin Bieber (for kids) to "Goddess Lustalicious" (for whoever), just to show how long the line grew on Thursday. But today, he said, was the busiest day of the year, by far; the holiday itself landing on a weekend probably helped, too. He'll be here until the customers leave, a time which is anyone's guess at this point.

"This is Christmas. This is bigger than Christmas," Tacuri told me, squeezing in between five people trying on five different costumes. "This is every holiday wrapped into one."

"We're essentially preparing all year round," Parrott added. "The conversation never stops." He later told me that this specific spot, on 14th Street and Fifth Avenue, was 8,300 square feet of flair, and only a month old. It had been built in less than three weeks in September; a rotting RadioShack next door was knocked down to accommodate the hundreds, if not thousands, of costumes from China that were put on the shelves over the course of three hectic days.

Ricky's is open year-round for all your wig-shopping needs, but a lot of New Yorkers only come here in the run-up to Halloween. On October 30, it's the kind of place where you can overhear questions like, "Do you think I can fit into this tutu?" and statements such as, "I like the Princess Leia slave costume because it's just a bra," and phone exchanges that include, "It's a costume party: there's gonna be food, there's gonna be liquor, and there's gonna be strippers... Yeah, bitch."

Make no mistake: In New York, Halloween is an adult holiday. There's only one shelf of toddler costumes, but an entire alcove devoted to dildos and sexpot costumes like "Fantasy Player" (a baseball cap and jersey with a deep, deep V-neck) and "Roaring 20s Honey."

One employee named Shawn said the item people kept requesting was a full-naked body suit (Ricky's didn't have it). Another employee, Max, had to think for a second when I asked him the same question. His list was ultimately more tame: Alicia Silverstone's character in Clueless, Jack Skeleton from A Nightmare Before Christmas, space helmets, and a Reno 911! officer. Weirdly enough, he noted, Red Riding Hood was the big-ticket item this year for women.

The men I encountered seemed more into Star Wars, understandable with the long-awaited sequel on the horizon. I ran into two 21-year-olds, Joshua and Mitch, while they were through Vader masks, lightsabers, and Chewbacca onesies. "We just haven't had time to get one of these until now," one said.

The time constraint was the number-one reason customers gave for being in this beyond-packed cavern on a Friday afternoon. In an already-over-scheduled world, it's tough to find the time to choose between an Insane Clown Posse mask and a zombie Bill Clinton.

Parrott shrugged off this last-minute nature as symptomatic of the growing global Halloween industry. "Brick-and-mortar places used to be scared of e-commerce, because they thought everyone would buy their costumes online," he explained. "Actually, it's quite the opposite. Now, more people are coming in with their phones and just pointing to a photo they found on Instagram. 'I want that.'"

The people who spend weeks crafting a costume aren't in Ricky's, at least not at this last minute: Everyone here is looking to get in and get out. Truth be told, it's not the friendliest place on earth to be in the middle of a rush. Signs everywhere remind customers that all sales are final, and, after a while, endless Top 40 can be dizzying. The store crackles with the unique pre-game energy you only get when you cram together hundreds of people who plan to be masked and shitfaced in the dark 24-odd hours from now.

One customer, a 30-year-old named David, had already picked up what he described as a "mix between a cat and a zebra" at a 99 cents store near his house in Brooklyn. But he was here, at Ricky's in Manhattan, for reasons he almost couldn't explain. "Being a part of this madness," he said, looking for something to make his cat-zebra hybrid a sexy cat-zebra hybrid. "It's a part of the tradition."

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Former Inmates Explain What You Should Do When You Get Out of Prison

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This article was originally published by The Marshall Project.

All photos below by Ivar Vong

Over the weekend, about 6,112 people will be freed from federal custody, the largest one-time release in US history and the result of a sentencing restructuring for drug offenses.

What should those people expect when they get out? The Marshall Project, in partnership with WNYC in New York, asked six men who spent long stretches of their adult lives behind bars to explain what it's like to re-enter society and what they learned along the way. Some of their advice: take it slow with romance, be honest with your kids, and think about getting a cat.

Some of the men live at the Castle, a New York City residential facility for ex-offenders run by the nonprofit Fortune Society, while others go there regularly for social service programs. The responses were edited for length and clarity.

Edgar Simpson, 49, in prison 1991 to 2007 for manslaughter. All photos by Ivar Vong / The Marshall Project

"It was a cultural shock. I didn't have anyone to walk me through what had taken place in society. You feel embarrassed. I just felt there was a rush into society instead of walking a person in.

You have to be around grounded people when you get out of prison. Ones that can say, 'Take your time. Do this and do that.' Ones that are walking with you.

One of the biggest mistakes I made was jumping into a relationship. I've been away from female companionship for so many years that when I came out it seemed like a goal to be with a female. I wish I would have waited until I was more stable."

Saquan Dubose, 34, in and out of state prison, first in Pennsylvania and then in New York, from 1997 to 2015 for robbery, gun possession, and selling drugs

"The way that you survive in prison is not the way that you will survive out here. That's two different worlds. You have to deal with your anger. I meditate now. I'm more humble. The big boulder that was on my shoulder, I would say is a little rock now. Learn some art of fighting, that takes away some of the aggression. Training, punching bags. Things like that. Try something else to do with that aggression, that anger, put it somewhere else.

You have to be tired of going back to prison. For me, I've been seeing prison since I was a kid. So I am going to do whatever it is out here to make sure that I will never go back there. If I have to go get me some boxes and sleep across the street in Riverside Park rather than to be in a cell, it's that serious for me. I am tired. I feel like an old man."

René Peterson, 63, in and out of state prison from 1971 to 2013 for robbery, burglary, and drug possession charges

"When I first came home , I almost beat this white boy up because he was talking on the bluetooth, the ear piece. I said, 'Say it to my face, white boy, so I can beat the shit out of you.' And I am en route to parole! Then I see someone else talking to himself. In these 22 years, everyone is walking up the street talking to they fucking selves.

I'm still learning. I can't text for shit. I ain't fast like that. My spelling is up to par. But then mothafuckas get mad at me because I spell so proper. They got the slang text. LOL. All that dumb shit. I don't know that. I am just going to spell the goddamn word. They be saying, 'You be writing fucking books man when you fuckin' text.'

Your son don't have to love you. There is resentment. When you get old and you come home, it's, 'Man, don't try to play no dad shit. Get the fuck up out of my face.' And you got to eat that. It's not always a good note to go looking for your kids."

Ervin "Easy" Hunt, 61, in and out of state prisons from 1972 to 2002 for gang violence, robbery, and selling and possessing crack cocaine

"Something that resonated with me in staying home is that I remember the movie The Shawshank Redemption. There is a line that Tim Robbins says to Morgan Freeman: 'You get busy living, or you get busy dying.' That's my mantra to anybody going through this. You don't appreciate your freedom until it is taken away from you.

Today I had do two things that depended on me to live: My cat and my plants. My cat, she's amazing. She talks to me. She picked me from the ASPCA. She went around the room twice, and looked at me, and said, 'Meow.' I said, 'Oh, shit, you are talking to me?' It has to be something greater than you that will restore you to some type of sanity.

Know that you are worth more than what you are doing. You have to go outside yourself. You have to think, who else are you important to? Sometimes a life is not important except for the impact that it has on other lives."

Frederick LeBron, 63, in and out of prison from 1977 to 2007 for selling drugs, mainly heroin

"You are accustom to living a certain lifestyle. If you don't have that, you will go out and get it. And you've been doing that all your life. I've been dealing drugs. My father was dealing drugs. My mother was dealing drugs. My uncles were dealing drugs. To me that was the thing to do. Every time I came out of jail, I was trying to do the right thing. But for some reason, I wanted more. And since I couldn't get it, I went out and got it the way that I wanted to. A lot of people who come out, they need support.

Don't force being a parent. You come in and say, 'I'm your father. I want to see what's going on. I want to be part of your life. And I respect you. And I respect the idea that you may not want to call me dad. I understand because I haven't been here for you.' You make your kid understand. Be honest with your kids, man. Once you are honest with your kids, you can deal with whatever is coming.


Derek Kelly, 54, in prison from 1987 to 2012 for murder

"You are not used to people being up on you and bumping you. Your defenses are up. People in the street are more disrespectful than the people who were in jail. People step on your sneakers, they push you, they don't say, 'Excuse me.' None of that. In jail, people say, 'Excuse me.' Everybody knows their place. Here, nobody knows their places. So it was very uncomfortable, I was just afraid to go get on the train all by myself and go to Queens. It literally took me three days before I could travel.

You need to have a plan. And if you don't have a plan, you need to make one soon. For school, work, how you are going to sustain yourself when you are home.

Find somebody you can talk to and be real with yourself."

To listen to audio interviews from this story, visit WNYC here. This article was originally published by The Marshall Project, a nonprofit news organization that covers the US criminal justice system. Sign up for their newsletter, or follow The Marshall Project on Facebook and Twitter.

Why Do Teens Love Witchcraft So Much?

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A week ago, in a fit of Halloween-inspired whimsy, my friend Helen and I gathered $100 worth of herbs, tea candles, and a tiny cauldron and tried our hands at sorcery. It didn't exactly work out—after we cast a protection spell, the door creaked opened and suddenly slammed shut, freaking us out enough that we blew out the candles and called it a night.

Whether it was due to our rank amateurism or something else, the spells didn't "work" any way you slice it—in the following week, both of our bikes were stolen, as was my editor's, and nothing seemed to go right for just about everyone I know.

I know real Wiccans don't dabble in black magic, but it's undeniable that witch-y stuff is in vogue right now. Urban Outfitters sells books on moon spells, Tarot cards, and something called "Wiccapedia" next to volumes of the Rookie Yearbook and bound collections of mac and cheese recipes. Girls walk around Brooklyn wearing T-shirts with pentagrams. You can rent a witch on Etsy. But is this just a surface-level trend, or is paganism really having a moment?

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To learn more, I called up Helen A. Berger, one of the only scholars who studies the pagan community, and probably the only one who has studied its appeal to teenagers and young women. "It's definitely not a micro-trend," the sociologist who works at Brandeis University told me. "It's not something I'm surprised to hear is popular in Brooklyn, though."

VICE: How many people are pagan in America right now? And how does that number compare to the past?
Helen A. Berger: It is growing, but it was growing at a very fast rate in the 1990s and into the early 2000s. And every indication is that rate has slowed down. It continues to grow but not quite as fast as it had been. That's at least the best estimate. We in the United States do not include religious affiliation in our Census, which makes it more difficult to figure out.

How do you measure this without a Census question?
Most scholars, myself included, look at things like attendance of pagan gatherings and purchases of pagan books, like The Spiral Dance, which has sold millions of copies, and books by Scott Cunningham. The latest American Religious Identification Survey (ARIS) had the number of pagans in the US at around 360,000, but I think that's low and there's well over a million at this point. It's still a minority religion.

During the teen-witch craze, when they were first airing Sabrina and all those shows, there was a large increase. The media has an effect on people's behavior. That doesn't mean, by the way, that they weren't all serious. Some were and some were not. We looked at participation in online sites—new people joining discussion groups—and saw there was an increase but in a slower rate than there had been in the 90s and early 2000s.

Were any of these girls who loved Charmed doing witchcraft in covens or just in their bedrooms?
Disproportionally people were doing this alone. I did one survey that showed a little under half were doing it alone, and then another one later that showed 75 percent were solitary practitioners.

People who were doing it in groups were getting involved in one of four ways. You can go on something like WitchVox, which is the largest international site. There's also notices in metaphysical bookstores. If you're a college or university student, or to some degree a high school student, you can find groups through your school. The last major way is through friends.

I'm assuming that there are more people walking around New York wearing Pentagram shirts than there are in the Deep South? And how is popular opinion toward magical religions changing in general?
Most of the data does suggest that it's an urban/suburban phenomenon. US pagans are more likely to say that they had experience discrimination, but they were also more likely to be out of what they call the "broom closet."

In Boston, where I live, I would say there's not much discrimination. Some Wiccans may disagree with me, but I think it's rather mild here and in places like San Francisco, where there's a large community of witches. But in some parts of the country, like the Bible Belt, yes . I think part of the reason we have gay marriage is because so many people came out of the closet, if you're objecting to gays, you're objecting to your cousin, your niece, your child. I think that as pagans come out, more people will say that's their religion and they're perfectly normal people.

What about Wicca appeals to teens besides Sarah Michelle Geller?
When anything appears in the media, particularly something that is widespread, it gets people's interest. It's just like how if we went to war with a country, everyone would suddenly be looking up that country. But what we found was that the people who stayed in the religion said they were more interested in the rituals and feeling connected to the Goddess and to nature and to getting a sense of empowerment in their spiritual path.

Those weren't the ones who ended up staying. Something typical would be four girls—boys tended to do it alone—and the majority of them dropping out. As one young woman who stayed told me, "I originally came in because I had a bad relationship, and I wanted to turn my ex-boyfriend into a frog. That was actually the first book I got." Of course it didn't work. But she came for the magic, but she stayed for the spirituality.

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​Whatever Happened to Predictability? The Milkman, the Paperboy, Evening TV?

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Lately, we've been writing a lot about modern issues in our country, be it mass incarceration , mental health, or the upcoming elections. Yet there are other important American cultural and historical issues that haven't received much attention at all. Some of them aren't as relevant as they once were, but they still keep us up late at night as we wonder whatever happened to them.

Predictability

Two cars, one house, a caring and well-preserved spouse, a couple of kids—for folks of a certain generation, this defined the American dream. It once seemed relatively attainable, if not all but certain. Go to college, work hard, find someone to marry, buy a house on a nice street, work for 30 years while you pay off the house and raise a family, and then die, leaving the value of your improbably nice Victorian townhouse to your children. Middle class wealth was accumulated through home ownership; a robust housing market meant prices would continue to rise, and each generation would be a little richer than the previous.

That was the idea, anyway, until the recession of the mid-00s made Americans re-evaluate their circumstances and realize that things have actually been heading south for quite some time. Manufacturing jobs went overseas; the private-sector unions that once fought for higher wages are gone. We're literally in terrible shape, with physical and mental-health problems preventing us from working—if we could even find employment. These days, moving in with your family while trying to become a musician or stand-up comedian seems just as realistic as pursuing an office job. The middle class is shrinking and millennials are often touted as "the first generation to be worse off than their parents."

The decline of the American middle class is real, and it's not going away. As technology makes human workers unnecessary, the American economy will be forced to adapt. Everywhere you look, labor jobs are already being replaced by computers and machines; more creative pursuits like writing the news are just around the corner. If robots make workers redundant, what will those former workers do with their time? How will they pay for anything? Today's middle-class needs a heart or a hand to hold onto.

It's clear that the American life is in flux. What's less clear is if predictability ever really existed. For the bulk of Americans—the poor, the not-white, the women—life has always been anything but predictable. Civil rights have always been uncertain at best. Until Roe vs. Wade, women faced with an unplanned pregnancy often ended up in an unwanted marriage or sought an illegal abortion, and the choice of when to have sex and who to have sex with was largely out of their hands. America has always had a serious problem with poverty; for the very poor, the prospect of home ownership was unrealistic. Extended families often lived together in a single full house, with uncles, aunts, and even friends of the family helping to raise children. For all these people, predictability was just another empty promise sold to the beneficiaries of the post-war boom alongside Campbell's Soup and no-rip pantyhose.

The Milkman

These three sentences from Wikipedia offer the perfect answer to questions about whatever happened to the milkman:

Originally, milk needed to be delivered to houses daily since the lack of good refrigeration meant it would quickly spoil. The near-ubiquity of refrigerators in homes in the developed world, as well as improved packaging, has decreased the need for frequent milk delivery over the past half-century and made the trade shrink in many localities sometimes to just 3 days a week and disappear totally in others. Additionally, milk delivery incurs a small cost on the price of dairy products that is increasingly difficult to justify and leaves delivered milk in a position where it is vulnerable to theft.

The Paperboy

For young Americans, having a paper route was once a common introduction to the workforce. The paperboy would go to a distribution center, load the newspapers onto his bicycle, and make deliveries. There were often hazards along the way, like dogs, cars, and angry customers. Paperboys became emblematic of suburban America, where safety was prized and your neighbors were your friends.

The paperboy has largely disappeared, for two different reasons. The first is that idea of allowing young teenagers to traverse the city unaccompanied has become frowned upon. Parents worry about the dangers of their child biking around town, and child labor laws often agree. The second reason is economic. Newspapers have been in a long, slow decline. Cities that once had multiple papers—often with morning and afternoon editions—now have only one, if that. Generally this paper is delivered in the pre-dawn hours (paperboys generally worked in the mornings or after school). To increase efficiency, larger paper routes are now completed by adults with cars, who are able to deliver to more people faster than a boy on a bike ever could. Today, would-be paperboys are forced to earn money through less reputable means, like small-time drug dealing or Vine superstardom. And most would probably pick riding a hoverboard over a bike anyway.

Evening TV

Cable TV didn't really become a thing until the 1980s. Before that, viewers were left to choose from just a few channels. Everyone watched the same few news broadcasts, the same sitcoms, and the same late night shows. If a popular show was on, there was a good chance that everyone you knew watched it. Before VCRs allowed for shows to be recorded, all TV was destination viewing. People would gather at their office water cooler—this was before Keurig—to discuss the previous night's broadcasts.

Cable TV gave people more options, and by the late 1990s the number of available channels was in the hundreds. As the internet became all-powerful, the distractions increased exponentially. Two people can now spend all their free time consuming media and not watch any of the same shows. Ratings for individual programs have declined tremendously. To put things into perspective, 125 million Americans watched the last episode of M*A*S*H in 1983; in 2005, only 32 million watched the finale of what was then TV's most popular show, Everybody Loves Raymond . Television channels are no longer just competing with each other for attention; there's also Facebook, Netflix, Hulu, YouTube, internet porn, and Twitter. Increasing numbers of people either no longer pay for cable or never have. As online media solidifies its grasp over every aspect of our lives , the once-hegemonic medium of evening TV matters less and less.

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​Why the Urban Legend of the Jersey Devil Won't Die

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Ask people who live near the Pine Barrens of New Jersey if they actually believe in the Jersey Devil and you'll get a bunch of half-answers Those who say they do say it with a little smirk, those who don't believe in the creature still hesitate a little before giving a definitive "no."

The Jersey Devil is a mythical horned beast that is to the woods of the Atlantic City area as bigfoot is to rural north California. If we're being technical, it's not "real"—but it's also one of the country's most enduring urban legends; stories of the Jersey Devil predate the United States itself.

This year, the interest feels particularly strong after two people separately emailed the local press about spotting the creature. The first sighting, by Little Egg Harbor resident Dave Black, was captured in a blurry photo of what appears to be a goat with wings floating through the sky—or likely just a stuffed animal hanging from a tree.

"I was just driving past the golf course in Galloway on Route 9 and had to shake my head a few times when I thought I saw a llama," Black wrote in an email to NJ.com. "If that wasn't enough, then it spread out leathery wings and flew off over the golf course."

The second sighting was shot on video by a local named Emily Martin. You can hear her gasping in the background as a stiff, blurry bat-goat-combo flies through the sky. It's been viewed about 350,000 times since posted on YouTube two weeks ago.

Before the Jersey Devil was a titillating internet rumor, it was a story of political intrigue between publishers, and before that it was a story of woe shared among Quakers in the world. The most popular version of the myth goes like this: In the early 1700s, a Pines resident named Mother Leeds had given birth a dozen times, and on her 13th pregnancy muttered, "Let this one be a devil!" Sure enough, her child became a demon-like creature, grew "leathery, bat-like" wings, killed his own mother, and then flew into the Pine Barrens, where it has since haunted the woods.

The myth's more likely origin story, however, has to do with a rebellious Quaker named Daniel Leeds. Leeds, who'd arrived in Jersey in 1677, began publishing an almanac that, included astrology, a big no-no back in those days. The Quaker community deemed him a pagan, said he was working for the devil, and shunned him. Still, he kept publishing his heresy, and when he grew too old to continue his son Titan took over.

In the early 1700s, another prolific printer of almanacs, Benjamin Franklin, began trading barbs with rival publisher Titan. By the time Titan died in 1732, Franklin had started used his own pamphlets to cast the Leeds family as ghouls and devils in order to tarnish the name of his printing press rivals.

"Honest Titan, deceased, was raised ," Franklin wrote.

That, in combination with the fact that the Leeds family crest contained a dragon that loosely resembled the mythic creature, is likely what started the myth of the Jersey Devil, according to Brian Regal, a history professor at Kean University.

"I think the actual origins are far more interesting than some monster story," Regal said. "It has more historical importance. It says a lot about fear over new ways of thinking in early America, and the dawn of the scientific revolution. All of that is more interesting than a flying dragon."

So then why does the myth of the flying dragon-goat thing still persist?

Well, for one, the Pine Barrens can be a creepy place. The area is relatively desolate, cut off culturally from the rest of New Jersey. The thick, nearly impenetrable woods have harbored the bodies of dozens of murder victims. A particularly violent episode of The Sopranos took place there.

"People from the cities come down and bury their dead in the pines," said Marilyn Schmidt who owns a gift shop that sells a lot of Jersey Devil merchandise. "It happens every so often. It's not unique to here, but it gets a lot of publicity because it's in the Pine Barrens."

But it's only tourists who find the area scary, locals said.

"I don't really think of the area as creepy," said Bill Sprouse, a direct descendant of the Leeds family who grew up in the area and has written a book about the history of the Jersey Devil. "I think of it as suburban Atlantic City. But driving down the Parkway in a ZipCar seems to cue Deliverance banjos in the minds of some writers, which I think says more about their frames of reference than it does about South Jersey."

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According to Sprouse, the legend refuses to die because it gives the area an occult charge, a sense of mystery absent from the strip malls and Atlantic City casinos. As the area has turned suburban, coming to resemble the rest of New Jersey, the Jersey Devil has become almost a callback to a wilder time.

"I think suburban New Jerseyans want the same things suburban kids anywhere want: a sense of belonging to a place, a sense of history, a sense of local identity," Sprouse said. "And the Jersey Devil story helps fill that vacuum to an extent."

And, of course, Halloween is the ideal time to resurrect eerie history and claim to spot something devilish. "People will call in sightings and suspicious activity constantly around this time of year," Galloway Police Chief Donna Higbee, who grew up in the area, said. "We're all for fun and games, but I don't suggest that people go searching in the woods. It's desolate, it's easy to get lost, and you'd probably be trespassing."

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Here's What It's Like to Be Divorced in Your Twenties

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Judging by the statistics, it's getting harder and harder for people to find their soul mates: the percentage of married households in the US is lower than it's ever been and people are waiting longer to tie the knot. Just a couple generations ago, getting hitched in your early 20s was relatively normal, whereas now it's an oddity; only about 10 percent of women and 6 percent of men in America below the age of 24 are married.

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In certain big-city circles, saying "I do" before you're 30 might be seen as rushing into commitment. What's even odder, then, is the people who have already been divorced before 30. Popular culture tells us you're supposed to spend your carefree 20s looking for that special someone—what's it like to find that someone only to discover they weren't so special after all?

Below are three anonymous stories from three divorcees with very different backgrounds. They explained why they got married so young, how it feels to explain to new partners that they've already had a wedding, and what it's like to get back in the dating game.

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Divorcee One
Current age: 29
Age when married: 24
Age when divorced: 27

I met my ex wife when we were both enlisted in the Marine Corps at Camp Pendleton in California right outside San Diego. We were both living in the barracks on base. I had seen her around, and we slowly started hanging out, going on dates—dinners, movies, etc.—and things grew from there. I'd been in the Marine Corps for about three years and was 24 and she had only been enlisted for one year and was barely 20. Any dating prior to when we got married took place at the base.

We started talking about marriage really quickly. As little as a month had gone by before we started joking around like, Wouldn't it be funny if we got married? I was super in love with this chick at the time and I know she felt the same way. We both thought it was the right thing to do. At the same time, when you're enlisted in the military and you're on base, you only get paid a little bit every two weeks. When you get married, you can move to an on-base apartment or get a living stipend to live off-base—a couple thousand dollars a month, which is a big incentive. Plus, you're segregated by gender in the Marines and follow strict daily routines that don't allow for social interactions at all. The thought of moving off base and having a real relationship was really appealing.

When I proposed, it was a really informal thing. I gave her a cheap ring in her bedroom at the base and just asked—it wasn't a surprise or anything. I didn't even get on one knee and I can't remember the anniversary date now. We got married two months after I proposed. It just happened so fast.

I think at first we were really excited and remained excited up until just after we were married. We got an apartment near Oceanside, California, but we didn't know what we were doing and I wasn't prepared this lifestyle change. After four months of living together as a married couple, I started transitioning out of the military. I had thought of pursuing a career in the military and she really wanted me to do that because there was stability to it. Plus, she still had two and a half years to go before she was going to get out.

"Sure as shit, it was a bad idea. I ended up just another statistic."

But my enlistment ended and then my lifestyle changed immediately. You go from having a regimented daily routine to having free time and nothing to do. I applied for unemployment and enrolled in school. I was in my early twenties and making all this government money and not working and partying. She was still in the military and had this cut-and-dry existence. I went from having friends from the Marine Corps to having friends who smoked pot, did coke, saw shows, and all that Southern California stuff. She also started developing her own interests—riding motorcycles, going to bars that played country music. We were on the same page when we met, then literally eight months later I had a completely different agenda and interests, and she did as well. At the end of the day, that was the reasoning behind our separation.

We separated about a year after we got married, maybe less, and then got divorced several years later. The separation didn't include any terrible screaming matches or anything, but we decided to stay married so she could have her off-base apartment and keep her benefits while she finished her enrollment.

As soon as we separated, I started seeing other girls almost immediately. I started dating and fucking around, and even met one girl I had a relationship with for four or five months. Marriage and separation didn't hinder my youth. At the same time, people our age aren't used to hearing from the person they're sleeping with that he or she is married or divorced. I remember telling one girl I was dating what the deal was, and she was super pissed and it became a big issue. When that happened, it became this reality check: Dude, you need to take care of this and get a real divorce, or you will be burdened with this forever.

To this day, I rarely talk about being married and divorced in my early twenties because I think many people in America still have a stigma against it, especially if you're from a small town or secluded place where you're likely more tied to your family. I think the guilt hangs heavier if you're in greater contact with the past generation. In big, progressive cities, you're not influenced by your parents' lives; You're influenced by your surroundings. Luckily, I live in a place where many people are critical of their parents' generation and think the taboos placed on divorce should die with that generation, too.

But, deep down, I was disappointed in myself for a long time because I didn't listening to what my parents and other responsible adults told me: "Getting married impulsively at a young age is a bad idea." And sure as shit, it was a bad idea. I ended up just another statistic.

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Divorcee Two
Current age: 25
Age when married: 23
Age when divorced: 25

I am by no means a traditional person. I grew up in a polyamorous community that traveled by bus around Europe and I now work as a doula, attending births and consulting with women about pregnancy. My understanding of both monogamy and marriage is probably different than most. But still, I got legally marriage in America.

I moved to New York from London because I had some clients there. I met my ex-husband not long after I arrived. Our relationship became super intense almost immediately. After our first date in late summer 2013, I knew I felt passionate toward him like I never had before—and I had already been in love once. We spent pretty much every day together for a month until I had to return to Europe for work. He told me he loved me before I left, and later visited me in London, where unbeknownst to both of us I got pregnant.

I visited him in New York and we talked seriously about marriage. Once I returned and found out I was pregnant, he said he didn't know how he could speak to me again if I kept the baby. Still, marriage felt right for three really intense reasons: I was madly in love with him, I needed a visa so I could return to New York to both work and be with him, and I was pregnant.

We married in February 2014—less than six months after we had met.

We married in the winter, and our relationship began falling apart in the spring. My love for him never faded, but some very intense things happened that made it impossible to be together. The most important factor was that I felt he pressured me into an abortion. I never imagined myself having an abortion. It's so far from who I am. It has nothing to do with shame or criticism of abortions. It just felt wrong that I let somebody make me do it. My husband made it clear that if I had the baby then he wouldn't support us. Money didn't matter because I had the power there, but he had emotional power over me.

Though it's obviously more complicated than it sounds here, the green card marriage idea put extreme stress on him because it jeopardized his career. And the abortion put extreme stress on me because it contradicted my career as a doula. I give life, not end it. So we separated in the summer of 2014, though legally stayed married so I could ultimately get my visa after being "married" for a certain amount of time.

Our relationship hurt me so much and it felt like I lost a huge part of me. I was in shock. I feel like I took out the pain on other people. I can be very emotional, but I can also be very sexual and demand power. After separating, I slept with whoever I wanted, whenever I wanted, pretty much immediately because that's how I always was prior to the marriage. I forgot that the new people I was sleeping with had their own feelings, or that I could even have new feelings myself, because I wasn't allowing myself to move on from the marriage.

"When you admit you've been separated or divorced, it's like admitting you failed."

I would tell the new people I was sleeping with that I was still legally married. It was upsetting to some, but others fetishized it. They thought it was a novelty or something untraditional and therefore exciting. But to my clients—pregnant women and their partners—I couldn't tell them my marriage had fallen apart. When you admit you've been separated or divorced, it's like admitting you failed. I didn't care what the people I was casually seeing thought, but since I work with people starting families and help them actually make that a reality through birth, then it doesn't inspire confidence to let them know it didn't work for me.

This past summer, two years after we first met and a year and a few months since we separated, we got legally divorced. If we were "married" just a little longer, I would be eligible for a ten-year green card. But he fucked me. I deal with his decisions every day. The relationship will always feel like a burden. I'm personally in a better place because I can admit that I lost my best friend, but there's still baggage.

I hope to marry someone legally again one day. I want to have a child soon too. I hope to look back at this experience as a test marriage, even though it was much more than that emotionally. The idea of marriage itself is often a practical thing to me, but the idea of pure love and a partnership that can last a long time is something I believe is real. By the time I do meet the next person who I feel as passionately about, I'll have learned so much.

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Divorcee Three
Current age: 24
Age when married: 18
Age when divorced: 19

I've been happily married since March, and this is my second marriage. My first marriage was nothing formal. We got pregnant then I started calling him my husband out of insecurity. I was terrified to be alone so instead of dealing with my anxiety and emotions, I allowed myself to become some petrified victim and got stuck living with someone who never let me drive, get a job, go to college, or see anyone, hardly. We were both 18 and he was often with other partners and left me in our apartment alone a lot. He controlled everything in our lives and I allowed it. What little family I did have he had me cut out and for the sole reason that if they had been around to see his behavior toward me they would have helped me leave sooner.

Our daughter was born, and about a year later we decided to have a wedding. He got me a ring from a mall jeweler and spent a lot in order to brag, but there was no sparkling, dream-like proposal to speak of. Two weeks before the actual wedding we'd planned, when our daughter was almost one, he cheated on me for the last time. After I stood up for myself, he kicked our daughter and me out. Since I was not only undereducated, but also terrified of everything in general, I had no idea what my rights were so I fought for nothing, left everything, took my child, and never looked back. I even had a "Dodged a Bullet" party on the planned wedding day for my friends and me.

We didn't even talk about the divorce. I simply had to stop using his last name on documents for six months and register my new address, and then the state of Texas finalized us as not common-law married any longer. I got a wonderful form and everything.

I was freshly 19 years old, and it felt both embarrassing and shameful to be divorced at such a young age. It also made me feel less valuable—the thought of being in another relationship was out of the question for a while, or so I thought.

I began catching up with old friends my husband had pushed away. One old friend, in particular, was very hasty and began trying to get my attention. He put his foot in the door I kept shutting in his face. He wanted to be in my life and my daughter's life. It was both difficult and strange to see this new person try repeatedly to earn my trust and love. I couldn't understand how he saw me as a prize, but he did and I'm thankful for that. I first told him we'd never "date" because I didn't believe in it nor did I want to get a babysitter for my child. I told him if he wanted to be with me he'd have to be around her 24/7 as well.

To my surprise he not only agreed, but also said there'd be no other way he'd have it. So "dating" involved Chuck E. Cheese's, dollar movies, zoos, parks, aquariums, museums—anything kid related. It blew my mind that he was acted so natural with us both and it felt like this was what a family was supposed to look and feel like. The previous one was not a marriage; it was more like Stockholm syndrome.

He was nine years older than me and also divorced for the first time at a young age after being in an abusive relationship himself. Many people were judgmental of the fact that we got together so soon after I'd left my ex, but to me it was like being in a totally new life where I was finally happy.

A lot people assume young divorcees are all dumb and uneducated, but many I've met were victims who were predisposed for these abusive circumstances. I would say young divorcees are naïve, not stupid. A ring doesn't mean they're committed—and neither does a baby, for that matter.

I Went Ghost Hunting and Didn't Find Shit

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Where I come from, there are three ways to celebrate Halloween. You can go to the Home Depot and steal those pumpkins out front, then throw them off an overpass. When you're a little bit older, you can do the same thing, but with convenience stores and Miller High Life. Or if you screwed up and had kids, you can take them trick-or-treating and stand in the street smoking. Then, if any of your neighbors have bad candy or turn their porch light off, you can call them assholes. That's about it.

But if you're in Los Angeles, you have more options. Last night, for example, you could have headed out to the Heritage Square Museum in Montecito Heights to see real ghost hunters investigate real haunted houses. You knew the ghost hunters were real because they were on the TV, and you knew the houses were haunted because they were Victorian, so old that Raymond Chandler could have gotten away with calling them "rickety" back in the 40s, and had creaking hardwood floors.

I showed up to the event—held in conjunction with Stan Lee's Comikaze Expo—knowing exactly nothing about ghost hunting shows; I file them under "stuff I'll never watch," like those programs about gold mining or how hard life is on a fishing boat in Alaska. The only thing I was hoping not to find was bunch of USC kids with too much money who pre-gamed this thing in the parking lot and thought it would be awesome to loudly misremember their favorite Ghostbusters quotes. Luckily, I was spared that hell. The people who went to this were into it. Everyone was attentive and interested in ghost investigating, which is the type of crowd you want for this sort of thing, I suppose.

I went to four houses, each of which had different investigators. The first excursion was led by a guy named Ben Hansen, from Syfy's Fact or Faked: Paranormal Files. He sat us all down and said, "If you've ever seen any TV shows, I don't like to get expectations up too high. Whatever you bring to this, the more energy you bring, the better the interactions we have. When I get a quiet group, things are pretty quiet. When people are talkative, things start happening. There's activity."

That means ghost activity, but he didn't say that. Nobody talked much about ghosts. They'd talk about energies and activity and things and reactions, but no "ghosts." "If anyone feels uncomfortable, a pressure, just tell me," said Ben. "Some creepy stuff will happen, but if it feels dark, I stop."

After the group learned the "no food or drink" rule was not being strictly enforced, Ben got out his old EMF meter. It picked up "electromagnetic disturbances," as registered on a needle. So Ben would ask questions to the "presence" and try to make it set the meter off. Here it turned out you should refer to the "presence" as a person, and you should talk to it like a disobedient child. "Was it you who was moving the needle?" he asked conversationally. "If it was, could you come back to the box and make the needle move again? Don't be shy."

The needle never moved. So he switched to an EVP reading. EVP is short for "electronic voice phenomenon." Anyone can do an EVP reading. Here's how it works: You place a recorder in the room. It doesn't matter what kind. It can be an iPhone. Then you just ask questions. "Is there anyone here? Why don't you talk? Why are you dead?" with pauses in between so the recorder can pick up the ghost's answer. Then you listen to the playback and scrutinize the white noise for the ghost's response that wasn't audible to the human ear but was audible to the Voice Memo app.

When we listened to playback, everybody claimed to hear something at one point or another, but nobody agreed collectively about any particular thing. A stifled laugh here. A growl there. Hello. Goodbye. Any outlier in the usual white-noise profile can be a ghost talking. Ben mentioned that "in Roswell, I saw a full-black figure that had a cloak walk through a wall. I'm like, whoa." On to the next house.

The second investigation team was a man named Mario and a woman named Kristen Lumen, from Syfy's Ghost Mine. Apparently there was a young child ghost in this house, so Mario brought a green stuffed bear that was supposed to respond to being touched or waved at. But it turned out touching it didn't do anything and waving only worked under light, so the bear was useless.

That's when Mario got out the dowsing rods. A volunteer would hold them perfectly straight, and he would ask the usual questions. "Do you like us? If you like us, cross the dowsing rods." The results of this sort of test were inconclusive. Then we did an EVP reading. He said he'd post any findings on his website. The the climax came in the dining room, where a cabinet door opened. That was a big deal, because it was a heavy old cabinet door and those don't just open on their own. Everybody got excited about that. Next house!

Our investigator here was a man named Don Staggs, 63. A lifer. Don's a psychic and paranormal investigator who carries himself like a detective. Not a movie detective, but the kind who gets pissed off when you pretend to be shocked your spouse is cheating on you. He's very respected in the community, or so I was told.

He said a ghost told him to go fuck himself once. Then he did an EVP reading. Everybody asked a question for the ghost. Then he played back the recording through a small Fender amp. He said that picked up noise better. I asked if the ghost thought L.A. had gotten too crowded, and the whole group was interested in a possible reply to that. They all thought the ghost said yes. But then somebody said, "It sounds like nothing, actually," and we moved on.

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There was a little girl ghost in this house, so Don brought out a doll that looked like a slightly oversized cotton Christmas ornament. "She's got red hair and she's got a broomstick and she's a little witch," Don informed us. "This little ribbon on top, you hold it between your thumb and index finger. If there's a spirit, she'll pull it out." Only women could do this test. It had almost no success with men.

Don then commanded the disobedient ghost child to pull the doll away from a series of women. "Can you pull on that for me? Do it when I ask. Please? Pull it out. Pull. I'd pull the doll if I were you. Pull it! Pull it! Pull it! Just pull! Pull it out!" It fell a few times.

Finally, after much discouraging from Don, a man tried the doll test. It fell promptly to the ground. We were done early, so I asked Don how he got into his field.

He told me that he had grandparents down in rural Kentucky, and they lived in a big 1800s home with log walls. When he was nine, his grandma died, and afterward his grandpa told him that "she came to visit all the time."

The house didn't have closets, just a piece of bailing wire strung between two wall corners on which to hang your clothes. One day, Don saw the clothes hangers swinging back and forth, and they were squeaking out the hymn "Rock of Ages." It scared a neighbor so bad that he went off running down a country back road at night. This led Don to discover that he had a psychic gift, that he could go to places where people died and immediately know how they died. It all fell into place after that. Time for the last house.

Our fearless leaders this time were Susan Slaughter (Ghost Hunters International) and Chad Lindberg (Ghost Stalkers). Where all the other houses at least had a lamp on someplace, they operated in complete darkness.

They did an EVP session. We all went around the room and introduced ourselves to the ghost. Every once in awhile a pop or hiss in the white noise profile of the room would get a "wow!" or "oh!" or "whoa!" or "holy shit!" from someone, though nothing ever made more than one person freak out.

Susan talked about the energy of the house changing in the hours she'd been there. She thought she was getting petted on her back. The vibe had changed. The vibe was growing. There was electricity moving over her head. It got heavy. "Very heavy. Really heavy." It was draining now.

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Then Susan and Chad introduced a device none of the other investigators had. It made rapidly cycling static sounds. I asked if it was a radio. Susan told me it was a modified radio. "We chose AM instead of FM because obviously there's less channels on that frequency." You would ask the radio a question like "are you in here?" and see if the radio said something that sounded like yes. It might have at one point.

Sitting in a 130 year-old house in the dark listening to a rapidly scanning AM radio was a little like listening to Einstürzende Neubauten, and that was nice. Chad buried the lede though: He never told any of us he had an IMDB page and was in The Fast and the Furious. At midnight we all left.

So what did I learn about searching for ghosts? I learned it involves listening to a lot of static and wondering if it means anything. And while a life of scrutinizing static to find secrets is the scariest thing in the world on a metaphorical level, it's not instantly gratifying, and Halloween is about split-second hedonism. All things being equal, I'd rather just throw a pumpkin off an overpass.

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How Wahida Clark Became the Queen of 'Street Lit' From Inside a Prison Cell

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Wahida Clark is the reigning O.G. of street lit, also called "urban fiction." Best known for her Thug and Payback series, Clark writes nuanced takes on the schlocky romance novels you see at grocery stores, replacing the cheese with guns, cash, gangs, and drugs. And Clark isn't just fabricating inner-city tall tales; she's writing about what she's lived through.

Born and bred in the streets of Trenton, New Jersey, Clark was involved with the New World, a crew of black separatist bank robbers known for beheading their rivals,and served time as a result. While doing a sentence of 125 months in federal prison for money laundering and wire fraud, Clark began writing fiction while locked up. She wrote her first book, Thugs and the Women Who Love Them, using a pen and yellow legal paper in her cell, but was released from prison in 2007 and has published 14 books in the time since, including Thuggz Valentine this past June. In the case of her latest, Clark is remixing the familiar story of Bonnie and Clyde, but tweaking it so it reflects her own experiences while involved with a real crime syndicate.

After opening her own publishing house, Wahida Clark Presents, she's put out 70 plus titles from incarcerated authors like CA$H, Victor L. Martin (author of A Hood Legend ), and others. Clark has also signed deals with major publishers like Kensington and Hachette, been hand-picked by Birdman to have her books distributed through Cash Money Records, and is now entering the movie and TV game with Wahida Clark Films, which currently has two projects in development based on her Thug series. We gave Clark a call to talk about her rise in the publishing game from within a jail cell, as well as what she's done since being on the outside.

VICE: How did you get into writing?
Wahida Clark: I started while serving my ten-and-a-half-year federal prison sentence. When my back was up against the wall, when I discovered that all my money and possessions were gone, when I discovered that it takes money to live in prison, and when it hit me that I have to do something in order to walk out of prison with a cushion, I prayed for guidance and was blessed to recognize and act on the guidance when it came. The guidance was to write street fiction.

My husband was also locked up and our daughters were teenagers, so I had to somehow get my hustle on. My husband wrote a book called Uncle Yah Yah and then I saw a clip about Shannon Holmes, who signed his first book deal while in prison, and I said I could do this.

What did your husband say when you told him you also wanted to write a book from inside?
At first, my husband didn't respond. I had to holla at him again and again, saying, "Yo, I'm thinking about writing a book. I'm serious. What do you think?" When he finally got back to me, he said what are interested in from people in our position is sex, drugs, murder, and crime. I had experience in that word, and what I didn't experience myself in New Jersey, those around me experienced. I wrote about what I knew.

My husband said if I sent him a little sample, he'd give me his advice. I was working in the prison library and studying the craft, and began writing and sending things to him. On top of his encouragement, an inmate who was previously a literary agent gave a creative writing class, and the rest slowly became history. I was blessed that my time in prison was time well spent.

What was it like to sign a book deal while you were incarcerated?
I signed two deals with two major publishing houses while I was serving time—it was crazy and awesome. I was writing those books with paper and ink, too! I hit the Essence Magazine best sellers list multiple times while incarcerated. I was such an inspiration to so many sisters and brothers on lock that many of them wrote and told me that I was the reason many of them started writing. I would get letters seeking advice, plus receive words of encouragement from authors who are now publishers and are now moving into film. It is a wonderful thing to inspire others. On top of being a four-time New York Times Best Seller, it feels like a wonderful accomplishment.

What separates street lit and the Thug series from the typical romance novels that middle-aged suburban moms read?
Two different environments produce two different mindsets. They are the same, but they are seen differently. No one can say that there isn't violence in romance novels.

Your latest release is Thuggz Valentine. What did you do differently with this one?
Thuggz Valentine is the story of a modern day Bonnie and Clyde—natural born killers who go out in a blaze of glory after taking on the city's police force. The first thing I did differently was write the book in reverse—it opens with the ending. The second was collaborate with David Weaver, the King of e-book publishing. We had agreed to do an experiment, so I had him publish the e-book version. Needless to say, it worked out well.

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Your Thug series is now being turned into a film, right? How far into the process are you?
I'm excited. My fans are excited. Since the series is so popular the producers and directors haven't decided which route to go first: a play, a TV series, or a movie. We are going to do something. In December, we're having a party/talent search/networking event in Atlanta. We are going to find our direction and our stars there.

Do you have any other film projects in the works?
Blood Heist , written by NuanceArt, hasn't been published under Wahida Clark Presents yet, but the film rights were picked up immediately. It's about Angelo and Michael, two brothers joined in the hunt to take the reigns as heir of their father's kingdom.

It's a good look to move into film, a natural progression. I'm a storyteller by nature; that's what I do. I am constantly looking for different mediums to tell my stories. Film is just the latest and it also happens to be the biggest art form. There's a lot of crime drama on TV these days, but if I have my way, God willing, I will clean up the whole industry and make something better.

Do you ever think that street lit romanticizes or even glamorizes crime?
We try our best to follow personal principles and literary principles that demand that good triumphs over evil all of the time. However, the demand today is for junk food—both physically and mentally.

My husband taught me that it was easier to write books for money than to write books to educate. So of course we took the road for money, in hopes that it would put us in the position to educate. It's a constant grind and hustle. If you are not constantly pushing your business it will remain stagnate. And of course, content is King. Or, in my case, Queen.

For more on Clark and her publishing house, visit her website.

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Refugees Tell Us What Their Lives Are Like After They Make it to Germany

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"I thought Germany was supposed to be paradise. Everyone used to think that as soon as you got to Berlin, everything would be OK," says Ahmed Kanaan. The 19-year-old Syrian migrant is one of nearly 1.5 million new refugees who are expected to enter Germany by the end of the year. Though the young man feels fortunate to have even made it to Berlin—around 3,000 have died crossing the Mediterranean this year—now that he's there he's asking the same question as countless other migrants: Now what?

The EU Migrant Crisis has been one of the most problematic and complicated global issues of 2015, with millions of people leaving war-torn countries like Syria, Afghanistan, and Kosovo, thousands dying in the flight to safer lands, and countries like Germany and Austria grappling with how to handle the influx of displaced people.

But as the political leaders deliberate about who should be allowed in and how they should expedite the procedures, innumerable people who spent weeks risking their lives and abandoning their homes just trying to get to Berlin are continuing to suffer in a Kafka-esque nightmare as they drudge through a complex, erratic system of German bureaucracy in order to gain asylum. And they still might get deported.

No two refugees share the same story about getting to Berlin, and no two refugees share the same purgatorial experience while they they wait to actually start a new life in Europe. It takes days for some, and months for others.

Each person, however, starts by making his or her way through the Landesamt für Gesundheit und Soziales (LaGeSo), or the State Office for Health and Social Affairs. LaGeSo handles refugee issues related to housing, health insurance, and BVG passes. The organization also lets individuals know when they can officially apply for asylum and German residency through Bundesamt für Migration und Flüchtlinge, or the Federal Office for Migration and Refugees—a status that's needed before they can get an apartment or a job. If the multiple office set-up sounds confusing to you, imagine being a shell-shocked refugee who doesn't speak German or English. Essentially, LaGeSo is the first of multiple bureaucratic checkpoints that refugees need to hit before they can legally stay in the country.

Outside the LaGeSo office, refugees are given a number and are told to wait in lines from early in the morning to past sundown in hopes of getting called to be registered so they can gain access to slightly better accommodation at overcrowded camps in the suburbs of Berlin that the organization manages. But their number might not get called for weeks, forcing refugees to wait outside the LaGeSo building for hours on end as it gets colder and colder by the day. Once at the camps, the refugees must wait and live there until LaGeSo helps them apply for residency with the Federal Office for Migration and Residency—which could add months to the migrants' displacement.

But even the waiting game is high stress. The amount of people who are called each day fluctuates, and if you leave line for even five minutes, there's the possibility of missing the chance to get moved to the suburban camps. Plus, language barriers, racial biases, and extreme stress among the migrants, government workers, and volunteers combine into a ticking time bomb of emotional distress and confusion.

On weekends, LaGeSo is closed, so instead of waiting in line to be processed and hopefully get moved to nicer housing, the refugees are often left without options. To compensate for a lack of governmental infrastructure, ordinary citizens of Berlin have begun multiple grassroots organizations in order to provide more reliable housing, food, and other donations for refugees.

As they anxiously waited to gain official entry to Berlin, photographer Alexander Coggin and translators Qudsija Ansary and Yasmine Jamal spoke with a variety of migrants stuck in various stages of the asylum-seeking process. Some had made it through LaGeSo and were living in the refugee camps, others had been staying outside the government building for days waiting for their numbers to be called so they could get into the camps, and a few extremely lucky ones had made it out of purgatory and were just beginning to start their new lives. These are the stories they told us about their journeys to Berlin and what's happened to them since arriving.


Sarah Kohestani (right), 38, from Afghanistan
Days since arriving in Berlin: 14

"On our way out of Afghanistan, there was an accident. We were traveling in a truck with 40 people, my leg got burned by the motor of the truck. I was sitting on the motor and it got hotter and hotter, but I could not move because it was so overcrowded and my leg got burned for almost two hours. This was at the border of Iran and Turkey, so there were no options for a doctor for the rest of the journey. I was not really able to walk and the wound got bigger and bigger, but no one cared. Everyone told me to go immediately to Germany because there were a lot of doctors, but no one is helping me and we've been here two weeks. There isn't even medicine for us. I just want to have a place where I can really sleep and see a doctor."

Aws, 30, from Homs, Syria, and Steven, 24, from Aleppo, Syria
Days since arriving in Berlin: 30

"When we got to Berlin, we looked for a place to sleep but were kept in a camp that had more than 60 people in one room. We stayed there three nights and there wasn't enough food. We went back to LaGeSo and I met one German girl. I told her I was with my boyfriend and that we didn't want to go back to the camp because they will notice and it is dangerous. She introduced me to another girl who prepared for us a place to stay near LaGeSo. We told them about being harassed once for holding hands during our journey to Berlin and said we were still afraid of being hurt. She helped us find a place and gave us money for shoes. She also helped us buy bus passes and looked over our documents.

We are now living with a guy in his apartment and we are taken care of. LGBT people are helping us. They feel responsible for us. Now we're still waiting for our number to be called at LaGeSo. After we are residents we would like to get married. It's a free country so now we can kiss each other and be openly gay in front of other people. We'd like to work and learn—we didn't just come here to get money from the government. We'd like to be in a free country because we can't be ourselves in Arab countries."

Joud, 24, from Damascus, Syria
Days since arriving in Berlin: 30

"I was on the national Syrian soccer team and decided to leave after my girlfriend got murdered. I left Syria by walking, which took me 22 days. I ended up traveling from Turkey to Greece in a small boat, filled with 37 other people. The waves were so intense that the boat was very rocky and water came in and swept out a child. He was two, maybe three. And the boat wouldn't stop. If they were to stop and turn around, 37 people could die. So I jumped into the water and I grabbed the child. I saw an island called Samos and swam for one hour with the child in my arms. I was struggling to swim because I was wearing jeans and was only able to use my two legs and my right hand. The water was so freezing and I thought the child was dead because he took in a lot of water.

When I got to the beach, I started pumping on the child's chest and the water came out and he started coughing. I took off my shirt and wrapped him up in it to try and give him some warmth. I realized that there was nothing on the island, it was empty. I ate whatever I could get off the trees. I took some water from the sea and soaked my clothes and then laid it out to dry so the salt evaporated and we could drink it. After we were both stable, I carried the child and began to cross the island. I climbed over nine mountains, following paths that animals made. When I finally arrived to the police station on the other side of the Island, they took me to the hospital and I found the child's parents. I went to Athens and then walked to Macedonia. And then to Serbia. And then to Hungary.

On the way to Hungary I went with a smuggler in a truck. There were a lot of people squeezed into the back, but I sat in the front with the driver. The police pulled us over and the driver put his knife up to my neck and put his phone into my pocket. When the police approached the car, he threw the knife. When they saw the phone, they thought I was the smuggler because it was full of numbers from Serbia. They arrested me for one week and continuously beat me, even whipping my back as I was tied up. I eventually paid them 50 euros to leave and they gave me Hungarian paperwork. I went to Budapest and checked into a hotel.

The next day, preparing to leave, I opened my door and there were the police. I was so happy to show them that I had my papers, but they told me they were expired. The papers I was given expired after one day! They arrested me again for two days. When they let me go, I went to Austria. Then I found a smuggler who took me to Germany. When I arrived, the police arrested the smuggler, who was Italian, and took us to the police station. The German police were so good and so different. They even told us, "You are in Germany now. You are safe." I lost many things on the way here, but I will start again. I can do it. Even if it's hard for me. Nothing is impossible. After all this is done, I will start German courses and try to get my Masters in Finance. I can do it."

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Ali Ahmad, 37, from Afghanistan.
Days since arriving in Berlin: 10

"I left Afghanistan 28 days ago. I came with a smuggler, first on a kayak, then a larger boat, and then by foot. I'm not sure exactly when I arrived in the EU. I've been in Berlin for 10 days, though. I have relatives who have an apartment here, so we are staying with them. I came with my wife and my two sons. We paid the smuggler eight thousand dollars for me, eight thousand dollars for my wife, and four thousand dollars for each of my sons. We also had to pay for our own food because the smugglers did not feed us. We brought some food, but it was not enough for 28 days of traveling. I could go without eating, but my children could not, so we fed them first. I come to LaGeSo every day and wait in line from 8 AM to 7 PM. If I leave here for even 5 minutes, I'm afraid that my number will be called and I will miss our chance to be processed by the government."

Kathem and Wijdan Selim and their children—Muemel, 15, Ahmed, 13, and Abrar and Anwar, 8—from Basra, Iraq.
Days since arriving in Berlin: Approximately 60


Kathem Selim: I worked at a hospital and a clinic as a nurse in Iraq. Before we left, a group of militiamen came to my clinic and asked to be treated for their wounds without reporting it. That scared me so I said no. If they were official they could go straight to a normal hospital. They hit me on the head, beat me up, and I had to quit my clinic job because I received so many threats. Two weeks later, they kidnapped my daughter. They took her right in front of our house. We tried to see if she was with her other friends but could not find her. Three hours later I received a call from a blocked number. A man told me that they had my daughter and it would be $5,000 USD to get her back. We did not have the money.

I begged them not to hurt her because she's just a child! They told me that since I didn't want to treat them as patients they were going to take her. My wife was pregnant and she had a miscarriage due to the shock. My daughter was gone for three days. Then they called me and told me that I would find my daughter's body outside our front door. They thought they were leaving her dead but she was only unconscious and badly burnt on her body. They also stuck things in her. She was barely breathing but we brought her back to life. I was too scared to take her to the hospital. I thought they would find us there again. I took her to my brother-in-law's house and treated her there privately. It took her six months to recover and she went blind for a while when she was dealing with the trauma.

This was a year ago. We were very afraid to stay in the area so we moved around a lot in Iraq after that. Eventually, we paid smugglers $20,000 USD for our entire family to be brought to Germany. We didn't know where to go so we decided to go to the capital. We gave ourselves over to the police once we arrived in Berlin. Since then, we've registered at LaGeSo, but we haven't received any money or German IDs or medical assistance yet. We had our date set for further processing, but it keeps getting postponed. We have to go back to the LaGeSo again tomorrow.

We want to have stability and safety for our children. We want our children to have an education and a future. I would like to work as a medical profession and help people again. I want to say thank you to Germany. They deserve a lot of respect for the amount of humanity they are showing in this crisis. Germany is a respectful government coming from a respectful people."

Siwar Rasho, 19, from Aleppo, Syria.
Days since arriving in Berlin: Approximately 60

"I'm from Aleppo and I just turned 19. I left because there was pressure for me to go and join the army and I wasn't doing that. I went to Turkey to try and work, but it was difficult because Syrians get really exploited in Turkey. I didn't have any money to get on the boat to Greece, and when you don't have any money they offer for you to be the driver of the boat in exchange for a free ride. They gave me drugs to make me unafraid to drive. They were some pills—I don't know what they were. The boat had a small motor and there were 48 people on the boat. Normally it should be for 20 people. Each person had to pay $1,200 USD to cross the sea. We left at midnight and they told me to follow where the light of the moon shines in the distance, and after four hours I would see two islands. One would have a red light on it and one would have no light on it. They said to go to the one with the red light. There were no problems with the boat on the way.

Once we got to the island, we stayed at a camp, and then I got a card to get on a boat that would take us to Athens. We got to the Greek capital and then walked to the border of Macedonia by following train tracks. We kept traveling, and eventually made it to Hungary where we got caught and sent to a camp. A couple of days later we were sent to have our fingerprints taken. They were beating everyone, including women, because we refused to have our fingerprints taken. When it was my turn, I took the fingerprint machine and broke it by throwing it off the table. They beat me and 10 of my friends and put us all in jail for three days. They gave us no food and no water. They fingerprinted us and let us go, but I didn't have any money.

I took the trains to Austria and Munich and Berlin and I hid in the bathrooms the entire time. I got caught between Munich and Berlin and got a 450 euro fine. I haven't paid it yet. I also have a medical bill because I got bit by a bee and my arm swelled and I didn't know what to do. I went to the hospital and now have a bill for that. It took me a month and a half to get granted asylum in Berlin. I want to work again. I also would love to start a rap group. Eventually get married and have a life."

Inana Alassar, 20, from Syria
Days since arriving in Berlin: Approximately 60

"I've been here almost two months and I'm from Syria. It took me 25 days to get here. Berlin was always where I wanted to go. My cousin has been here for six years and he has his own place, so I knew I'd have somewhere to stay while I waited to get asylum. Getting into the country was a disgusting process, though. A nerve-wracking and patience-breaking process. It was crazy and you feel like you're lost and you have no good ground under your feet. It's crazy because you feel like your life has been put on pause, you know? It's horrible. Right now, I'm staying with a 49-year-old lady who offered up the extra room in her flat. My mom is staying with my cousin and my sister got housing through very fast because she is a minor.

When I got here, it was the first time in my life where I felt blessed because I am a lesbian. It's illegal to be gay in Syria. You get imprisoned. You feel doomed and down your whole life, like you're cursed because you're gay. It almost feels like you've been buried alive for your whole life there and the paranoia makes you always watch your back, which becomes suffocating.

Here, I feel so damned blessed. It's overwhelming because it feels like a little dream, almost too good to be true. Just being able to be who you are is incredibly amazing. After this is all over I would like to study singing and become a professional singer and have my own flat, hopefully with someone. I'm really looking forward to the someone part."


Ahmed Almasri, 24, from Aleppo, Syria.
Days since arriving in Berlin: 60

"I slept for a week outside of the LaGeSo building where refugees get registered before they can apply for asylum. They gave me a voucher for a hotel to stay at while I waited, but it had to be under 50 euros a night because the cost would be reimbursed by the German government. I went looking for a hotel by myself and every place said no. They said no because the hotel doesn't get reimbursed for two years, if at all. Every place said no. I went and told LaGeSo that there was no place to stay and they told me it was my problem: I had the voucher and now it was my responsibility to find a hotel. Outside of LaGeSo there are people, like smugglers, who know the hotels that will take refugees and take you there for a fee of 20 or 30 euros per person.

I continued sleeping in front of LaGeSo and the number of people outside kept growing. The media started paying attention and once journalists started taking photos, they finally got buses and brought more people to the camps. Now, I want to know how to bring members of my family over. But my family in Syria needs to have a passport. The LaGeSo has Arabs helping with the paperwork, but they slow the process down. I would prefer that Germans do the paperwork so there is less discrimination."

Ahmed Kanaan, 19, from Kobani, Syria.
Days since arriving in Berlin: 60

"Everyone used to think that as soon as you get to Germany everything would be OK and change would happen really quickly. We thought things would be set up for you. I thought it was supposed to be paradise: that you get an apartment, get 390 euros per month, and then are allowed to work. None of that has happened. I just want to finish my high school degree."

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Cry-Baby of the Week: A Guy Sued a Haunted Attraction Because He Tripped While Running Away From It

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It's time, once again, to marvel at some idiots who don't know how to handle the world:

Cry-Baby #1: Scott Griffin

Screencap via YouTube

The incident: A man tripped while running away from a guy with a fake chainsaw at a haunted house.

The appropriate response: Not running away. Everyone knows the actors aren't allowed to touch you.

The actual response: He sued.

Way back in 2011, a man named Scott Griffin went to the Haunted Trail, which is an outdoor haunted house-type attraction in a park in San Diego.

As is standard at these type of things, actors jump out at patrons as they walk through. As Griffin was exiting the attraction, an actor with a fake chainsaw jumped out, spooking him. When Scott attempted to run away from the actor he fell andinjured his wrist.

Griffin took legal action against Haunted Hotel Inc., the company that runs the Haunted Trail, suing them for negligence and assault. This lawsuit was, thankfully, dismissed by California's Superior Court.

This didn't stop Griffin, though, who appealed the decision.

Last Friday, the lawsuit was dismissed by the Court of Appeal, who concluded that Griffin should have probably expected to get scared when he was paying money to be scared by professional scarers at a scary attraction. "The risk that a patron will be frightened, run, and fall is inherent in the fundamental nature of a haunted house attraction like The Haunted Trail," the court said, according to a report in the San Diego Reader. "Being chased within the physical confines of The Haunted Trail by a chainsaw-carrying maniac is a fundamental part and inherent risk of this amusement. Griffin voluntarily paid money to experience it."

Cry-Baby #2: Chris White

Screencap via ABC

The incident: A man who is scared of spiders arrived at work to discover plastic spiders had been put up around his office.

The appropriate response: Laughing.

The actual response: He took out a gun and threatened to shoot the fake spiders.

Earlier this month, assistant prosecutor Chris White arrived at his job at an office opposite the courthouse in Logan, West Virginia, to find that the office's secretaries had decorated for Halloween. The decorations included several plastic spiders like the ones pictured above.

Chris, who reportedly has arachnophobia, allegedly "became irate" when he saw the decorations. Speaking to WCHS, Chris's boss, John Bennett, said that Chris told the secretaries that "it wasn't funny" and that he "couldn't stand them."

Chris then allegedly took out a gun and threatened to shoot the fake spiders. "It had no clip in it, of course they wouldn't know that, I wouldn't either if I looked at it, to tell you the truth," Bennett said.

"Quite naturally, the ladies were concerned, as I would have been. Anybody would be, I would think, with a gun no matter where it was," he added.

As of Wednesday of this week, Chris has been suspended indefinitely. He was at the company for five years. "I never saw it coming, that's for sure," Bennett said. "Obviously, I wouldn't have even hired him if I had seen it coming."

Who here is the bigger cry-baby? Let us know in this little poll down here:

Previously: A mom who freaked out over Halloween decorations vs. some parents who freaked out because their children were taught about ISIS in school.

Winner: The ISIS parents!!!

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War in Weed Country

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All photos by Terray Sylvester

This story appears in the November Issue of VICE.

If you are looking for pot growers on the remote southern end of the Yurok Reservation in Humboldt County, California, you might start your search at Pearson's, a cluttered grocery perched above the confluence of the Klamath and Trinity rivers. The shop is in Weitchpec, a village that otherwise contains only a school, a tribal office, and some scattered houses. In June, I wandered the store aisles, taking note of batteries, knives, dog food, tarps, drill bits, liquor, pellet guns, and foot-long candy bars. There were photographs of babies tacked on the walls, and of men with fish bigger than babies and in some cases bigger than themselves. When I came to the magazine rack, I paused at an issue of High Times. I knew by how quiet the proprietor had become that she was watching me. "You sell a lot of these?" I asked.

"That's about all I sell," she replied. "Pot books and porn."

She was short, with small eyes made smaller by round glasses, and smiled in a way that was at once friendly and suspicious. Her name was Karen Pearson; her family had owned the store for 64 years. I wanted to ask about recent raids on pot growers led by the Yurok Tribe, but it was hard to say whose side she was on, so I picked up the magazine and flipped through its pages. "We're all growers around here," she said. I looked up. "Well, I don't grow—not anymore. Just a few plants when I was young." Later, when I asked what she thought of it, she sighed. "I don't mind the smaller grows," she said. "But what the big growers are doing is not right."

Since 1996, California law has allowed cannabis to be cultivated for medical use, but in 2014, the Yurok Tribe embarked on a mission to eliminate it altogether from the reservation. The main reason was water: The drought in California, then in its third year, had dried up domestic water sources and drained the Klamath to such low levels that the salmon population, on which the tribe has long depended, had come to the brink of collapse. Yurok tribal authorities believed marijuana growers were contributing to the crisis by drawing water from Klamath tributaries to irrigate their plants. That summer, the tribe launched Operation Yurok, a sweeping series of raids that enlisted the California National Guard. Since then, the region has become a paradoxical battleground—as many states across the country move to legalize marijuana, authorities in Humboldt County, a place renowned since the 60s for pot, are helping to eradicate it. The tribe's water supply, I had been told, depended on this.

A few days earlier, to understand how dire the situation had become, I had accompanied Carlton Gibbens, a tribe member, as he delivered bottled water to residents. The day was hot and the car's air conditioner broken, and when we turned onto Highway 169, Gibbens's temples were beaded with sweat. The road, a single lane, wound through thick, young forest and opened now and then onto the Klamath, a steely chasm edged with green. Though it was only the beginning of summer, I could see that the drought had taken a toll. The river looked sunken into its bones. Rocks stuck out where normally there were rapids, and algae bloomed in the languid pools. (Scientists suspect these blooms are due, in part, to contamination from marijuana fertilizers.) According to the Bureau of Reclamation, the river was running dangerously low, and if it dropped lower, scientists warned, salmon would seek refuge from the warm shallows in the cool but crowded mouths of tributaries. There, they would rub together and spread deadly parasites. A fish kill would be devastating for the tribe. This people knew, because it had happened before.

Gibbens is a survey technician, but like many tribal employees, his days are filled with "other duties as assigned." Two days a week, he delivers water to homes not connected to community tanks—that is, the majority of them. Since these residents pipe their water directly from springs and creeks, they are more vulnerable to running out. Two summers ago, many creeks dried up, and residents had to haul water from an emergency tank in Weitchpec. Though the drought was mostly to blame, so, too, were pot growers, who Yurok tribal authorities claim are the biggest users of water on the reservation. To irrigate their plants, growers pipe water from the same Klamath tributaries that supply reservation homes and provide refuge for fish, often damming and diverting whole creeks. Without a permit, these significant diversions are illegal, which is one justification for the raids. The tribe estimates that 100,000 marijuana plants grow on the reservation over the course of a year. A single plant, according to government documents, consumes up to six gallons of water a day. Each year, millions of gallons that would otherwise flow through the reservation go, quite literally, up in smoke.

Karen Pearson behind the counter of her grocery store in Weitchpec, California

Gibbens offered to show me a community where growers had allegedly deprived residents of drinking water, so we turned onto Mitchell Hill Road and stopped at a double-wide set in a carpet of ferns. The owner wasn't home, but Gibbens had heard that she was running low on water. He left a crate in her yard.

A mile on, we came to a clearing and an old wooden house covered in climbing roses. A woman was shaking out a rug on the porch. She went inside as we approached, and a man emerged in a tank top and shorts. He introduced himself as Edward Mays.* Last summer, he said, the creek by his house had nearly dried up, but after the raids, it started flowing again. He had been changing a tire when the raids came, he later told me. "I could see them go past from under my truck," he said. "Fifteen or a dozen cars. Didn't come out, because I didn't want to be run over." That evening, he thought he heard water, and when he went to the creek, he told me, it was running again. (Tribal scientists confirmed that his story was likely.) I asked Mays what he thought of the raids. "Didn't hurt my feelings a damn bit," he said. The growers "just come up here, make their big dollars, and go. Never liked them anyway. They take and break and leave, and smile while they're doing it." Was he ever scared of them? "I ain't scared. They better be scared of me."

Most people I met that day were unwilling to talk about the growers, or to talk at all. One woman waved at us from a second-floor window but never came outside. This was the nature of the reservation—people kept to themselves.

But I also suspected that many were quiet out of fear. The week before my visit, a rumor had spread that several young Yurok members were threatened at gunpoint when they strayed too close to a grow site on Mitchell Hill. Others would tell me tales of disappearances never resolved and of murders disguised as accidents. Then there was the risk of being called a hypocrite; everyone had family or friends who grew if they did not grow themselves. Such intimacy was at the heart of the tension caused by the raids: The tribe was busting its own people. And it was because of this, perhaps, that most people who did speak with me condemned neither the growers nor the tribe but instead parsed delicately through a mess of relativities.

Even Gibbens hedged: "If you're a local, you want to have your fifty plants or whatever, I don't care, but I don't like outsiders coming in here and blocking off a whole water system." When I asked if he knew of any other tribal members who were certain their water had been taken for pot, he told me about a man who lived near the top of Mitchell Hill and often confronted the growers above him. Every year, said Gibbens, "it's a new group of guys. They come in and take the water all over again." Later, I went up the hill to find the man but stopped at a cable slung between two trees. On the first tree hung a sign that read, I'M ALL FOR GUN CONTROL... I USE BOTH HANDS. On the second: THERE IS NOTHING HERE WORTH DYING FOR.

The story of how pot came to the reservation begins with timber. In the century following the establishment of the Klamath River Indian Reservation, in 1855, most Yurok land was sold to white settlers and timber companies. (By 1988, when the reservation was restructured and renamed, and the Yurok were granted permission to form their own tribal government, 90 percent of the reservation had been sold.) The timber industry boomed throughout much of the 20th century, but in the 1970s, plagued by a poor housing market and international competition, it dwindled. Many timber fallers, out of work and loath to leave the region, turned to marijuana. A popular bumper sticker at the time read: another logger gone to pot. As far as anyone remembers, a white timber faller named Noble Niles was the first to do so on the reservation. Niles had married a Yurok woman and bought land near the village of Pecwan. Pot fetched a good price at the time, and Niles was good at growing it. His obituary would call him a "master gardener," though this may have been an understatement. "He was famous," Leonard Masten, the Yurok Tribe's police chief, told me. "Everyone else's was all scraggly, but Noble had these big, tall plants."

Other Indian families took on the trade, though most kept their operations small. In general, plants were enough to pay the bills, to buy Christmas gifts and school clothes. Still, the Yurok's primary source of sustenance was, and always had been, fish. Traditionally, the Yurok divided their fishing grounds among families and governed access by an intricate set of laws, but in the 19th century, commercial fisheries, dams, and federal action nipped at their rights. In 1934, the Yurok were banned altogether from fishing commercially or with gill nets, and for 38 years, until the US Supreme Court reaffirmed the people's legal right to fish, many Yurok were jailed and their catches confiscated. The tribe, state, and federal government continued to tussle over fishing rights until 1994, when the Bureau of Indian Affairs and the US Fish and Wildlife Service transferred management of the river's commercial fishery to the Yurok Tribe. Now, many tribal members are certified commercial fisherman, and others are employed to monitor and administer the fishery. It is the only industry, aside from pot, alive on the reservation.

Timothy Littlefield, the so-called "godfather of weed," on the Yurok Reservation

Pot boomed in Yurok territory after California legalized medical marijuana in 1996. According to Troy Fletcher, executive director of the Yurok Tribe, the possibility of larger profits attracted a new sort of grower—not "mom and pops" but transient entrepreneurs keen to exploit Yurok resources. Most were white Americans, but many were immigrants from Laos, Vietnam, and Central America. Instead of a few hundred plants, they were now growing thousands for medical dispensaries across the state as well as illegal markets nationally. By some estimates, two-thirds of the marijuana consumed in the US is grown in California, and the best of it in Humboldt County.

The boom loosely coincided with the worst drought in California in more than a millennium. Humboldt County is, on the whole, wetter than most of the state, but in the Klamath Basin, the lack of precipitation has still been damaging. The summer of 2002 was a precursor to the drought that began in 2011. That September, following a particularly dry winter, parasites flourished in the Klamath's warm shallows and killed 70,000 Chinook salmon on their way upriver to spawn. The kill was devastating for the Yurok and their commercial fishery, and it pushed the tribe to take dramatic measures to ensure that more water would remain in the river to avert future kills. Among these measures was a deal with Oregon and California farmers to remove dams upriver and release more water into the Klamath. Also among them was a ban on marijuana.

In February 2014, before the height of the latest drought, the Yurok Tribal Council passed an ordinance to enforce a zero-tolerance policy, threatening growers with fines and seizures of property. According to Fletcher, the council approved the ordinance because it recognized that the business of cultivation—and the stakes—had changed. "It has nothing to do with medical use," Fletcher told me. "It has nothing to do with recreation. It's industry—runaway industry." Other councilmen confirmed this sentiment. Only one councilwoman, Mindy Natt—a granddaughter of Noble Niles—abstained from the vote, recognizing that families, like her own, have relied on pot to remain in a community where, in some places, unemployment is as high as 80 percent. But even she sympathized with the council's position that "there were some big people that come in, and they're not from around here, and we wanted them out." She added, "Our fish are more important than marijuana right now."

The tribe did not have the capacity to enforce the ordinance itself and struggled at first to find support among state and federal agencies. The US Attorney's office allegedly told Fletcher that it would not prosecute growers who had fewer than a thousand plants. Then, in April 2014, just three months after Governor Jerry Brown declared a state of emergency across California due to the worsening drought, the tribe begged the state to help them clear the reservation of growers. Brown urged the California National Guard to step in. That July, joined by the Guard, the Humboldt County sheriff, and the Bureau of Indian Affairs, the tribal police force raided 43 grow sites and cut more than 15,000 plants. It was a small number relative to the new scale of industry on the reservation, but tribal officials seemed emboldened by their success. Afterward, Susan Masten, a Yurok councilwoman and the police chief's wife, declared: "We will be going after the growers again next year and every year after, until they've stopped stealing water from the Klamath."

The tribe estimates that 100,000 marijuana plants grow on the reservation over the course of a year. A single plant, according to government documents, consumes up to six gallons of water a day.

Ask anyone on the reservation, and he or she will tell you that the biggest growers are the Littlefields. Sylvia Littlefield—a Yurok member until last year, when she disenrolled in protest of the tribe's marijuana ban—and her husband, Roscoe, are now in their 80s; their son, Timothy, still a Yurok member, allegedly runs the family enterprise. No one—not even the officers who had raided them in the past—knew how many plants the family grew, though most assumed it was many thousands. My merely mentioning the name Littlefield conjured in locals a mixture of laughter, fear, and envy. "Wear your boots, 'cause the shit gets deep," a woman said when I asked about Roscoe. I was advised never to go near Timothy, because "he'll shoot." People told stories about how wealthy the family was, about their houses and pools and flat-screen TVs, or their appearance two years ago on an episode of Pot Cops, a show on the Discovery Channel. I had seen this episode and, I admit, felt some pity for Timothy—an eccentric hermit minding his own business until some narcs came hacking at his "medicine." Those I met did not share my sympathy. To their critics, the Littlefields embodied all that had gone wrong with marijuana: family enterprise turned to industry, survival to excess. "They took it too far," I heard more than once. Fletcher put it this way: "There's big fields, and then there's Littlefields."

One morning, I asked for Timothy's number at Pearson's and made the call. The man who answered was hurried but cheerful. Had I seen him on Pot Cops? "Oh, good!" he exclaimed when I said I had. "I'll show you my plants. I've got beautiful plants."

The way up the mountain was leafy and coated in dust. The road wound like a corkscrew, and soon, high above the river, I came to a gate slightly ajar and, beyond this, a cabin—a shack, really—perched on a terrace above two yellow school busses. A dog came out, barking, and then Timothy, in his 60s, with a white beard and tinted round glasses. He wore only camouflage. His shirt was belted tight around his stomach, and there was a can of Mountain Dew open in his breast pocket. "You want to see something beautiful?" he said, not wasting any time. I followed him to a greenhouse on an upper terrace. A fan hummed. The dog took a piss. Timothy drew back the sheets of plastic and inhaled. Fecundity billowed out like a cloud of heat. "You like that?" he said. I had stepped back to take a breath. I looked at Timothy. I thought I had never seen anyone so pleased with himself.

Yurok tribal councilman Thomas Willson pilots his boat on the Trinity River, just above its confluence with the Klamath. Both bodies of water have been affected by California's drought

The tour went on like this. Timothy would stroke a plant, beam at it with fatherly affection, and then we would move on. "I think you'll like this Girl Scout Cookie. Oh, it's Deadly Diesel! New York Diesel crossed with Afghani. Beautiful, isn't it?" I hardly knew the difference but sniffed the plants when he told me to sniff them. I had begun to wonder about his eagerness. What was he doing showing his plants to a stranger? He was not as crazy as I had imagined, or perhaps it was that his madness did not strike me as genuine. When I asked, for example, why he thought the tribe had banned pot, he said, first, "They're communists," but then he added that the tribe did not want growers to drive up land values, because it hoped to buy back the land it had lost to white settlers. This sounded like a reasonable explanation, like one the tribe itself might give. ("Not really," Troy said later, when I asked if this was the case.) I wondered if Timothy's eccentricity was a cozy disguise for his real acumen, in the way, perhaps, that his shack and outbuildings, in various states beyond repair, were disguises for his alleged wealth. That was another thing: Where had the money gone? Where were the televisions and swimming pools?

When we finished on the terraces, Timothy led me across the hill to his parents' house. It was dark and cramped, with family portraits on the walls and shelves and a coffee table cluttered with medications. Sylvia was in the living room, eating cereal with milk and berries. She looked well kept in a sweater, jeans, and bright sneakers. Roscoe, on the other hand, looked ill. He emerged from the bedroom on a walker, with wisps of white hair pointed statically toward the ceiling. Sylvia did most of the talking.

Her husband had been born in Oklahoma to ranchers who fled to Bakersfield, California, during the Dust Bowl. Sylvia was from the reservation. In the 50s, after she and Roscoe married, they made their first attempt at living there, but they struggled to piece together an income and soon left for the Alaska oil fields. In the 70s, they returned to the reservation to graze cattle and pigs. Around this time, at a party by the river, they had their first encounter with marijuana. "We only knew what we had been told," Sylvia recalled, "that marijuana was bad. I don't remember who was at the party. I didn't want to really look or make eye contact. I felt so out of place." They did not eat the cake, fearful of what it contained, but as the night wore on, Sylvia was struck by the party's calm. "It was on a real steep hillside, and they laid back on their jackets like in easy chairs. I'll never forget it. I can see them right now—just laying back, enjoying themselves. It was a beautiful night. One of the best parties I've ever been to."

Roscoe consulted the host about growing marijuana. She suggested he try 40 plants; he planted 400. When officers raided him that summer, in 1978, the community sided with the police. "People said, 'Shame on you. You were growing too much,'" Sylvia said. "If we had just planted forty, the police wouldn't have bothered us, but Roscoe got overly ambitious."

To their critics, the Littlefields embodied all that had gone wrong with marijuana: family enterprise turned to industry, survival to excess.

Over time theirs grew to an even larger operation, the details of which neither Timothy nor his parents wanted to discuss. When I asked how many plants Timothy had, he said, without pause, "Ninety-nine." (Humboldt County permits each grower up to 99 plants a year, to be consumed solely by oneself or by another medical marijuana licensee for whom the grower is a "primary caregiver.") This was after I had seen the greenhouse, the terraces, and the two school buses installed with grow lights, which altogether looked like they contained several hundred plants. (Timothy would later claim that all but the legally permitted 99 marijuana plants on his property were, in fact, tobacco plants.) When I asked Timothy how he sold his pot, he insisted that he grew it for only himself, his family, and anyone working with him who had a license. I asked Sylvia who their buyers were, and she replied, "I don't know. We had people all over the country!" For some years, she said, a man flew a plane from Ukiah, in Mendocino County, and they delivered their crop to him by truck. Sylvia paused after she mentioned this. "I don't want to incriminate myself," she said.

I asked Sylvia why she thought the tribe had banned pot, and she explained that everything had changed in 1988, when the tribe was permitted to form a government: "It went to their heads," she said, referring to the tribal council. "They just got militant against their own people." By then I had heard other tribal members question the Yurok's strategy, but none so eagerly as the Littlefields. They believed that the ban was a calculated maneuver to keep people in poverty and dependent on government. They hardly mentioned water. "The water?" Sylvia repeated when I asked. "Oh, I don't know. We seem to have an endless supply."

In the middle of June, I attended a meeting at the bright, airy tribal offices in the town of Klamath, where the river meets the Pacific Ocean, 22 miles north of Weitchpec. Tribal administrators and scientists discussed whether to ration reservation drinking water as the summer progressed or let community water tanks run empty. The first option, they concluded, was not good; rationing required that the tribe turn tanks on and off every day, which they did not have the personnel to do, and the frequent changes in pressure could cause peoples' pipes to backflow into the tanks, possibly contaminating whole supplies. So they decided on the second. They wondered if the water would last until a new series of marijuana raids were to begin, which were still a few weeks off. It was hard to say. A man suggested in the meantime that they walk the creeks and remove growers' illegal pipes. "Um, do you want to do that?" asked Dara Zimmerman, a water engineer for the Indian Health Service.

"It's not like we can have you go out into the woods where these guys are packing guns," Dean Baker, the Yurok public works director, assured the team. "You didn't sign up for that."

After the meeting, I met Fletcher in his office. A sober, willful man in a T-shirt and slacks, he told me that while the drought was a primary motivating factor for the ban on marijuana, so was the industry's effect on the culture of the tribe. "People are scared," he said. "They've gone out to gather acorns and basket materials, or to ceremonial sites, and been approached and stalked by heavily armed individuals."

A helicopter transports marijuana seized during raids on the reservation

I had trouble imagining the Littlefields pulling guns on fellow tribal members—they seemed so unthreatening—but Sylvia had suggested otherwise. "Roscoe and I are of an age where people know we can't hurt them," she said. "Of course our family might." Other growers were keener to shoot than the Littlefields. Carlton Gibbens, who often wandered the ridges above the Klamath on his quad, had told me a story about taking a shortcut through a friend's property. He heard warning shots and realized that his friend had leased the land to growers. "You cannot travel the woods as freely as you used to," Gibbens had said.

The first summer of raids had not been as effective as Fletcher had hoped. Recently, authorities had flown over sites previously targeted and found them as thickly planted as in years before. Either growers had not taken the raids seriously, or they had sold land or passed leases to new growers who were perhaps unaware of the ban. There were also new clearings and roads, and signs that growers were building facilities underground. Fletcher did not seem deterred, however. He said that the tribe would carry out the raids for as many years as it would take, until the growers stopped planting or left. Otherwise, growers would amass large fines, risking forfeiture of their land.

I asked Fletcher if the tribe had priorities for the type of grower they would target. "The strategy is, go get everything you can," he said. After all, their policy was zero tolerance. "It's not like our members aren't involved," he conceded. "Some of them are involved, and if they get caught, they have to be ready to accept the consequences. But at the end of the day, the benefits of having some economic opportunities are outweighed by the environmental and cultural impacts, and the general sense of lawlessness that comes along with those activities. People will say that marijuana isn't the same as meth or heroin—that's true, but those drugs are certainly around a lot of marijuana." (Tribal members told me that marijuana had become a sort of currency on the reservation that people trade for harder drugs.) "We have enough societal hurdles," he continued. "And these healthy activities, like fishing, like gathering acorns, that help people find who they are, that help teach values to our children and grandchildren—when those are impacted, it's a greater harm because of all the harm that's already been heaped upon our community for generations."

As we spoke, I noticed how often Fletcher repeated a certain phrase: Marijuana, he said, was "a threat to the health and welfare of the community." He did this, I assumed, because the tribe is treading on some narrow legal ground. Most of the land on which marijuana is grown is called "fee land." While it is within the boundaries of the reservation, it is private, and the tribe cannot regulate its use—unless, according to a 1981 Supreme Court decision, Montana v. United States, "conduct threatens or has some direct effect on... the health and welfare of the tribe."

The tribe has yet to meet any significant resistance—many growers plant more than the legal limit anyway, and a certain secrecy still clings to the industry—but the little protest that has come has struck at the "Montana exception." Not long ago, the tribal court received a letter quoting this very case. It came from an anonymous organization of non-Indian growers who said they lived in an area of the reservation called the Iron Gate. Before the raids, "the Iron Gate was a big mystery," Leonard Masten, the Yurok police chief, told me, because residents kept the gate locked.

I found my way there by accident one day. Terray Sylvester, the photographer I was traveling with, had met a young white man in the parking lot of Pearson's who invited us to his place. We were to meet him "at the Iron Gate," the man had said. So, one afternoon, we waited at a rather simple brown gate until he appeared riding a quad through a gale of dust.

His name was C. J., and he had arranged for us to meet Stormy Menning, who, as it happened, had sent the letter. Menning lived a mile up the mountain, in a rustic, two-story house he had built himself. He had moved to Iron Gate in 1979 to work as a timber faller, after returning from Vietnam with a bad case of PTSD. Years later, he bought land. He raised three kids, who are now adults, though I gathered that he was a father figure to several young growers, including C. J., who had lived on the mountain for nearly ten years. C. J. had been recruited by his cousin Tommy, who was a friend and growing partner of Menning's son. Then Tommy committed suicide—he had recently returned from Iraq—and Menning's son could not stand to stay. Now, it was just Menning, C. J., and C. J.'s girlfriend on the mountain, along with a few other growers scattered about.

C. J. at the entrance to Iron Gate

Menning was gentle, if a bit nervous, and presented us with a black briefcase containing a nine-page analysis of the ban, prepared by someone with specialized knowledge of Indian law. On July 29, 2014, the day Menning was raided, he was riding his motorcycle to a rally in Sturgis, South Dakota. A friend called, and Menning cut his trip short. He found his house hardly touched—a testament, he believed, to his role in the community, as he employed many tribal members—but his 37 plants had been cut. "After they busted me," he recalled, "I didn't hear anything about it. I sent a couple letters, saying, basically, 'What is the tribe doing on my land?' I never got a response." That October, Menning attended a Humboldt County board of supervisors meeting, coincidentally on the day that the tribe was to discuss the raids. "The CEO got so pissed off he actually threatened me: 'You can count on us being back at your house next year.'" (Fletcher's exact words, according to a video tape of the meeting: "I don't care how many people may say they are growing marijuana in the appropriate way for medical purposes... We're going to continue to stop by this gentleman's house if he continues to grow.")

A few things confused me about Menning's story, such as his claim that he grew only 37 plants and yet employed quite a few people. And when I asked about water, he explained, convolutedly, that his came from a spring but he piped the excess into a creek, and so he was "donating to the fish." Details aside, I could see why he was frustrated. He had lived on the mountain for 30 years and had never been bothered until now. He did not strike me as a menace to the community, nor did he defend bigger growers. "They just come here to exploit the land in the summertime," he explained. "They're the ones who are sucking creeks dry and lousing it up for the rest of us." It was the same argument—good grower versus bad—that I had heard from so many tribal members. Menning believed that the tribe should leave it to the county to enforce marijuana laws and drive the bigger growers out. The problem with this argument, as Fletcher had stressed at the board meeting, was that even off the reservation, the county did not have the capacity to raid all large grows alone. "If you tell us that marijuana can be grown responsibly," Fletcher said, "we're going to say, 'Who's going to enforce? No one ever has.'"

Before leaving the Iron Gate, we dropped by C. J.'s. He had been waiting for us in a plywood outbuilding he called the "clubhouse." The place appeared spotless despite all its graffiti, and on the stereo was something cheerfully punk. There were couches, and a bar, and a wall covered in photographs. C. J. rooted around the bar while I studied the wall. Most of the people were in their 20s—trimmers, I guessed—and looked like they were having a good time. Then I noticed a dark braid tacked among the photos. Whose was it? "Tommy's," C. J. said, holding up a bottle of rum. "Sailor Jerry's?" He poured us each a shot and then took two himself.

"People are scared," said Troy Fletcher, a leader of the Yurok tribe. "They've gone out to gather acorns and basket materials, or to ceremonial sites, and been approached and stalked by heavily armed individuals."

Some hours later, as the sun set, we headed for the gate. C. J. ran ahead, howling, his limbs splaying gleefully from his body. There was something sad about the whole thing, I thought. Maybe it was Tommy, or the empty liquor bottle waving about in C. J.'s hand. Or was it loneliness I sensed, creeping up the ridge with the night's shadow? I thought about these things—about war, about drugs, about drought, about land taken and livelihoods lost—and it struck me that here, on this mountain, injustices collide, and if it were not for water, for the diminished band of river arching out toward the sea, it would be hard to say who was right and who was wrong. C. J. undid the gate and let us through. Then he said, "Make sure those Natives know who the fuck they're fucking with."

It was a chilly Tuesday morning in July when I arrived at the Tulley Creek fire station, northwest of Weitchpec, to attend the raids. Sixty-or-so guardsmen, county deputies, and tribal officers were sipping coffee and eating fry bread at fold-out tables—a festive gathering despite the guns and bulletproof vests. The raids had begun the day before, on Mitchell Hill. Among the first growers raided was Edward Mays, the tribal member I'd met with Carlton Gibbens. Behind his house, an officer recalled, they had found a field of marijuana stumps, freshly cut, and buds strung up to dry in the woods. The grow was small—a few hundred plants—compared with another site found earlier near the top of the hill, where officers had destroyed 10,000.

At 8 AM, our convoy assembled and departed for a wooded ridge to the south. There were 14 vehicles; I rode with the environmental enforcement officers. The sites we would visit that day were on the edge of Yurok territory, tucked between the reservation and national forest, so county authorities took charge. They led us in from the north, torching gates when they found them locked, to the top of the ridge, where we stopped, suddenly, at a large trench dug by growers to slow our progress. The morning was dark, and mist sifted through the trees like ghosts. The officers stood quietly at the edge of the trench, and then one climbed in and found it twice his height. Beyond the line of men was a second trench, and then a third, both as deep as the first. We waited—for what, I wasn't sure—and then, single file, the men cut through the brush above the trenches and continued down the road on foot.

The site was the most impressive I had ever seen. There were nine rows, impeccably gridded, each framed with plastic pipe and strung with wire and lights. There were 5,000 plants in all. No one was on site, though in a small encampment officers found a warm pot of coffee and wet towels hung to dry. The irrigation system had been pulled up, as if to obscure its source, but a state biologist, Scott Bauer, spotted some pipe in the leaves. This led to a water tank, and then a small stream, dammed to form a pond. Farther up the ridge, Bauer found what he was looking for—the headwater of Miners Creek, a main Klamath tributary, and black pipes, not wider than his forearm, drawing, by his estimate, a fifth of the flow. "It may not look like a big deal," he later told me, "but when you walk down that creek, it's boom, boom, boom. Pipe after pipe, for pot. You see that, and it's like, 'That's where the water's gone.'"

We did not go anywhere I recognized until the third day. That morning, as we gathered, I overheard an officer ask if we needed a backhoe. "Are we going past the Littlefields?" his commander said. We were. "We'll need chainsaws out, then."

Law enforcement officers cut marijuana plants on James Looney's property

The previous summer, the Littlefields had felled trees across the road to stall the raids (Timothy claimed he was just "chopping wood"), but this year, to the officers' surprise, the going was clear. I rode with Leonard Masten, the Yurok police chief, who seemed to regard the whole ordeal with a mix of satisfaction and bemusement. "They're some of the ones who just don't care," he said as we came upon Timothy's cabin.

The gate was open, and a young man I didn't recognize stood watch. We did not go in, however, and continued up the road. The gate we came to instead belonged to a new grower on the mountain named James Looney. A few days earlier, Timothy had urged Looney to give me a tour, and he had done so eagerly. He was in his 30s, tall and broad-shouldered, with a deep, dopey voice and tattoos encircling his arms. He was from Stockton, he had said, "the murder capital of California," and "was probably going to go to prison" had a friend not told him about property for lease on the mountain. That was three years ago. Looney, more or less, had stayed out of trouble since. The tribe had not raided him the summer before. "It was kind of embarrassing. I had the smallest plants on the hill," he told me, and admitted he was not a good grower—not like Timothy, whom he called "the fucking godfather of weed." But as Looney had led me around his fields, I had seen that his plants were tall and leafy; he had gotten better.

Now, I listened with Masten to the radio as officers secured the site. One would tell me later that Looney came out first, and then his growing partner, a member of the neighboring Hoopa Tribe; both were ordered to their knees, handcuffed, and brought to wait in the shade. I saw Looney only once, a quick glance as I passed, but he turned away. The bust took no time at all. I watched from an upper terrace as two men leveled a greenhouse in under a minute, and then I followed an environmental enforcement officer to a water tank hidden in the forest above.

Looney had taken me to this tank. "The water here is so good, straight out of the mountain," I remembered he had said. I would think of this moment again, later on, when a Yurok elder told me a story about the spring from which her family used to drink. It was on the same mountain—a little crevasse, elbowdeep. She called it Aunt Daisy's drinking spot, because her aunt had fashioned a trough from a stick of bamboo and propped it in the rocks below the spring. The spring would flow into a cup, and the cup would sweat, because the water was so cold. Looney's tank had been sweating. "Do you feel that?" he had said, dipping a hand in. Then, lowering himself to the ground, he had undone a crimp in a small black hose and let the water fall into his mouth.

In total, the raids eradicated 55,000 plants. One bust was so large and remote that officers had been forced to drop in by helicopter. Masten was certain "it's Littlefields," who he believed had been emboldened by raids the year before and were now growing farther afield. But when I asked Timothy, he insisted the site was not his. It was all very confusing. I was struck by the immensity of the Yurok's task and reminded of something a local narcotics officer told me when I had asked if he thought the raids would make a difference. "In Iowa, the crows get some of the corn," he said. "We're the crows."

If the tribe's goal was solely to put more water in the Klamath, then the raids have been a success. Tributaries dammed earlier this year are flowing again, and the summer passed without a fish kill. In the end, though, I sensed that there was something else behind the tribe's crusade that had nothing to do with fish, or land, or even water. It had to do, rather, with the future of the tribe. Thomas Willson, a tribal councilman, had made this point earlier in my trip. For ten years, he said, he had been a growing partner of Noble Niles's. Now his son was a grower. It troubled Willson that this was what children on the reservation had grown up into—that their perception of prosperity was molded by marijuana. "My son thinks he's going to make it big in the pot scene," Willson said. "These young guys say, ' are paying me twenty bucks an hour!' I say, 'They're using your resource, and your back, and you're only getting twenty an hour?'" Perhaps in the most utopian sense, the raids had arisen from a desire to begin again, to force the community to imagine a reservation without pot. This is difficult to do, more difficult than feeding resinous plants into a chipper. It would not happen anytime soon.

On my last day on the reservation, I noticed James Looney in the parking lot of Pearson's and stopped to say hello. He had spent a few hours in county jail, he said, and then was released without bail. The tribe would fine him, but he did not yet know how much. I wanted to be sure that he knew I hadn't snitched. "My first thought was Littlefield set me up," he admitted, "'cause they didn't hit any of his stuff." But he assured me, "We're all good. Hell, I've still got four hundred plants." Then, explaining that he had work to do, he drove off toward the mountain.

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