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Women Are Leading the Fight Against the War on Drugs

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As it did in the 1920s, America is currently facing a Gilded Age: careening economic inequality and instability across essential social and political institutions. Also like in the 1920s, the country is confronted by what is increasingly recognized as failing prohibition. This time, it centers on drugs other than alcohol.

But there’s another parallel at work, too: the critical and changing role of women in public life. Women’s organizing was crucial both to the struggle for alcohol Prohibition and the drive for Repeal. In both cases, women helped raise concerns about the effects on children and families: first the harms done by drinking, then the harms done by the laws attempting to stop it. Meanwhile, since 2016, the country has witnessed an uprising of women across many areas of politics—from massive marches against the Trump presidency to the #MeToo movement against sexual harassment and violence.

More quietly, women have taken the lead when it comes to drug policy, as well.



The Trump era marks the first time ever that two of the most prominent drug-policy reform organizations in America—the Drug Policy Alliance (DPA) and the Harm Reduction Coalition (HRC)—are both headed by women. Even more strikingly, given the fundamental racial injustice of the war on drugs and emboldened white supremacists gaining new power in the national culture in recent years, both are women of color.

Maria McFarland Sánchez-Moreno became executive director of DPA late last year, and Monique Tula took the same job at HRC in late 2016. Both have penetrating insights into strategies for changing America’s twisted relationship with drugs, programs that reflect the distinct challenges of a fragmented era.

DPA is primarily focused on campaigns and initiatives that can help end the drug war, like organizing state-level marijuana ballot referenda or issuing reports in relevant policy areas. HRC, meanwhile, is spreading the philosophy of harm reduction—the idea that drug policy should aim to reduce death and suffering, not drug use—through advocacy for and by training people in things like overdose prevention and syringe exchange.

McFarland, who was raised mainly in Peru, is the daughter of an American diplomat and a Peruvian mother; her parents were both highly critical of the war on drugs. Growing up, she recalled, she could see how it harmed her mother’s country. After college, she became a lawyer and landed a job working for Human Rights Watch, where she got assigned to Colombia in the mid-2000s.

That gave her a front-row seat to the global outrages of America’s drug war.

“The US government was pouring huge amounts of money into the Colombian military and not looking too closely at the fact that, in practice, a large part of the military was essentially picking sides among drug traffickers,” she told me. The country's military was fighting the Marxist "FARC" guerrillas, but turning a blind eye both to cocaine trafficking by paramilitary groups and to massacres and torture they committed to gain ground.

The corruption associated with these connections went so deep that at one point, one third of the Colombian congress was investigated for possible ties to guerrilla-style groups. McFarland told one story of resistance to this rolling disaster in a compelling new book, out this month, called, There Are No Dead Here: A Story of Murder and Denial in Colombia.

“The illicit market in drugs was giving these groups tremendous power,” McFarland said. “It was giving them the ability to corrupt authorities and destroy the rule of law and democracy, in addition to all the human rights abuses they were committing.”

In Tula’s case, the war hit even closer to home. Her father, who is black, met her white mother in the tumult of 1960s Los Angeles. He had grown up in poverty, in a family with a history of mental illness, which led him to self-medicate—first with heroin, and later with crack cocaine. “I think he didn’t contract HIV because he put down the needle and picked up the pipe,” she said, explaining how the need to appear strong that goes back to the days of slavery still influences how many black families deal with addiction and mental illness.

Tula has dedicated her career to reducing the harm associated with drugs—first at needle-exchange programs in Massachusetts, and then at AIDS United, an organization dedicated to fighting that disease, in Washington, DC. She didn’t get a college degree until she was 42; nonetheless, she rose rapidly through the ranks of the nonprofits that employed her. As she put it, “Because it is my truth—and my family’s history and struggle with substance use is what made me relevant.”

It took her a long time, however, to be able to apply harm-reduction principles, like being nonjudgmental and meeting people who use drugs “where they are,” to her own family. “Harm reduction is often most difficult to practice with those you love the most,” she said, recalling how she wanted her father to “just stop” and initially found it hard not to judge him. She added, “It was evident that the drug war was doing harm, but it took me a minute to connect it directly to my family’s experience.”

Both women see 2018 as a critical period for change. “It’s a moment of women working to dismantle the structures that keep us divided,” as Tula put it.

In his first State of the Union address last week, President Trump doubled down once again on the drug war, calling for policies that “get much tougher on dealers and pushers.” Noted Tula, “No mention of actual strategy. No commitment of actual funds apart from his salary for the last quarter of last year which amounts to about $100k to fight a crisis that took the lives of 64,000 in 2016 and likely even more in 2017. Clearly the emperor has no clothes.” (Trump last year also made another $57,000 or so available by declaring the opioid crisis a "public health emergency," a paltry sum that amounts to little more than a drop in the bucket.)

But before and even since Trump’s election, the drug-policy reform movement chalked up significant gains. Eight states and the District of Columbia now have (or are in the process of rolling out) some form of legalized recreational marijuana; 30 allow medical use. With the overdose crisis continuing, "We can’t arrest our way out of this,” and “addiction is a disease” have become political clichés—although moving from rhetoric into actual practice that reflects those statements has been tougher.

Still, momentum has been on the side of expanding harm-reduction policies like needle exchange programs and access to effective medications including overdose reversal drugs. And support for reducing mass incarceration (even Trump mentioned it briefly in his speech) and more radical programs that allow users a safe space to inject drugs under medical supervision is growing. Both Philadelphia and Seattle have announced plans to open such “safe-injection facilities” (SIFs) and New York, Ithaca, San Francisco and others are also exploring the possibility.

“As a parent, I think women and men are starting to realize that [what they want] is to keep their children alive and if they want to do that, harm reduction is critical,” McFarland told me.

The Trump administration could still reverse this progress, of course, whether by cracking down on the marijuana states—or, perhaps more frighteningly, encouraging local prosecutors who were already sometimes charging people with addiction for murder when someone they shared drugs with overdosed fatally.

But on the marijuana front, even now, a return to all-out drug war seems implausible. Days after Sessions said his prosecutors should no longer deemphasize prosecution of marijuana offenses that are legal under state law, Vermont became the first state to legalize pot via its legislature rather than ballot initiative. Politicians have traditionally feared supporting weed; now they recognize where the voters are. The most recent Gallup poll found that 64 percent of the population supported legal weed, the highest ever, including a majority of the same Republican Party that remains behind Trump.

With opioids, the situation is more fragile. Parents of people with addictions—often moms—have been a key force behind the expansion of access to the overdose-reversal drug naloxone. But while some recognize that “drug-induced homicide” charges could just as easily harm their children as an overdose, others still cling to the idea that punishing dealers and cutting supply can solve the problem.

“It’s become increasingly clear to us at HRC that what we are fighting for are the conditions of possibility that prevent and heal harm in an environment that’s intended to maximize harm,” Tula said, adding that the threats of a crackdown from Trump have “thrown into relief how vulnerable the gains we are making are.”

To preserve them, Tula continued, “I want to see this movement fully integrated into the social and racial justice movement. There is strength in numbers and we need to defend the social safety net.”

McFarland, for her part, said moving toward decriminalization of possession of all drugs—not legal sales, but simply not locking up people who use any substance—was an important next step. In 2016, when she published a report at Human Rights Watch regarding broad drug decriminalization, she said she was pleasantly surprised by the lack of pushback. In the past, drug warriors had argued that stigmatizing use with criminal penalties was essential to deterring it. That's less common now.

“The harms are so dramatic and the benefits are zilch. There’s nothing you can possibly say to argue for criminalization of simple drug possession,” McFarland said. DPA has been strategizing about how to communicate the virtues of decriminalization, in hopes of eventually working to try it through ballot initiatives on the state level.

A new, women-led movement to stop prohibition that is harming families—across the board, but especially among minorities and poor people—may be exactly what’s needed to finally end the country’s 100-year drug war. Of course, solid arguments for harm reduction and decriminalization can be made by people across the gender spectrum, and some of them are simply about saving money. But it has historically been harder for drug warriors to dismiss women—and especially mothers—as simply wanting to legalize selfish pleasures when they argue the status quo is destroying families.

“We’re not just fighting for harm reduction,” Tula said. “We’re fighting for love and justice.”

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Inside Netflix's Fascinating Gloria Allred Documentary 'Seeing Allred'

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When Gloria Allred was in her early twenties, she was raped by a doctor who took her into a room, pulled out a gun, and told her to take her clothes off. She became pregnant, almost died after getting an abortion, and was so afraid to speak up that she never reported the sexual assault.

40 years later, Allred is the world’s most widely-recognized women’s rights lawyer, and has spent her life representing victims of sexual assault—from Bill Cosby’s accusers to the women who have allegedly been groped by Donald Trump. A new Netflix documentary, Seeing Allred, debuts on February 9 after premiering last month at Sundance; it follows the 76-year-old lawyer over the course of three years, from her home in Los Angeles to the courtroom. “It was exhilarating—sometimes exhausting,” said the film’s executive producer Marta Kauffman, who’s also the co-creator of Friends. “She’s always on the go.”

The film surveys Allred’s career from her early days on daytime talk shows defending feminism in the 1980s and 90s—a time when she was deemed “crazy” on national TV—to protests, court cases and press conferences. Allred’s represented 33 of Cosby’s accusers, three of Trump’s, and Nicole Brown Simpson’s family during O.J. Simpson’s murder trial.

“When the #MeToo movement exploded, Gloria was at the center of that,” said the film’s co-director, Sophie Sartain. “We felt we captured her 40-year career and we positioned her as very much still being in the fight. The stories in this film will keep going. It’s a complete story in itself.” The film also features footage from walking the Women’s March on Washington and legalizing gay marriage in California. “She’s all about justice for women and LGBTQ community, it’s all she cares about,” said co-director Roberta Grossman. “If you’re going to do a film about Gloria, that’s what it’s about.”

Back in the 1980s, Allred fought for child support and equal pay, arguing to keep abortion legal at rallies and battling haters on Sally and Geraldo while men in the audience would boo her in unison. “We felt it was important to put that material in the film because she is a trailblazing feminist attorney,” said Grossman. “That’s what she was fighting against all these years.”

But the documentary takes an unexpected turn when Allred’s daughter Lisa Bloom, who is also an attorney, decides to defend Harvey Weinstein against the women who are accusing him of sexual assault and rape. “Had I been asked by Mr. Weinstein to represent him, I would have declined, because I do not represent individuals accused of sex harassment,” Allred said in a statement. “I only represent those who allege that they are victims of sexual harassment.”

Allred’s long list of high-profile cases includes clients who claim they were sexual assaulted by Michael Jackson, Mötley Crüe drummer Tommy Lee, Arnold Schwarzenegger, politician Anthony Weiner—a case which caused him to resign—and Sacha Baron Cohen. She’s also defended the Spice Girls' Mel “Scary Spice” Brown after she claimed Eddie Murphy fathered her child; a paternity test resulted in him coughing up child support.

“Allred helps women go from victim to survivor to fighter for change,” said Sartain. “She is doing this for other women and had her own similar journey.” The attention Allred garners because she’s a woman occasionally backfires, too: “Since she is a woman and an icon for the feminist movement and justice, people are extremely hard on her,” said Grossman. “She is an icon for the entire movement. If she was a man, everyone would say ‘good for him.’” In one scene, Summer Zervos, who starred on The Apprentice in 2006 and accused Trump of assaulting her in 2016, tells her story. “Gloria is all about courage and to get women to speak out and speak up,” said Sartain. “That was a pure, emotional example of that.”

But Seeing Allred doesn’t come without controversy, as the lawyer’s critics say that her cases exist for women to cash in on their celebrity accusers—but Sartain states that while Allred takes on many pro bono cases, her work is more than getting money for her clients. “It’s about giving people a voice—so many women who spoke out against Bill Cosby gave other women strength to speak out against Donald Trump and Harvey Weinstein,” said Sartain. “It was the wave that the Cosby case began, the earthquake that caused the tsunami.”

Seeing Allred also features an interview with feminist activist Gloria Steinem, who points out that the laws Allred’s helped pass have broken old laws made in a time “when women were viewed as property.” “Allred wants to change laws for women to help get child support, issues around marriage equality and in the current story of sexual abuse and rape,” said Sartain, and a goal of the film was to get people who have experienced sexual assault to speak out. “We would want people to be motivated and inspired to be part of the change,” said Grossman. “Allred has an empowering effect on people, their voice matters and their truth matters to speak out.”

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How Trans People Are Reclaiming Religious Naming Ceremonies

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In 2011, 29-year-old Ben began transitioning. One of the most significant steps in this process for him, he told me, was choosing his name. “When a baby is born into a Jewish family, there's usually a Hebrew naming ceremony performed at the synagogue where friends and family come to celebrate the existence of this new person,” Ben said. “I'm agnostic and personally not a big believer in organized religion, but I do consider myself to be culturally Jewish.” When his mom suggested he have a naming ceremony at temple for his new name, he agreed.

Ben, whose last name is omitted because he doesn’t discuss his gender identity at work, explained that naming ceremonies aren’t typically performed for adults, and that his rabbi said he was the first trans person to have a public naming ceremony in their temple. “Which was pretty cool, because it made me feel like a pioneer of sorts,” he said. Being recognized and renamed in the presence of his friends, family, and an “accepting and supportive” religious community “was very therapeutic for me,” he continued. “It was one of the first times in my life where I truly felt seen as my authentic self.”

Though Ben was the first at his temple, he’s one of many people of trans experience who have found self-affirmation by reclaiming religious and cultural ceremonies in their own image. Through these ceremonies, they’re finding new ways to bridge their cultural heritage with their gender identity, all while breaking down doors and stigma within the communities in which they were raised or have adopted.

Mey Rude, trans editor at Autostraddle, was surprised with a quinceañera by her friends to celebrate her coming into her own as a young trans woman in her twenties. “The day of my celebration was the last full day of A-Camp, Autostraddle's camp for queer women and trans folks," Rude told me. "At dinner, my best friend Heather Hogan got up and started making an announcement about how it was a birthday party, but it was also a specific birthday party: my quinceañera. I was completely surprised and started crying right away,” she said. “My best friends were all dressed in purple as my quince court and I was handed a beautiful quince cake. They talked about how they loved me and were thankful for me and sang to me. Later that night, at the dance, they had me sit in a throne while the masc-of-center dance troupe danced and I watched videos of my family sending me messages of love.” When it was time for the quinceañera’s dance, Mey said one friend stood in for her father while two others serenaded her with "Part of Your World," one of her favorite songs from Disney’s The Little Mermaid. “It was a magical experience and I've never cried so much in my life.”

For Mey, celebrating her quinceañera made her feel more connected to her cultural identity, fulfilling a dream she thought might always be out of reach. “I had always dreamed of having one since I was little," she said. "But as I got older I didn't think it could ever happen. Being Latina and being Mexican are just as important to me as being a woman, and I saw this as the ultimate way to combine those things.”

“Across the span of world history, many societies have recognized three or more gender categories, and have acknowledged transitions between them,” said Dr. Cary Gabriel Costello, director of LGBT+ Studies at the University of Wisconsin, Milwaukee. And though many cultural traditions incorporating gender variation have been lost to European colonization, leaving “scant evidence” of their existence, Costello said, “those traditions were rich, and many are being recovered and revitalized today. So in creating or altering celebrations for communities and families to honour an individual's gender transition, Americans are [...] acting in accordance with traditions throughout world history.”


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Spearheaded by queer-inclusive religious organizations and prominent queer clergy, the movement to reclaim naming and coming-of-age ceremonies in queer and trans contexts is growing. Groups like Unitarians, LGBTQ Black Christians and Wiccans are encouraging congregants to undergo ceremonies that would signify a reconciliation between their gender identities and faith. Perhaps the most famous renaming ceremony to date might be Caitlyn Jenner’s, officiated by the transgender pastor Allyson Dylan Robinson and featured on a 2015 season finale of her reality show I Am Cait.

Through them, trans-identifying individuals are rewriting the rules of the religious traditions and cultural milestones they hold dear. As Dr. Costello told me, some trans teens and young people are also creating their own coming-of-age narratives, through ceremonies that not only acknowledge the transition between youth and adulthood, but also the transition into one’s true gender. “I know a few people who have celebrated their transitions with a bar or bat mitzvah or naming ceremony,” Costello noted. HBO’s documentary series 15: A Quinceañera Story also featured a young trans woman, Zoey Luna, whose quinceañera served as both a welcoming to adulthood and a gender-affirming coming out ceremony.

However, as UC Riverside Postdoctoral Fellow in Gender and Sexuality Studies Brandon Robinson points out, naming or coming-out ceremonies centered around family or community may not be accessible to everyone. Robinson, who works with homeless trans youth, notes that they may be inaccessible to many trans people, especially those who need them most. Many trans youth, especially the underprivileged, lack “the social, cultural, and/or class capital to reclaim these milestones,” he said. And coming out to one’s family, let alone one’s entire community, can create unsafe situations for some. “For example,” Robinson said, “transgender people of colour often have to face both racism within LGBTQ communities and cissexism within communities of colour, which can make them feel as if their racial and gender identities are in conflict.”

But Robinson also noted that family still plays a significant role in the lives of trans youth, and recognition can be incredibly validating. “Marginalized people from a variety of cultures are creative and are probably finding ways to bridge and celebrate their cultural heritage along with their gender identity,” Robinson noted. “These celebrations, then, can be a way to bridge these identities together in a celebratory and supportive way.”

Gender transition itself comes with its own milestones, including “name changes, dressing as one’s gender for the first time in public, starting hormones, disclosing to friends and loved ones, and/or undergoing surgery,” said Reese C. Kelly, director of the Office of Pluralism and Leadership at Dartmouth College, which works to keep the college a diverse, socially just place. In many ways, Kelly told me, incorporating new, inclusive traditions into typical milestones can have a life-saving power. “Transitioning is life-affirming and life-changing for people of trans experience, and the recognition of milestones has always been part of the diverse paths we take,” Kelly told me. “What is interesting is how we integrate our trans experiences into existing cultural and social practices that weren’t created with us in mind.”

For many, Kelly said, coming out and being truly seen can signal the start of a new life. “I know many trans people who treat the day they started hormones or changed their name as second birthday,” Kelly said. “For the vast majority of trans people, we experience a physical, spiritual, mental, and social puberty later in life than our peers, and in environments that are not always supportive. It can be an incredibly isolating experience, especially when exciting changes go unnoticed or unrecognized by people close to us. Cultural ceremonies can reduce this sense of isolation. They recognize life changes with practices that reaffirm an individual’s place in a broader community.”

Loneliness and isolation can follow individuals who aren’t able to express their gender identity freely because of community or cultural attitudes. But being recognized by those same communities can allow trans people to lead fuller, more authentic lives, because they will no longer have to parse two parts of their identity that otherwise naturally overlap. And for many, this can mean nothing less than a second chance at a new life.

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BC Landlords Will Be Able to Ban Renters from Smoking and Growing Legal Weed

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In case landlords didn’t already wield enough power in British Columbia, the province’s public safety minister has confirmed they’ll also be able to ban smoking and growing weed in their properties when legalization begins this summer.

In a scrum with reporters Monday afternoon, Minister of Public Safety Mike Farnworth unveiled new policies on public smoking, retail distribution, personal cultivation and impaired driving.

British Columbians will be allowed to grow up to four plants for personal use, as long as they’re not visible from public spaces. Anyone over 19 will be able to carry up to 30 grams in public. Smoking and vaping at home is also allowed, but landlords and strata councils will have the power to ban or restrict growing, smoking and vaping.

Though BC has largely been viewed as the most pragmatic province when it comes to regulating weed, the decision to support blanket bans by landlords has drawn criticism from tenant advocates.

“I think it’s very unfair to tenants that they can’t do things in their homes that homeowners can do,” Ontario tenant advocate Karen Andrews recently told VICE.

Farnworth called tenant rights, particularly for those using cannabis medicinally, one of the key challenges all provinces regulating cannabis will have to face. When asked if his government is considering protections for renters amid a housing crisis, Farnworth said "we're looking at the whole issue of renters and cannabis."

Back in December BC announced it will distribute weed through the liquor control branch, opening the door to sales in private stores. Today Farnworth added that cannabis will be sold separately from liquor, and will be available online from government retailers. Farnworth said the first private and government-run retailers should be up and running by the summer.

Unlike in Ontario, British Columbians will also be allowed to smoke or vape in public places where smoking is already allowed. However, parks, playgrounds and other places frequented by kids will be off limits for cannabis consumption.

On impaired driving, BC has announced new powers to suspend licenses for 90 days, and has stressed a zero-tolerance policy for new drivers with THC in their system.

If this news already has you worried and searching for “420 friendly” housing, have some hope these decisions are still subject to change. Farnworth said cannabis regulation is an “evolving issue” with rules that will be updated once consequences become more clear.

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'Golden Cage' Visas Force Immigrant Men to Be Stay-at-Home Husbands

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Every morning, Tufail Ahmed calls his parents in India at around a quarter to nine, or before what he calls “office time.” But Ahmed has no office to go to. He hasn’t been employed since he came to the US in 2014. Ahmed is on an H-4 visa, a dependent on his wife’s H-1B visa, which means he cannot work legally in the US. He is a househusband. But he doesn't want his parents to know. So every morning, Ahmed calls them before “office time” and pretends like he’s going to work.

The H-4 is known as the “golden cage" visa because it does not allow individuals to work, open a bank account, or have social security. The only people who get them are dependent children or spouses of H-1B holders, creating a situation where an H-1B holder is pursuing their dream job while their husband or wife is forced to be unemployed. This policy overwhelmingly effects Indian immigrants, who make up 70 percent of all H-1B recipients and must wait longer for green cards than most immigrants because of per-country quotas. Dependent spouses from India may be stuck with an H-4 visa for decades.

In 90 percent of cases, dependent spouses on H-4 visas are women. This immigration policy compels modern women to lead Victorian-era lives and conform to rigid gender roles from a bygone era. Employment-restricted immigration overwhelmingly harms women, particularly those from India, whose husbands are often employed by tech companies in the US. The women, who are often highly educated themselves, lose their sense of freedom. Being dependent on their husbands for everything also makes them more vulnerable to domestic violence and abuse. While everyone back home thinks they’ve hit the jackpot, in reality they’re often living with depression, loneliness, and a lowered self-worth.

In situations where the wife is holding the H-1B, it forces husbands to lead lives that are alien to them and which they may find emasculating. Back in India, Jannu Venkatesh was an investment banker handling teams of up to 20 people and traveling all over the country for work. As a househusband in Waukesha, Wisconsin, he would drop off and pick up his wife from work, do the chores, and look after his toddler son, which meant watching episodes of Paw Patrol and Peppa Pig on repeat, he told me. “In the winter, I couldn’t take him out for a walk or to play in the garden and had to keep him home all day. It was a real test of patience,” he said. Sometimes he would get frustrated and think of going back to India. He would feel depressed and get agitated over small things.

For Saurav Ghosh, not having the right to work was like coming to a screeching halt after running very fast for a long time. He and his wife were on separate H-1Bs until 2015, when his visa renewal process hit an unexpected roadblock. That meant Ghosh was stranded in India for five months while his wife and two-year-old daughter were in Houston. When the separation became too painful, Ghosh decided to shift to his wife’s H-1B visa as a dependent, putting family before career. But it was a trial: He remembers feeling isolated when he found himself amid a group of men at social gatherings. “Everybody is talking about their work and you’re the only one who’s talking about how you cooked this dish today or mowed the grass,” Ghosh told me.

Rajkumar Karne also put his family before his career. When he got married in 2011, he naturally wanted to be with his wife. They had been friends since they were kids and she had been in the US since 2008, first as a student and then on an H-1B. For the newlyweds, the American dream felt close, but pursuing it meant Karne would have to give up his career as a human resources professional, since he didn’t have any luck in getting his own H-1B.

“I didn’t want to tell her that I don’t want to go to the US. I respected her dreams,” he told me. So in June 2011, Karne put his eight-year-long career on hold and moved to Eagan, Minnesota, for the sake of love. What followed were some of the darkest years of his life. He became so frustrated at being out of work he lost his hair. With an ailing father back home and a wife with student loans to pay off, he resorted to selling his property in India. Anxious about his family’s future, he would often feel suicidal.

“Immigrants who are on visas that restrict employment have higher levels of depression and anxiety, and lower life satisfaction than those who can work,” Vijaita Mahendra, a Seattle-based independent researcher who did a study on employment-restricted immigration in 2016, told me.



In the 2005 book The Psychology of Gender Identity, Diane Keyser Wentworth and Robert M. Chell write: “It is much more acceptable for a woman to assume the role of housewife than for a man to become househusband.” Rashi Bhatnagar, an H-4 visa holder who runs a Facebook group called “H-4 visa, a curse,” which has more than 6,000 members, can understand that all too well. "In most parts of the world, women are viewed as caregivers and nurturers while men are seen as breadwinners," she said.

Whenever Bhatnagar gets a Facebook message from a man on H-4, his first question is always the same: “Are there other men on an H-4 visa?” Santhosh Varatharajan, a former H-4 visa holder, never met or knew another man on an H-4. When he took his kids out for classes and other activities, he would mostly see women accompanying the other children. “I felt like all the men out there were working and I was the only one [not working],” he said.

Jayant Vaidya, an H-4 visa holder in Phoenix, felt isolated because of his age. When Vaidya, 53, came to the U.S. in 2015, he was in his late 40s. (The other men interviewed for this story were in their late 20s or 30s.) The H-4 visa holders Vaidya met were much younger, he told me. Moreover, by that time, his sons had grown up and moved out for college. “I wasn’t even eligible for [a stay-at-home dad] position,” he said.

Nearly all the six Indian men interviewed for this story said that the experience of being stripped of the right to work taught them some important lessons. It helped them understand what women go through on a much larger scale. It trained them to be more patient and generous. It taught them empathy. In some cases, it improved their cooking skills.

The year 2015 was life-changing for H-4 visa holders. That’s when the Obama administration approved temporary Employment Authorization Documents (EAD) for spouses of H-1B holders who had an approved green card application. It was a dream come true for many, including Ghosh, Vaidya, and Karne. DHS estimated that 179,600 individuals would be eligible for H-4 EADs that year.

Ahmed, however, was not one of them. He had two master’s degrees—one in finance and accounting and the other in business administration—and had worked in England before coming to the US. But his wife’s company hadn’t applied for their green cards, which meant he wasn’t eligible for an H-4 EAD. Nothing else mattered—not his degrees, not his work experience. Job opportunities he had with companies like J.P. Morgan, Bank of America, and Wells Fargo fell through after they learned about his visa status. He is still prohibited from working.

“It makes me sad that after having all these degrees and work experience, I can’t implement them,” said Ahmed “I would blame my wife for my situation.” To cope with the frustration, he turned to boxing as a hobby.

But now the 2015 H-4 EAD decision, considered a victory for H-4 visa holders, may turn out to be only a temporary one. Trump's Department of Homeland Security is considering rescinding the H-4 EAD rule—effectively putting thousands of individuals back into the “golden cage.” A DHS notice published in December stated bluntly that it is “proposing to remove from its regulations certain H-4 spouses of H-1B nonimmigrants as a class of aliens eligible for employment authorization.” The DHS is expected to issue a proposed regulation in February. The H-4 EAD program is also being challenged by an ongoing lawsuit filed against the DHS by Save Jobs USA, an anti-immigration group composed of former tech workers that claims the H-4 EAD rule denies jobs that should belong to American workers.

Karne hasn’t been able to sleep for more than two hours a night since December and is following the news on tenterhooks. “Put the limit [on what work we can do], but don’t take our authorization away,” he said. His current job as an administrative assistant pays him $20 an hour. “I’m OK with working this job for the next 20 years. I just want to support and stay with my family. I don’t want to make millions of dollars,” he said.

“[Taking away H-4 EAD] is like taking someone’s crutch away,” said Ghosh. Venkatesh, who is still waiting for his EAD, said his family will probably leave the US if the H-4 EAD rule is revoked. “This is no way to treat skilled immigrants,” he told me.

Ahmed told me that if by the end of this year his wife’s green card application doesn’t get started, they’re leaving America too. “If I stay like this for long, I will get sick. I might end up doing something that I don’t want to do,” he said.

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Get to Know 'Little' Adam Schiff, Trump's Latest Twitter Target

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I am dying to know how tall Adam Schiff is, but no one will tell me. Reporters have privately sent me their guesses, but none of them will speak to me about it on record, which is understandable, considering they have no expertise in guessing the heights of their subjects. Still, I yearn for the truth.

I set out on my mission to learn about the congressman's height—a rather trivial matter, I'm fully aware—because on Monday morning, President Donald Trump tweeted a nasty thing about the ranking Democrat on the House Intelligence Committee. "Little Adam Schiff," the president complained, "who is desperate to run for higher office, is one of the biggest liars and leakers in Washington."

Trump's tweets tend to be, let's just say "inaccurate," especially when he's angry, so I first wondered about the whole "little" thing. Was Schiff a small person? I asked one of his aides for info about his height and was given this response: "To be honest, asking that question tries to legitimize the ridiculous nature of Trump’s nickname game. Please rethink your question and the use of both our time."



The Democratic congressman for California's 28th District, Schiff represents the Burbank, West Hollywood, and Glendale part of the greater Los Angeles area. Unsurprisingly given where he hails from, he's a typical Democrat: He's got a 100 percent rating from NARAL, favors the expansion of the Affordable Care Act, and has opposed efforts to privatize Social Security.

But since the 2016 election and the beginning of the Russia investigation, Schiff's profile has grown. As the top Democrat on the House committee looking into the Trump campaign's possible collaboration with Russia, he's had plenty of opportunities to criticize the president and his Republican colleagues, and he's taken most of them. "This is certainly not the role that I would have wanted for myself, or for the country frankly," he told Politico shortly before Trump's inauguration. "But as the member of the minority party, I have a key responsibility right now, and that is to safeguard our national security interests, the privacy and civil liberties of all Americans."

A leading voice against last week's release of the Nunes Memo, Schiff characterized the decision by Republicans and Trump to release the memo as a way "to grant House members access to a profoundly misleading set of talking points drafted by Republican staff attacking the FBI and its handling of the investigation." He also accused Devin Nunes, the chair of the House Intelligence Committee, of secretly making “material changes” to the document. (Nunes claimed his edits were "minor," and included "grammatical fixes and two edits requested by the FBI and by the Minority themselves.")

His willingness to aggressively call Republicans out has earned him regular appearances on MSNBC and made him a villainous fixture in the world of conservative media, his name frequently appearing in the headlines of LifeZette, the Blaze, the Daily Caller, FOX News, and Breitbart. But you haven't really made it in politics until Trump calls you out personally, an honor Schiff only earned Monday.

In Schiff's response to Trump's tweet, he suggested that "instead of tweeting false smears, the American people would appreciate it if you turned off the TV and helped solve the funding crisis, protected Dreamers or...really anything else." This would suggest that the president's claim about Schiff's size is indeed inaccurate. But then again, he could have been referring to all the other insults in the president's tweet.

Trump has lobbed the "little" epithet at his adversaries before—in October he lashed out at "Liddle Bob Corker," a Republican senator who made the apt observation that the president behaves like a child. And could forget Trump's vitriol toward "Liddle Marco" Rubio in the primaries? And though the little/liddle monicker may have more to do with political power than physical stature, it seems weird to apply it to Schiff. Corker reportedly stands at 5'7" and Rubio is 5'9", but Schiff could very well be taller than that.

"He's not James Comey tall, but certainly not a small person," a reporter who has met Schiff told me. “He’s not like Mike Bloomberg tiny,” another reporter who's met him IRL said. "But he's not, like, super tall or anything."

"Never met [him], just seen him in the hallway. Short-ish for a man. I'd guess 5'7". Sorry, I can't be more specific," a congressional aide told me.

My best bet to find out the truth, it seemed, was to look at pictures of Schiff with people whose measurements are public knowledge, and try to figure it out myself. There are many pictures of Schiff and Nunes standing beside one another, and Nunes appears to be slightly taller than Schiff, perhaps an inch or so.

Photo by Mark Wilson/Getty Images

So, how tall is Devin Nunes? The not-too-reliable biographybd.com clocks Nunes at 6'1", which would indicate to me that Schiff is probably around six feet. But I suspect he's shorter than that. Here's a picture of Schiff with Mark Zuckerberg, who is reportedly 5'8". Schiff is clearly taller than Zuck, perhaps by two inches, so I'd estimate he's perhaps around 5'10".

What have we learned from all this? Adam Schiff is somewhere between 5'10" and 6'0", definitely taller than the estimate of the unnamed congressional aide, so somewhere between "average" and "tall." If I were a fact-checker, I would rate Trump's "little" nickname as "mostly false." But Trump likely hates him for reasons that don't really have anything to do with his size; the president just enjoys literally belittling his opponents because he's petty.

Nevertheless, I still thirst for the truth. If you're reading this, Mr. Schiff, could you set the record straight on your height? Only if it wouldn't be too much trouble! I'm not here to judge, and I understand a person's size has nothing to do with their character, but I seek truth, even as my adversaries try to steer me away from it.

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Everything You Think About When You Nearly Drown During a Resort Vacation

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No one wants to hear about your hot holiday, unless you do something exciting, like almost die. Tropical vacation stories are generally the same—ate food, drank watered-down booze, took sketchy drugs, got sunburned, and maybe something about jet lag and nearly shitting yourself as the kicker. I’m not saying these types of vacations aren’t fun, they just suck as conversation pieces. That is unless you have an honest to goodness near-death experience. That tends to make for substantive office banter. I found this out after I nearly drowned in front of my wife and best friends in Cancun, Mexico a few weeks ago.

Some background on my relationship with water: I’m not a good swimmer. I took lessons for years as a kid. My mom couldn’t swim, and she wanted her children to learn. So I went to the Northwest Leisure Centre pool in my hometown of Regina, Saskatchewan every week to shiver and look pale and bleached out from chlorine under fluorescent lights. I took to swimming like a fish in bowl of toothpaste; which is to say, I didn’t so much as swim as thrash myself two shades whiter. I sucked but graduated up the ranks. I was likely mercy passed, becoming the burden of the next instructor. Not failing was all the rage in the late 90s.

Years later, I can swim if the water is both calm and warm, which is only useful if I need to cross a mug of camomile tea. This was not the case on our last day on the beach near Cancun’s Grand Oasis Sens resort (I’m from western Canada, and this our quintessential vacation). That morning, my wife Jill and I wanted to spend our final day in the sea. The wind was too high; scary ass waves slammed into the shore, so I went for a 30-minute jog down the beach instead.

Getting in that workout made me feel accomplished. It also serves as the perfect foreshadowing here as to how exhausted I would be later on. Nothing like a post-workout dip in the vast Caribbean Sea to relieve your booze-atrophied muscles and avocado-cramped guts! Our friends Mary and Ben arrived, and right on cue the wind calmed and the waves retreated. Time for a swim.

Vacation with friends! Note: drowning incident not pictured. Photo via the author

Enough exposition; let’s get to the drowning. Here’s what you think about while dying in paradise:

Lil bitch

I made several jokes to my crew about dying in the sea, including, “I think the lifeguard wants us to go further” and “Nature is being a lil bitch today.” We laughed and floated along. My group of friends trash talk almost everything, including forces of the universe. If we stood, the water was only at knee-level at this point; this was the calmest water we’d seen thus far. We respected the on-duty lifeguard’s gestures to stay within his sight line marked out by red flags on the shore, but why not go a little further?

Retirement

The waves we’d experienced before were the angry foaming kind that blast you in the face and keep you weary. That day, they gently cradled me along. At every crest, I got a full view of the beach and then put back down with sand underfoot. “I am going to do this forever,” I thought. This must be what Baby Boomers felt like buying real estate in the 80s.

Back to the open bar

It occured to me I was now the furthest person out from shore. Not by much—my friends were still close enough to hear me mocking fate. We were about 20 feet from land. I stood, and the water was at chest level. The tide was getting stronger; I couldn’t stand in place without getting battered around. I could still see topless ladies on the beach taking selfies so I was probably good? Just in case, I started directing my effort in the direction of the open bar.

You’re fine

I alternated between swimming on the surface and pushing off the sand toward the beach. I wasn’t fully focused on getting to where I needed to be, just relaxing with the occasional nudge in what felt like the right direction, much like how I spent most of my 20s. After 30 minutes of wearing myself down, I checked my progress. I was further out, about one school bus away. I could no longer touch the bottom. “You’re fine.” The topless ladies on shore were gone.

Hit in the mouth

A whitecap wave hit me directly in my idiotic mouth mid-inhale and I was suddenly, well, not fine. Mike Tyson apparently once said, “Everybody has a plan until they get hit in the mouth.” The sea just put a fist down my trachea. Instinctively, as the wave passed and the followup trough formed, I tried to plant my feet on the sand below, but my toe merely grazed the taunting sea floor. I dunked my head down further trying to get a foothold. Then it all repeated: wave; inhale water; try to find bottom; inhale more water with raspy gasps of air here and there. That cycle repeated at least four or five more times. Shivering child me from the swimming lesson years convinced adult me I was still OK. Best not bother anyone, I rationalized.

I also realized I was caught in the riptide thing I’d taunted before. Struggling against the riptide felt like trying to win a debate in a Facebook comment section on a local news page, but in physical form. I was right fucked, and I was about to bring my loved ones into it.

You’re dying, bro.

They say choking and heart attack victims often die when they get embarrassed and go to the bathroom alone. I had closed the door to my own mind bathroom, with my wife and friends now out of reaching distance. I wanted to call for help, but I’d should have done that when there wasn’t so much water in my throat. In movies, there’s a soundtrack to punctuate the horrifying moments. All I had was my own inner monologue saying, “You’re dying, bro.” Physical exhaustion had turned me into Pauly D.

Help

My wife saw me. She came over, and I managed a feeble, “help” between gasps. I took in a half breath of air as she grabbed my hands and pulled me up. Seeing Jill, a former lifeguard, was a brief shot of hope. She wasn’t used to dealing with riptides, but she’s a strong swimmer. Her intervention gave me a chance to get out another “help” to Ben and Mary, who swam over and grabbed on.

The crummy thing is my panicked, crumpled body made it impossible for them to pull me in out of the tide. This is about when the other categories of mental trauma started popping up in my mind like Netflix suggestions: “Because you’re stuck in your own personal doom … Check out the guilt of seeing your loved ones’ faces as they watched you die.” The three held me in place, but I was still sucking in water as waves pounded us. Now I thought everyone was going to drown because of me.

My life didn’t flash before my eyes nor did I see God. I had one clear thought: I wished I was in an office doing Excel spreadsheets. Instead of having any meaningful insight, I craved the most boring thing I could imagine, because boredom is safety, and that’s depressing as hell. In the poem “The Love Song of J. Alfred Prufrock” TS Eliot writes, “I have measured out my life with coffee spoons,” referring to the futility of human experience. I get Eliot now, after confronting my mortality and having visions of administrative tedium.

You can stand now

Enter Osayner Hernandez, aka Austin, the Best Lifeguard Ever, who rescued me from Microsoft death visions. In between waves, I saw this guy running toward the water holding bright yellow flippers in each hand. Moments later, he grabbed on to my arm and said, “Just relax, everything is going to be OK.” Jill, Mary and Ben got to safety, while Osayner instructed me to float on my back and kick while he scuttled me parallel to the shore. Swimming sideways rather than against the current is how to escape a riptide, incidentally. “You can stand now,” my saviour prompted. Renewed, I stood up coughing in ankle-deep water; a crowd cheered for Osayner for saving my dumb ass. Whatever euphoria for life I experienced then was squished by total embarrassment.

My saviour and I. Photo by the author

My wife, friends and I sat on the beach saying almost nothing for a solid thirty minutes. I’d always imagined having a near-death experience would fill you with gratefulness and meaning, but that has not been the case. If it wasn’t for my squad holding me in place, I would have died. We all knew it. The wind had picked up and the waves were raging. Very few people were in the water, so I took the chance to personally thank Osayner. He seems like a professional and chill dude. Between hugging him, shaking his hand and hugging him again, I asked how often he has to rescue people like me. Osayner said, “All the time. It happens all the time.”

Our group walked by the resort party pool just in time to see an emcee doing the splits over a lounge chair to grind his junk on the face of a tourist to some generic sex techno. I guess life humps on, doesn’t it? I spent the final hours of vacation trying to feel, well, exhilarated or awakened or good about escaping death. Really, I felt numb. As I ate a burger and laughed with my friends and wife over our last supper—joking the service made me want to stroll back into the sea—some feeling started coming back.

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How Mexican Piñatas Get Made

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A version of this article originally appeared on VICE Mexico. Leer en Español.

When Romana Zacarías Camacho's husband, Nicolás Ortiz Valencia, died in 1999, she was faced with a tough reality. Not only had the Mexican woman lost the man she loved, her family also lost its breadwinner. Camacho, who is affectionately referred to as "Doña Romanita," knew she needed to do something to take care of her four children. So she took up the one trade that her hometown of Acolman is renowned for.

“My mom enrolled in a piñata-making class," recalled Ana Lilia Ortiz Zacarías, Camacho's 27-year-old daughter. "The next year she began by putting 50 up for sale. In that same year, she trained 53 women. She began making more and we got to the point where we were making 10-15,000 pieces during the Christmas season."

Camacho died in May 2016. Diabetes ravaged her body. But in 2010, before she passed, she was named the "Queen of Piñatas" by the State of Mexico. And her legacy of manufacturing piñatas lives on today. Her children continue to carry on her piñata business in the town where the Mexican tradition was created.

The statue of Friar Diego de Soria at the entrance to Acolman. Photos by Irving Cabello.


While various versions of the piñata exist in different cultures around the globe, the custom of breaking piñatas in Mexico dates back to the Spanish conquest of the Aztec Empire in the 1500s. And it embodies the syncretization between Aztec and Christian customs.

Each year, the Aztecs would honor Huitzilopochtli, the god of sun and war whose birth was linked to the winter solstice. Throughout December celebrations were dedicated to him. To kick off the festivities, Huitzilopochtli worshippers would fill a clay pot with feathers and precious stones and hang it at the base of temples. Using a stick, they'd break the pot open as an offering.

To counter this tradition, a missionary at the Acolman convent named Friar Diego de Soria came up with pre-Christmas celebrations known as Las Posadas that take place from December 16 to 24 and honor the pregnancy of the Virgin Mary. For the posadas, the Christian friars appropriated the Aztec practice of breaking clay pots. But they decorated their pots in vibrant colors and shaped them with seven points to represent the seven deadly sins. And instead of filling their pots with feathers and stones, the friars used sweets. The colors and candies were intended to draw the Aztecs away from their traditional gods.

Today, Acolman still bears remnants of this past. Located just north of Mexico City, one of the main focal points of the town is the colonial-era monastery that harkens back to the Spanish effort to evangelize Mexico. While Acolman boasts great food—especially its mixiotes (a Mexican pit-barbequed dish) and tasty pulque (a fermented agave drink)—it garners most attention during the winter holiday season, when people are looking to break piñatas.


Camacho made her family an integral part of the Acolman's piñata tradition when she transformed part of her home into a piñata workshop. When I visited the space, it smelled of newly dyed tissue paper and paste and was filled with vibrant crepe paper in reds, yellows, blues, and purples. Hanging from the ceiling and the walls were hundreds of piñatas of various sizes, ranging from decorative to monumental. Others were carefully arranged on the floor. In the back of the workshop, eight people—family and employees alike—decorated these celebratory objects, readying them for retail, where they sell from 20 pesos ($1) to 3,500 pesos ($170) each.

Camacho distinguished her piñatas among the many made in Acolman by creating a unique design feature. With paper cut in the shape of leaves, she pasted a poinsettia in the center of her piñatas to make it look like a flower ready to bloom. Carrying on that tradition, Camacho's daughter Ana Lilia Ortiz Zacarías has pioneered a new design of her own. It's made with papers that are folded until they look like half-closed cones, which she uses to create a flower. Zacarías calls this design "The Flirt."


While I was at the workshop, Camacho's grandson, who's about seven years old, appeared from behind a door with a piñata between his hands. It was one of the first ones he decorated and he couldn't hide his satisfaction. The boy carried his work through the entire shop, bragging that it only took him nine minutes to decorate.

Making this type of piñata is simple, but also very time-consuming. First, you cover a balloon with layers of newspaper and glue to form the pot. This might be the longest part of the process, as the drying time depends on the weather. According to Zacarías, the base will be ready in a day if it's sunny and hot outside. But if it's cloudy, it can take up to a week to dry. Decorating the cones generally takes 30 minutes, whereas the decoration of the belly takes about 45 minutes.


I noticed that all the pots I saw were made from newspaper, whereas tradition dictates they should be made of clay. “Originally, it was a clay pot covered in newspaper, with cones made of cardboard and tissue paper. In our case, we use metallic paper and crepe paper,” Zacarías told me. “Now, the majority are made of cardboard because kids were getting hurt [with the clay versions]. Hardly anyone asks for them anymore.”

Doña Romanita, Queen of the Piñatas of Acolman.
Julián Meconetzin Rangel Sosa, founder of the Pomposa workshop.


Camacho’s workshop has been so influential in modern-day piñata-making, it’s also spawned other piñata businesses in Alcoman. Julián Meconetzin Rangel Sosa , who started making piñatas at Camacho’s family’s workshop when he was 13 years old, now owns his own operation called Pomposa. Sosa’s workshop produces 2,500 to 3,000 pieces during the holiday season. His offerings can cost anywhere from 23 pesos ($1.25) for the decorative ones, to more than 3,500 ($188) for his 10-foot creations. As a young entrepreneur, his primary sales tool is social media, which helps him move many piñatas in Mexico City.

Sosa isn’t a native of Acolman. He arrived here 15 years ago with his family, in search of a place where life wasn’t as stressful as it was in Mexico City. Living in Acolman, the piñata captivated him so much that he got one tattooed on his right forearm. He told me his love for them springs from their ability to translate their creator’s feeling.

“Ever since I began working with piñatas, it was a reflection of my emotions as an artisan—how to order the colors, how to arrange them.”

Sosa launched Pomposa with help from a subsidy from the National Institute of Entrepreneurship. He designed a logo and registered the name “Pomposa” as a brand. Unlike other local artisans, most of the time he wears a shirt bearing the symbol of his company. He also teaches workshops in schools and to women’s groups, who often start their own workshops and contract work from Pomposa.

“When I started, I only had one school-based workshop. I was lucky to sell 20 piñatas. A year ago, I taught a group of 22 women and fortunately, from that group about six now have their own workshop. They don’t produce much, but I support them. I order piñatas and sell them, or I ask them to help me with an order. There’s no need to be egotistical with the students. A single workshop just doesn’t have the capacity to supply so many piñatas. These things take time.”

In addition to his co-operative business practices and his use of social media, Sosa has also introduced innovation through his decorative practices. He’s traded in his scissors for a machine that cuts a whole stack of paper at once. And he’s designed a simple mast on which he places the piñata he’s decorating. This allows him to take advantage of working in smaller spaces. His workshop can make gigantic piñatas that stand more than 10 feet tall and hold more than 33 pounds of fruit and candy. But as Sosa says, the most complicated part about making piñatas isn’t the labor involved. It’s tapping into a passion for the tradition.

“[We have a] love for the piñata," Sosa told me. "If there’s no pleasure in it, it’s going to be very hard to make it. If there’s no love for the colors, for everything it represents, really, you’re not going to do a good job, because every piñata is a reflection of its artisan.”


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Tomi Lahren's Ongoing Face-Plant with Hip-Hop

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On The VICE Guide to Right Now, VICE's daily podcast, we delve into the biggest news of the day and give you a rundown of the stories we're reading, working on, and fascinated with.

Today we go over everything you need to know about the controversial memo written by Republican representative Devin Nunes, which accuses the FBI and Justice Department of abusing their power and harboring bias against President Trump during the Russia investigation. Then we talk about the dip in the cryptocurrency market, and the suicide of Fidel Castro's son Fidel Castro Diaz-Balart.

We also check in with Noisey's Dan Ozzi about conservative commentator Tomi Lahren and her ongoing beef with hip-hop music, picking fights with Kanye West, Kendrick Lamar, Wale, 50 Cent, JAY Z, Beyoncé, and Lil Wayne.

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Will 'Coming Out' Always Be Necessary?

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Coming out is different for everyone. For some of us, it's a painful but necessary event that only needs to happen once, like ripping off a plaster or getting a diphtheria jab. For some, it can feel like a process they have to repeat every time they meet a new person, to avoid awkwardness and nasty looks or comments. For others, coming out just isn't an option at all.

However different the experience may be, it's still usually a major and carefully considered moment in someone's life. But will that ever change? Could there ever be a time in which we won't have to come out to our family and friends, when being straight is no longer the norm and, as LGBTQ people, we won't be expected to explain who we are and who we love?

Sweden is considered a progressive country in many respects, but coming out is still a big deal for us here – just as it is anywhere. I spoke to five LGBTQ people from around the country about what coming out was like for them, and whether they think it's something the community will always have to do.

William, 26, Artist

"Pretty much out of the blue, but during a pretty tense family dinner, my parents started saying that they'd heard I was gay and they wanted to know if it was true. I was like, 'Yeah, I guess it is.' I’m still not sure who told them. My dad said he had a bunch of gay friends and wanted me to know that it was totally fine with him, while my mum thought it was a shame I hadn't mentioned it sooner.

"I was a bit scared of coming out to my friends. My parents had made it clear they loved me no matter what, but I wasn't sure how my mates would take the news. There were some ignorant reactions – one of my close guy friends told me he was completely fine with it as long as I didn’t fall in love with him, while some guests at a party I hosted were shocked to find that I didn’t have any campy decorations around the house.

"A friend recently told me that he feels uncomfortable at work because he hasn’t come out yet to his colleagues. I get where he's coming from, but I’ve never personally felt that way. I don’t really see why anyone should need to come out, but unfortunately, that's still the way it is. I think we're a long way away from society seeing homosexuality as part of the norm and not forcing people to come out in a formal way. But I do feel like the world is becoming more open and accepting of people's sexual identities – I'm sure there can be a future where everyone is treated equally."

Madeleine, 23, Student

"Understanding my own sexuality has been a long process. About three years ago, I told my closest friends that I was attracted to girls as well, but I added that I was still confused about where exactly I fit on the spectrum. For me, that didn’t really count as coming out because I couldn’t say for sure how I felt.

"After that, I started actively flirting with girls and adding them on Tinder, but I found it pretty difficult, initially. Maybe because I’d only dated guys, hooking up with girls just felt so much harder. I was always really nervous – being with a girl seemed more serious and real.

|I never really felt the need to come out to my family, until I got into a serious relationship with a girl. It was in early 2017 when, completely unplanned, I just dropped the bomb to my dad as he was heading up to bed. It was like an out-of-body experience – before I could stop myself, I told him that I had been questioning my sexuality for a long time and I was now in love. When I was finished speaking, he said that he would always love me no matter what, and he just wanted me to find someone who makes me happy.

"That’s probably the only time I came out officially to anyone. I tell new people I meet, but in passing – though I’m always prepared to answer a bunch of follow-up questions. I hope that, someday, gay people won’t have to come out. And that we can ask about each other’s partners without assuming everyone is in a heterosexual relationship."

Agri, 22, DJ

"As a Muslim and person of colour, most people assume that it was harder for me to come out, but it wasn’t that bad. I was 18 when I came out to my mum, outside of a supermarket. We’d just finished doing a big food shop when the subject came up. Though I think she had long suspected it, my mum didn’t take it very well at first – she seemed a bit disappointed. But after about a week or two she had warmed to the idea somewhat, and reminded me that I was her son no matter what. Eventually, my dad also started asking me more questions – like if I had a partner, and if so, if he could meet him. That was a really nice moment.

"Coming out is hard regardless of your race and religion. It’s impossible to predict how the people around you will react. I had made assumptions about my family, thinking they would respond to it in the worst possible way – when, in reality, they took it very well.

"My experience taught me that nobody has any obligation to come out – you shouldn’t have to explain your identity to anyone. But it’s probably going to take a couple of decades before society's ideas about what is normal are dismantled to the point where someone wouldn’t even need to come out. Hopefully the act of coming out will be less dramatic in the near future, as we all become more comfortable with the idea that identity is a fluid concept."


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Robin, 23, Housing Supervisor

"I came out twice – first as a gay, and then as trans. My family is amazing – I was never put under any pressure to conform to any specific roles. I was allowed to play how I wanted and wear what I wanted, so I didn’t even realise I was a boy until I started kindergarten. Suddenly, I felt like I was being forced into a particular box, with clear restrictions on who and what to play with.

"From there, I tried to repress my identity as much as I could, until I realised that I couldn’t do it any more. I was 22 when I first came out as trans. I told my friend first, and called my mum later that same day – she took the news really well. To this day, I still feel like it’s a constant process of coming out, and that was annoying at first. But, eventually, it becomes a part of how you navigate your social life and how you handle conversations, to make sure that everyone is comfortable.

"It’s hard to say if we’re always going to have to come out. Some days, it feels like we're making great strides in LGBTQ rights, and other times it feels like we're taking steps back. I can only hope that some day in the future, it won’t matter to other people how you choose to identify."

Björn, 26, Production Artist

"I guess I’ve always known I was gay, but I repressed my feelings until I was about 17. At that point, I started telling a select few people – my mum being one of the first. I just blurted it out to her as I was heading out one night. I thought she was going to be really angry and take it personally, but she just asked if I had a boyfriend. So it was a bit anti-climatic, but nice at the same time.

"I feel like I have to come out in every new environment I move into – work, school, friendship groups. If I tell people I'm gay preemptively, I don’t have to deal with ignorant comments. I’ve been around colleagues who made homophobic remarks without knowing my sexual orientation – which then forced me to confront them and ask them to shut the hell up.

"I think LGBTQ people are always going to have to come out – we’ll always be in the minority, outside the norm. Hopefully it’ll be more of a statement in the future: 'This is how it is, now let’s move on.' But for now, coming out is just part of my everyday life."

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Far Right Nationalists Stormed the VICE Office

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Far-right nationalists have a fun new thing, and that new thing is this: barging their way into offices staffed with people who disagree with them. Why? To prove a point. That point? Unclear, exactly.

Last Friday, our colleagues at the VICE Romania offices in Bucharest became the latest recipients of a surprise visit from a couple of angry ultra-nationalists, in the form of Paul Hitter, an anti-vaccine activist, and Calin Mărincuş, a former kickboxer and current admin of the Facebook page "No Islamisation of Romania".

The pair got access the building by telling the receptionist they were there for a meeting with a VICE manager, which, of course, they were not. Once they were in, Mărincuş accused VICE staff of being "progressive" – as an insult, presumably? – while Hitter grinned and filmed.

Hitter and Mărincuş being shown out of the office

Mărincuş then said he was there to find Ovidiu Tiţă, a VICE Romania writer who had interviewed him last July about his taking part in a counter-demonstration against the first ever Gay Pride event in Cluj-Napoca, Romania's second largest city. In that Q&A, Mărincuş revealed that – in his opinion – "homosexuality is a mental illness", "deviant" and "a choice". At the office, the ex-kickboxer didn’t explain exactly why he was so keen to speak to Ovidiu, but we're going to assume it had something to do with his bad opinions being quoted verbatim on the internet.

When he couldn’t find Ovidiu, Mărincuş told a female VICE staffer that she was "beautiful" and "paid for it", before a number of staff started to show him and Hitter to the door. "You’re just a bunch of progressive shills," said Mărincuş, through clenched teeth. "Shame on you. You do not represent young people in Romania."

This punchy but ultimately pointless office invasion tactic was most likely learned from other far-right figures throughout Europe.

In May of 2017, around 50 members of the far-right Identitarian Movement tried to storm the German Justice Ministry to protest an anti-hate speech law. Police managed to stop the group and arrest its leader.

The same month, former EDL leader Tommy Robinson – accompanied by a staffer from Rebel Media, a sort of alt-right Buzzfeed that now employs Katie Hopkins – stormed the London offices of Quilliam, a counter-extremism think-tank which, in 2013, "facilitated [Tommy’s] departure from the leadership of the English Defence League". He was there because a then-Quilliam staff member had written an article for the Guardian about far-right extremism that mentioned Tommy three times – something he clearly wasn’t very happy about.

Earlier in 2017, Robinson stormed the offices of Wales Online to find and question a writer who had called him "far-right" – a classification he refused to accept, despite very publicly promoting far-right ideas for nearly a decade.

Where these intrepid ultra-nationalists are going to turn up next is anyone's guess, but if you work for a media organisation that occasionally criticises hate-mongering, who knows – it could be at your door.

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Desus and Mero Talk About That Super Bowl Ad That Used MLK to Sell Trucks

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During the Super Bowl, Dodge released a commercial that featured a collection of various Americans doing various American things—rescuing dogs, transporting churches, doing pushups—all to one of Martin Luther King Jr.'s sermons. Although the ad seemed aimed at honouring Black History Month, it was instantly criticized for being insensitive and distorting MLK's original message.

On the latest episode of Desus & Mero, the VICELAND hosts watched the overly emotional ad and talked about the irony of using MLK Jr. to sell Dodge Ram trucks.

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Selling MDMA for My Dad Made Us Close, Then Tore Us Apart

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The words “family,” “narcotics,” and “trade” conjure up scenes of destitution; street-teens peddling their parent’s manufactured drugs. Something like Namond Brice’s drug running career in The Wire. But dealing my dad’s MDMA wasn’t tidy like in an HBO drama.

Before we went into “business” together, my dad was just my dealer. At 20, he gave me my first ever cap of MDMA at the Big Day Out. He could see I was too awkward and uncomfortable in my own skin to buy my own drugs, and because he’s an ex-Silicon Valley guru with a penchant for punk ideologies, he ordered MDMA by the rock-load from the dark web.

I thought taking drugs would fix the inexorable anxiety inside me. That they would make me louder, braver, and a better dancer. And yes, there was some fist-pumping that day but the ecstasy was short-lived. When I got home and the comedown hit, my bedroom became Dante’s Inferno. All I could do was stare at the floor and mutter, “fuck carpet.”

My dad, on the other hand, was thrilled. In his mind, us rolling together at the Big Day Out was a bonding exercise. “Don’t worry about the comedown,” he said like a good mate after a big weekend. “Your tolerance will develop.”

After that first taste, I developed a pretty serious habit. Initially, I was only using on the weekends when I went clubbing in an attempt to feel less awkward, but the days after were excruciating and launched me into depression. This made me rely on the artificial serotonin even more, so I began lining my gums whenever I had to interact in a social setting.

Eventually, my dad noticed the partying. “If you want to make sure your friends are only getting the good stuff,” he asked me one day, “why don’t you sell them what I order online?”

He came from a good place. You can’t always assure the purity of street-bought MDMA. And to me, it all sounded even safer coming from him, a man with a pair of tongs delicately handling sautéed tofu.

We agreed I’d sell my friends caps for $25 a pop. With every cap I sold, he’d pocket $22 profit. The caps only cost him $3, so his takings were high. I, on the other hand, decided to act altruistically. Predominantly because I wanted to consume grade-A quality drugs, and I wanted the same for my friends. But more importantly because my dad was on Centrelink. This way he could make some money on the side, and MyGov wouldn’t redact his dole.

I didn’t plan on getting psychologically addicted to MDMA, but I was eating my dad’s drugs every weekend, and I wasn't paying for it. He noticed the reduction in profits. One day he called and asked me point blank: “Where’s my money?” In that moment, I wasn’t his daughter, I was his lackie — a drug-runner who’d been skimming the cash. I told him I’d gotten too high and couldn’t remember. There was silence. Then he cleared his throat, said “Don’t you dare do that again,” and hung up.

That conversation made me turn to drugs even more. I kept selling for my dad, and avoided my anxiety by getting absolutely obliterated. One cap turned into two caps; two caps turned into lining my gums before dinner with my friends.

One night a few months later my boyfriend and I went to a rave. After a few hours we noticed a large group of people standing at the entrance; they wore white plimsolls and beige overcoats. Someone alerted us to the fact they were undercover cops, but before we had a chance to make any kind of decision, two huge German Shepards entered the venue too. My partner and I were very high, and I still had two caps of MDMA on me. I was paralysed on the outskirts of the dance-floor as the dog came closer, its eyes locked on mine. Then the animal sat down, signifying to the officers that it had found something. I thought I was done.

But he’d sat in front of a guy who turned out to have a gram of weed in his backpack. My feet danced guiltily for the rest of the night.

The next day I woke up with my hair matted and my makeup smeared. I got myself a Berocca, found my mum, and sat on the end of her bed. She asked me what was going on; why I was coming home days later with wine stains on my sleeves. It was over. I told her, in an exhausted breath, that I was selling drugs for Dad. She tried to mumble something but couldn’t muster comprehensible sentences. Instead she cried, and I joined her. Then I sent my dad the text message: “Mum knows.” It was done.

I stopped taking drugs and discontinued any parasitic, pseudo-friendships — including my relationship with my dad. After we exchanged some bitterness, and I screamed through a mouthful of spit that I didn’t love him anymore, I sought a psychologist. She concluded that my serious psychological issues more-or-less originated from my dad, and that the drugs stint was simply a catalyst for my wider issues.

“He tried to bond with you over drugs like a friend,” she told me. “I guess it was the friend that neither of you have ever really had.”

I go to the club now, sober, and I hold up my end of the conversation while my friends talk to me about their gakked plans for the future and why they love me and why they’re happy to have me in their lives. I’ve found agency in a distant relationship with my dad and in soda water. And I now realise that there’s a certain sane and happy equilibrium to be found somewhere between control and chaos, which errs mostly on the side of non-alcoholic beverages, and drugs — if they feature — bought from friends, not family.

*The author's name has been changed to protect her privacy.

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Why Vegans Are Going On TV to Call Farmers 'Rapists'

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Vegans calling dairy farmers "rapists" is nothing new. However, since the end of Veganuary and an apparent uptick in farms and abattoirs being targeted by animal rights activists both online and off, the number of "rapist" accusations have supposedly shot up. Farmers have told media they are regularly being accused of raping cows, while this morning vegan campaigner Joey Carbstrong accused a dairy farmer of "rape" on live television.

I've read The Sexual Politics of Meat. I get it. This infamous (in vegan and academic feminist circles) reading of the meat industry suggests that male dominance and animals' oppression are essentially linked by the way in which women and animals are treated. Ergo, eating vegan is an easy way to say "fuck you" to the patriarchy. This is the philosophy from which the "rapist" charges stem, but really it was PETA that, in 2016, popularised the idea with their gross rapist ad.

Still confused? Here's an explainer:

Why are vegans calling farmers rapists?

Cows produce milk to feed their young, so to make dairy cows produce as much milk as possible, farmers frequently artificially-inseminate them. Farms typically impregnate cows using a device some call a "rape rack". You might have heard of (or seen graphic PETA videos of) farmers ramming their arm far up the cow's bum to locate the uterus, before forcing an instrument into her vagina. Obviously, the cow cannot do anything to protest this treatment.

It happens with other animals, too. Turkeys don’t breed quickly enough, for example, so are sometimes artificially inseminated. Central to this "artificial insemination as rape" argument is that, clearly, animals can't and aren't consenting to the practice.

What are the farmers saying in response to being called rapists?

They aren't huge fans of it, tbh. One farmer went on ITV's This Morning to say, "I find that really offensive. The word rapist, to use that word for inseminating a cow, I feel is wrong." Another, who spoke to the Sun after being accused online of being a rapist, disagreed with the label. He said: "We artificially inseminate the herd… it's the most efficient way to get a cow and a calf, and it's a lot kinder on the cow. I’m being called a rapist because of that. I find it really disgusting, to be honest."

He's probably not wrong about cow-fisting being the most kind and efficient method of impregnation; bulls spread venereal diseases and can be a dangerous presence on farms for animals and humans.

An alternative way around this whole issue would be to inject the cows with hormones to keep them milking – but this option presents its own problems.

What's odd is that vegan activists are bothering to target the farmers for their practices rather than educate consumers.

Is comparing artificial insemination of animals to rape actually helpful?

PETA – despite often controversial tactics that have inspired mockery and negative press – does in fact have a history of effecting change. By being loud and sometimes offensive they have managed to get plenty of press coverage, and companies have subsequently stopped selling certain types of leather; major airlines have stopped shipping monkeys to laboratories; and the US military stopped using monkeys for its chemical-attack training course, among other wins. I might entirely disagree with and distance myself from their campaigns and methods, but would struggle to argue with the fact that, technically, they have been fairly successful in their aims.

One recent and definitely controversial campaign was a 2016 advert which compared rape victims to animals. When criticised about the ad, PETA President Ingrid Newkirk doubled down. "It is rape when someone sticks their hand into a vagina or rectum without permission," she told the Huffington Post. "Every decent person abhors and denounces sexual abuse of women, but we cannot blithely accept the sexual abuse of other females who happen not to be human but have the same vulnerability to pain."

Language is provocative, and it's entirely understandable that people were furious about this ad, and continue to be furious about being called rapists for artificially-inseminating cows. Human women – cis women, trans women, women of colour – are raped and killed every year, and yet you don’t see vegan men campaigning for an end of this violence.

Some vegans defending the use of this word are looking at official definitions of rape to justify their usage. But dictionary definitions aren't helpful here; using the word "rape" is grossly offensive to human rape victims and doesn't help to humanise animals whatsoever. In fact, while this whole media storm might have drawn awareness to the issue of artificial insemination and associated issues with dairy farming, it's also just made vegans look like aggressive, insensitive idiots who care more about animals than humans. Which isn't helping anyone.

Basically, vegans calling farmers rapists: at this point, you're essentially an MRA lad arguing about semantics on Reddit. Which, as we know, is a bad look. You've also reduced all farmers to the level of this pensioner fisting a cow for sexual pleasure. No one is a winner here.

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The VICE Morning Bulletin

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Everything you need to know about the world this morning, curated by VICE.

US News

Stock Market Plummet Goes Global
The Dow Jones Industrial Average suffered its largest point drop in history Monday, and a further fall was expected across Wall Street Tuesday. The impact was felt around the world early Tuesday: Share prices plummeted in Asia and Australia, and markets in Europe opened around 3 percent down. Around $4 trillion had reportedly been wiped off the global equities market in the past week.—VICE News

Trump’s Lawyers Advise Against Robert Mueller Interview
The president’s legal team reportedly wants him to avoid a face-to-face interview with the special counsel investigating Russia's role in the 2016 election. Several of his lawyers fear a sit-down would open the president up to a perjury charge. Separately, former White House chief strategist Steve Bannon was expected to refuse to testify before the House Intelligence Committee Tuesday, opening him up to a contempt of Congress charge.—The New York Times / VICE News

New Report Finds 64 Americans Joined ISIS Abroad
George Washington University researchers concluded that 12 of 64 Americans identified as going to Syria and Iraq to fight with ISIS have returned to the US. Nine of those returning have been arrested, while two are not believed to have faced charges. Co-author Seamus Hughes said the “feared wave [of returnees] is only a trickle.”—NBC News

Democrats’ Memo Cleared for Release by House Committee
The House Intelligence Committee voted to allow Democrats to publish their own memo countering allegations made against the FBI in a previous memo assembled by the committee's chairman, Republican Devin Nunes. Both the FBI and Department of Justice were slated to review the document, and President Trump was set to decide by Friday whether it gets a public release.—VICE News

International News

Supreme Court Judges Arrested in the Maldives
Police arrested two of the country's Supreme Court judges when a state of emergency was imposed by President Abdulla Yameen. Proceedings at the high court were suspended after the military took control of the building. Opposition leader and ex-president Mohamed Nasheed asked India to help resolve the crisis.—Reuters

Nearly Two-Dozen Civilians Killed by Air Strikes in Syria
Strikes launched by the Syrian government and Russian forces on the rebel stronghold of Eastern Ghouta left at least 23 civilians dead and some 70 others injured Monday, according to the Syrian Observatory for Human Rights. Rescue workers reported at least 18 other civilians were killed by air strikes in the rebel-held Idlib province on Monday.—Al Jazeera

Polish President Expected to Sign Holocaust Bill into Law
Andrzej Duda said he would approve a bill making it illegal to attribute Nazi war crimes, including the Holocaust, to the Polish citizenry. The president seemed to offer a modest concession, however, when he alluded to asking the country's Constitutional Tribunal to review the legislation. It remained vehemently opposed by both Israel and US.—AP

Zimbabwean Opposition Leader Suffering from ‘Critical’ Illness
A source from the Movement for Democratic Change (MDC) said party leader Morgan Tsvangirai was “critically ill and we should brace for the worst.” Tsvangirai, 65, has been hospitalized in Johannesburg, South Africa, with colon cancer. A spokesman said “the nation should keep on praying.”—Reuters

Everything Else

Tarantino Responds to Uma Thurman Crash Claims
The director said a car crash involving the actress during the production of Kill Bill was “one of the biggest regrets of my life.” Tarantino also claimed that in her weekend interview with the New York Times, Thurman had wanted to “indict” other people for covering up possible causes of the crash.—Deadline

SpaceX Prepares to Fire New Rocket... with a Car
Elon Musk’s company planned to launch its Falcon Heavy rocket for the first time Tuesday afternoon. It was slated to carry a cherry red Tesla into orbit as a test load. “It’s either going to be an exciting success or an exciting failure,” Musk said.—CBS News

Actor John Mahoney Dies At 77
Tributes have flooded in for the stage, film, and TV star, best known for his role as Martin Crane on Frasier. John Cusack said “he made everyone around him better,” while Ben Stiller said Mahoney “made a huge difference in my life and many others.”—The Huffington Post

Former American Nazi Official Set to Become GOP Nominee
Arthur Jones, a former American Nazi Party official, was expected to be the only candidate on the Republican ballot for the March primary in Illinois’s Third Congressional District. Jones has called the Holocaust a “racket.”—VICE

Female Label Executives Slam Grammys Chief
Six leading female figures in the music industry penned an open letter describing Recording Academy President Neil Portnow as “woefully out of touch with today’s music, the music business, and even more significantly, society.”—Noisey

Paul Simon Announces Final Tour
The legendary singer-songwriter said he would stop touring after a series of dates in the US, Canada, and Europe this year. Simon called the decision “a little unsettling, a touch exhilarating, and something of a relief.”—Noisey

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Facebook Is Deleting Valuable Drug Harm Reduction Groups

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Last month, the Daily Mail ran a story about how easy it is to find and buy drugs on social media. Leading with the bombshell scoop that it's possible to source weed on the internet, they then quoted a campaigner who accused Facebook, Instagram and Twitter of "aiding and abetting" the sale of drugs. The same day, Sesh Safety – a Facebook group offering real-time drugs harm reduction advice – was permanently deleted.

"Facebook said the group was facilitating the sale of regulated goods, which it most certainly wasn't," says Dan Owns, founder of Sesh Safety, which was profiled by VICE in July of last year. When approached by VICE, Facebook initially said it was looking into the deletion of the group, before declining to comment any further. A spokesperson did, however, send us a link to the site's Community Standards, as well as a note pointing out that buying, selling or giving instructions for the use of illegal drugs is not allowed on Facebook. It was for one of these reasons Sesh Safety was deleted, said the spokesperson.

The buying and selling bans are covered both by common sense and a section in Facebook's Community Standards forbidding the use of the site "to facilitate or organise criminal activity". Crucially, though, that bit about "giving instructions" isn't mentioned anywhere, and it's certainly not "criminal" to advise people on the safest way to use a drug. Facebook wouldn't elaborate, so these are just theories – but considering the fact no buying or selling was taking place, it would seem the group either fell foul of that not-advertised rule, or moderators – maybe ruffled by the Mail story – got trigger-happy.

"My theory is because all our content is in-depth drug discussion, including names and weights, it's picked up and perceived by Facebook's moderators as selling," says Dan.


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Problem is, names and weights are important when it comes to harm reduction. People are going to continue using drugs regardless of any rules, online or in the real world, so should be able to access information that can keep them as safe as possible while doing so. If the difference between having a good time and overdosing on GHB is taking a couple of milligrams too much, potential users should be armed with that information before using the drug. Restricting access to such an invaluable source of information – somewhere you can post a question and get an almost instant response from another user, and an answer from an expert group moderator minutes later – could be jeopardising the health and safety of thousands of people.

To see how Sesh Safety – which had 50,000 active members worldwide – had affected people's lives, I posted on the replacement page asking for testimonies. My Facebook inbox whimpered from the deluge. Here are just a few:

It’s clear that, from bad acid trips to averted panic attacks and conquered addictions, the group – and its team of moderators, who watch over it 24 hours a day – have done a good job delivering non-judgmental harm reduction advice to the people who need it most.

A key facet of Sesh Safety’s offering is the Crisis Chat groups. These are private groups of moderators which members can be added to if they’re experiencing something particularly traumatic or dangerous. "This was probably the most intense part of our work. When we had 50,000 members we’d get four or five people a weekend," says Dan.

He recalls the time Crisis Chat convinced two 15-year-olds who had taken 24 paracetamol-with-codeine and drunk a bottle of vodka to go to hospital. The boys weren’t going to bother and thought they could just sleep it off. One of them was told the next day that, had they not come in when they did, he would have likely died. Anecdotal, perhaps, but it's stories like this which fuel Dan and his team's passion for keeping people safe from harm.

Sesh Safety, of course, is not the first online forum where people can seek out honest drugs information. Bluelight and Erowid have existed for years, and there are endless sub-Reddits for those who have the inclination to find them. So what sets it apart?

"Sesh Safety's presence on Facebook makes it unique," says Dr Henry Fisher, Policy Director of the drug policy innovation hub Volteface. "It's reached many more people; people who would never dream of going on Bluelight or Reddit, or even trust those sources because they don’t look as accessible and don’t seem as trustworthy."

It makes sense: to sign up to a site exclusively dedicated to drugs feels like a big step for the casual user. But Facebook is easy and it's sanitised. Your nan's on Facebook. She’s probably not on Sesh Safety, but she could be if she wanted to.

What is confusing is why Sesh Safety has felt the brunt of Zuckerberg's Nikes when the group has always been steadfastly against the glorification of drugs, unlike other sesh-themed pages with many more followers. "We have noticed a lot less 'triple drop [pills]'-type comments," says Dan. "We give people one chance if they write something like that. The second time, it's a ban. It seems to be sinking in."

As those kind of posts faded away, the group started to skew more towards addressing issues of mental health and addiction, particularly to benzodiazepines like Xanax. Dan acknowledges this and says it's an area where the group and its moderators need to improve, and that he is actively looking to engage mental health groups to help him offer specific advice.

This is an area that concerns Professor Adam Winstock, addiction psychiatrist and founder of the Global Drug Survey. "Everyone has a different experience, especially when it’s down the road of problematic use and benzos," he says. "You really have to understand that story to be able to give advice."

Overall, Adam’s opinions regarding Sesh Safety are positive, but he voices concern about people giving advice based purely on past experience. "Your own personal experience does not serve as evidence; I would like to see more 'I don’t know' comments," he says. "People can forget about how life-changing their advice can be."

Henry Fisher from Volteface echoes these concerns and acknowledges faulty advice as a pitfall of peer-to-peer forums. "People will get things wrong sometimes, but Sesh Safety do a good job of weeding that out," he says. "Having met some people that moderate it [including Guy Jones, the face and voice of VICE's Safe Sesh video series], they’re very knowledgeable and only have best interests at heart."

Scrolling through posts on the group, it's hard to disagree: the moderators are professional and responsible, never encouraging drug use and only offering sensible harm reduction advice.

So, what of the future? Sesh Safety has currently been integrated into one of Dan's old groups, "Pill Reports". It's got 12,000 members – which is a start. To circumvent Facebook’s moderators, they have resorted to writing the names of drugs backwards, or using lesser-known colloquialisms. It’s a vaguely ludicrous situation, but "people will have to adapt", says Dan. In the long-run, he’d love to see Sesh Safety have its own group IRL, or partner with an established harm reduction organisation. Personally, he's going back to university to study mental health nursing and wants to focus on substance misuse.

Facebook recently said it's changing the way it works to suit more person-to-person connections, because "when we use social media to connect with people we care about, it can be good for our well-being". Tell you what else is good for our well-being: access to information that keeps you safe when you're doing drugs. A real progression for Facebook would be to work with these kinds of groups, not delete them altogether.

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Justin Trudeau Said 'Peoplekind' and Right-wing Media Is Very Upset!

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Folks, you’ll never guess what Canada’s biggest cuck is getting up to now. Our feminist prime minister is so woke his brain went supernova and exploded! You can watch him in this 22-second clip mansplain to a young woman that she should say “peoplekind” instead of “mankind” because it’s more inclusive. Wow. Social justice really rots your brain. They should put a trigger warning for idiocy on those town hall tickets!

Right. Justin Trudeau can be a smarmy liberal goofball when he’s working the room, but there is more to this curtly edited clip—which is being pushed by numerous right-wing media sources and trolls—than meets the eye.

The interaction took place in Edmonton on February 2 at MacEwan University. An hour into the town hall, he picks a question from the audience but the initial woman declines, taps her friend on the shoulder, says “we are one, so she will speak on my behalf” and sits back down. Her friend stands up and thanks the prime minister for establishing a gender-balanced cabinet, then issues the following pronouncement:

“We believe you have done this because you recognize the ability and power that women actually possess… Women have this power… because they hold something called ‘maternal love.’ And maternal love, scientifically known as ‘mitochondria’ or ‘oxytocin’ is the necessity that sustains life in our global village. This is a kind of love that puts others ahead of themselves, like a mother cares for her children. If the economy fills with women, it will develop beautifully, and this is honestly what the country needs.”

She then proceeds to ask Trudeau if he will revisit the legislation about volunteer funding for religious organizations, followed by the disclaimer that “maternal love is the law that’s going to change all mankind…”

The prime minister waves his hands to intervene. “We like to say ‘peoplekind,’ actually. It’s more inclusive.”

Everyone in the audience laughs and applauds, including the girl he interrupted. She thanks him for the correction. “Yes! Exactly!” she exclaims, unaware that the prime minister of Canada has just roasted her in front of an auditorium full of her peers. Trudeau starts talking about the Summer Jobs Program. But the woman cuts him off and informs him she has a second question, which is that she wants to share the message of “God the Mother” and expresses her hope that he will join her in Bible study. Trudeau turns away and clears his throat and huffs “that’s still not a second question” before going back into his point about volunteer funding legislation.

After watching the extra three minutes of video around the clip in question, it seems like this is less a snuff film of “common sense” than it is the prime minister doing a reasonably good job of handling a intensely religious Christian-adjacent heretic. The video clip is real, but it has been cut to play as a (funny and believable) lie.

As far as politics on the internet in 2018 goes, this particular viral video is pretty dumb and harmless. But it’s a good example of the right-wing propaganda pipeline in action, and also how cavalier we have all become in the poisoned water of social media. The video, which is currently the subject of some quick hits in right-wing media outlets, was tweeted by Fox News this morning. Prior to that, the video clip blowing up on Twitter in Canada was floated by something called ‘Caldron Pool’, a reactionary Christian website. But (a slightly longer version of) the video appears to have originated with a white supremacist website called Squawker on February 4. (For those of you interested, Squawker will also keep you totally up-to-date on Justin Trudeau’s connection to the Pizzagate pedophile ring.)

Anyway, this is a good reminder in always considering your source before you read or share stuff on the internet. There are lots of genuine reasons to roll your eyes at Justin Trudeau that don’t involve brutal YouTube hackjobs by literal Nazis. Better yet, never post, never comment, never view. That’s the only way to win this 21st century game.

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Congress Is Too Cheap to Give Veterans the Benefits They Demand

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No matter how dysfunctional politics become, conventional wisdom holds that everyone in DC can still agree and act on veterans’ issues. Especially in the wake of the scandals that have come to light since 2014 about long wait times, malfeasance, and cover-ups in the Veterans Affairs (VA) medical system, there’s been a burst of public and legislative pressure to improve the department’s accountability and capacity.

Even amid the legislative chaos and inaction of the first year of the Trump administration, Congress passed about a dozen veterans’ issues bills. That included the largest expansion to GI Bill benefits in over a decade along with notable reforms to whistleblower protections, the benefit appeals processes, and hiring and firing practices within the VA. These were undoubtedly among Congress’s greatest achievements in 2017. In fact, according to American Legion legislative affairs expert Matt Shuman, “2017 was, without question, one of the most successful years with respect to veterans’ legislation, probably within the last couple of decades.”

But despite everyone up to and including Donald Trump insisting that they’re all-in on helping vets in any way needed—“I will not stop until our veterans are properly taken care of,” he said during last week’s State of the Union address—many big-ticket items veteran groups have been asking for for years have gone unaddressed.

Several of the veterans’ affairs bills passed in 2017, were routine or necessary measures, like legislation addressing cost-of-living adjustments to benefit payouts or stopgap funding for an ostensibly short-term program allowing veterans to get care from private providers when they are not close to a VA facility or the closest facility lacks capacity. Many more were what Paul Rieckhoff, founder of Iraq and Afghanistan Veterans of America, calls “low-hanging fruit”—bills that enacted universally popular VA reforms at little or no cost.

Arguably the most important veteran-related bill of the last year, the massive expansion to GI Bill benefits, was (like most other big vet bills) the result of years of negotiations. It only passed because veterans service groups agreed to back a provision to pay for benefit expansions by tweaking down baseline housing assistance levels for future veterans and lowering the rate of growth on that assistance in certain areas. Offsets such as these are essentially a perquisite for any legislation proposing new or expanded benefits, veterans’ or otherwise, thanks in large part to anti-spending ideology from congressional fiscal hawks.

Some veteran-backed bills have stalled because Congress is focused on other priorities or because they are too niche or technical to attract mass attention and support. Some initiatives, like making it easier to pursue medical marijuana research run aground on wider legal and political issues. But for most veteran-backed bills, cost is the major barrier.



Many of the proposals veterans’ groups have been stumping for involve new or expanded benefits. We’re talking proposals like extending Agent Orange–linked benefits to a long overlooked category of Vietnam veterans or post-9/11 caregiver support to pre-9/11 vets. On the more innovative side, there are proposals to expand VA services for female veterans. At the most “radical” end, ideas include extending existing benefits to tens of thousands of veterans with less than honourable discharges—currently they are denied most benefits even though in many cases those discharges may have resulted from behaviors tied to service-linked disorders.

None of these proposals seem too controversial, especially among veterans’ groups and their supporters. But they are expensive. And that becomes a major barrier to passage, because like with last year’s GI Bill expansion, Congress—especially fiscally conservative actors—wants the people backing these proposals to find or agree to cuts to other programs to cover their costs.

This understandably rubs some veterans the wrong way.

“The idea that we have to find offsets to pay for our earned benefits doesn’t appreciate the idea that our benefits are the cost of war,” said Rieckhoff. “Nobody asked me to find ways to pay for the bullets when I went to Iraq. Don’t tell me I have to figure out how to pay for my tuition when I get home… We should not be put in a position to decide if we should cut a widow’s benefits to pay for another program.”

And as of this year, activists like Kris Goldsmith of High Ground Veterans Advocacy believe, all or most practical offsets most veterans groups would agree to back for any kind of meaningful benefits expansion have all but dried up, leaving all of these proposals dead in the water.

“This is a frustration I think a lot of vets in the community aren’t talking about much in the open, because they’re afraid of burning bridges,” said Goldsmith. However it riles him up that “our country can afford a deficit when it comes to making donors more wealthy,” as per his reading of the 2017 GOP tax bill, “but when it comes to healing the wounds of war, every penny counts.”

“Nobody asked me to find ways to pay for the bullets when I went to Iraq. Don’t tell me I have to figure out how to pay for my tuition when I get home." –Paul Rieckhoff

Optimistic veterans’ groups believe the community still has the political clout and grassroots support to convince Congress to back whatever they feel is truly necessary, even if it involves funding sans offsets. Shuman of the American Legion insists that election years like 2018 can be especially productive, as individuals up re-election seek veteran support, giving groups leverage to wrest promises out of them.

“If Donald Trump stood up” during the State of the Union “and said, ‘hey, we want to change the GI Bill to pay for college for every veteran in American and we need you all to give 50 cents,’” acknowledged the more skeptical Rieckhoff, most Americans would do it without question.

But other veterans advocates point out that not every group shares priorities on which proposals to push for first, and effective pressure usually requires sustained, unanimous advocacy. Rieckhoff notes that veterans are losing political clout as their demographics shrink relative to the total population. And Goldsmith says popular and political rhetoric in favor of veterans is shallower than most think. “Generally, people support veterans,” he said. “But when it comes to an increase in their responsibility in the form of taxes, they are more wishy-washy.”

“Our country is having a stupid debate about standing for the flag,” he added, “when no one seems to be arguing nearly as passionately about saying that every vet who’s sick needs full, government-provided healthcare. When is, say, Sean Hannity getting on his program every night and yelling about how Congress and the American people are refusing to pay for healthcare for sick Vietnam vets?”

All of the advocates I’ve spoken to suspect we’re still going to see veterans’ issues legislation passed in the years to come. But these will likely be more incremental moves building off of recent legislation rather than major initiatives to address issues veterans have advocated for years.

Behind these restricted legislative accomplishments, Rieckhoff worries conservatives will try to nickel-and-dime benefits to the nub with “fees and other tricky little ways” to cut costs, forcing groups onto the defensive “to defend the ground that we’ve taken… like with social security.”

Almost every advocate I’ve spoken to is also worried that conservatives will slowly ramp up a longstanding effort to flip popular discontent with the VA into incremental or broad legislation to privatize veterans’ healthcare. Veterans’ service organizations almost uniformly oppose this idea, as they believe it will lead to less transparent and less reliable care; the VA actually provides fantastic services when it has the proper resources. But conservatives like the Koch Brothers are still getting ready to gun hard for privatization. “Do you watch Game of Thrones?” asked Rieckhoff. “‘Winter is coming.’”

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The Stock Market Tanked Because Capitalism Is Totally Broken

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The first year of Donald Trump's presidency was a historically great one for the stock market. This made a certain kind of intuitive sense given the people the real estate scion surrounded himself with—Wall Street profiteers, politicians accused of trading campaign donations for policy, since-convicted felons. So even as the Russia investigation mushroomed, the courts fought Trump over his travel ban, and the federal government generally descended into a state of chaos, traders ran wild. The S&P 500 rose by nearly 20 percent on the year, powered by a growing tech sector whose investors didn't seem all that worried about the erosion of American political norms, much less a possible crisis in the legal system. While the republic's long-term outlook remained hazy at best, things were looking pretty good for the top One Percent, and the president's massive tax cuts seemed likely to fuel even more fun.

Then, on Friday, investors started to freak out.



A significant decline on the major stock-market indexes at the close of last week turned into a bona fide plummet on Monday. When the closing bell sounded, the Dow Jones Industrial Average had lost well over 1,000 points in its largest single-day drop ever. (This was not the index's largest relative decline ever; the Dow is much more valuable now than it was years ago.) But where did that drop come from? There were no new regulations or investigations into big banks announced. Unemployment remained low, close to 4 percent. The only significant piece of data that even roughly correlated with the sudden change in the market's trend lines was the news that wages were going up. As the New York Times reported, "Average hourly earnings jumped 2.9 percent in January from a year earlier, the Labor Department said on Friday, the latest sign that the long, slow economic recovery is at last reaching Americans’ pocketbooks."

Most casual followers of the news assume that higher wages are good news—so why would that cause the markets to tumble? And if stocks are falling because of a wage bump, does that mean we should be cheering the decline in stock prices?

For some perspective on this strange state of affairs, I called up Jared Bernstein, a senior fellow at the left-leaning Center on Budget and Policy Priorities (CBPP) who served as chief economist to Vice President Joe Biden. He's been keeping tabs on Trump's economy, including this first big sell-off, in a column over at the Washington Post. Here's what we talked about.

VICE: This is the first major, sustained stock market selloff since Trump took office. Given all the chaos of his presidency, from the Russia investigation to the various travel bans to court fights and more, are you surprised it took this long?
Jared Bernstein: Not really, because there's a split between the political chaos and what drives markets, which, generally speaking, in good times—that is, when the economy is percolating along—is not all that complicated. It's current and expected corporate earnings of the companies that are publicly held. And if anything, Trump was signaling to the business community that he was going to provide them with goodies in terms of tax cuts and deregulation. I don't know that he's done all that much on the deregulation side, at least relative to his rhetoric, but he certainly delivered on tax cuts that heavily favour the corporate sector.

One might make arguments that the market was somewhat elevated, if you look at price-earnings ratios, but nothing all that far-out given expected earnings. Part of what we see here is an overreaction. There is a herd mentality that takes over.

The losses so far are hitting banks and energy companies especially hard. Should that worry normal people? Who actually hurts when stocks are selling off big in a situation like this?
If you rank households by their wealth, the bottom half hold very little or no stock at all, including in retirement accounts. And if you then look at who owns the stock market in terms of its value, well, the top 10 percent holds 84 percent of the value of the shares. So, broadly speaking, this kind of a sell-off doesn't hurt average households.

If it persists, you can end up having wealth-effect problems. That is, part of what drives consumer spending is people feeling wealthier, and even if it's a relatively narrow slice of people, that can certainly have an impact. But I don't see that as a problem in the current sell-off.

For the uninitiated, can you walk us through why seemingly good news last Friday—that wages appeared to be trending up—helped send the market into this nosedive?
What's spooking investors is the potential chain of events that goes like this: Wage growth triggers price growth or inflation; that leads to higher interest rates; that slows growth and cuts into profit margins. And remember, the value of the stock market is simply current and expected profitability. If investors convince themselves that this chain of events has been triggered, they'll have a sell-off. That's what's happening.

To pause for a second here, is there actual, meaningful evidence that income for non-rich people is trending upward in a meaningful way—that income inequality is shrinking?
No. This is why I think we're into an overreaction here, because while it's true that one wage series [or chart] grew 2.9 percent January to January, those are noisy data, and if you sort of smooth out the usual ups and downs, and if you look at other wage series, you will see that wages are gradually increasing, as you very much expect in an economy with a tightening labour market like ours. Nothing surprising there at all. And nothing inflationary there at all. Remember, this whole chain of events gets triggered by wage inflation bleeding into price inflation. And that correlation has actually been pretty low for a while. That could change, and markets are always trying to look around the next corner. I get that. But the assumption that because you had a pop in one month of noisy data, is going to set off a chain of events that ends with a slower-growth economy and narrower profit margins, that's more investors' skittishness than reality.

You've pointed out that there's something rotten about an economic system that gets freaked out by low-income people earning more money. Is that how it's always worked?
It's been that way for the last 15 or 20 years. I remember, 15 years ago, hearing people essentially say, "What's good for Wall Street is bad for Main Street." But it wasn't always like that! But if you go back far enough, before all our economy was fraught with so much inequality—inequality of wages, of wealth, of income, of political power—there was more connective tissue between income classes. Although, I don't want to tell a sugarcoated story—there was always people, particularly minorities, who faced really steep discrimination. But the idea that a month of wage gains would spook financial markets—I think that would have surprised investors from an earlier era.

What's driving this trend?
At the core of this unsustainable model is the notion that corporate profitability depends in part on suppressing labor costs—workers' paychecks. That's one of the reasons why we've seen increased profitability and [simultaneously] wage stagnation. I think at the heart of this is this inequality problem. You see it in the tax code, and you see it in a lot of the Trump administration's policies. What happens here is that if workers are catching a bit of a buzz; that threatens corporate profitability—through inflation and interest rates, as well as through labour costs that bite into profits. It's a very shortsighted model, because an economically healthy middle class actually helps to drive economic growth.

How much of this is about what Trump and his administration are doing versus just how the market works now?
I've been seeing this disparity in play for 30 years now through very different administrations. What's so nefarious about what the Trump administration is doing in the economy is it's really exacerbating preexisting imbalances. We already have an economy that's way too growth-heavy at the top, leaving way too many people behind at the middle and the bottom. Their policies make it even worse. Somebody called it unnecessary roughness. You already have the market economy delivering high levels of inequality, do we really need public policy to make that worse? Of course not.

The unfortunate thing is that even without Team Trump fueling existing market inequalities, we already saw these dynamics in play. Productivity is up about 80 percent since 1980, and median compensation is up [only] 11 or 12 percent.

Given those dynamics, is there a way in which it's actually not crazy for lower-income people, or, say, those on the left politically, to actually be rooting against the stock market?
I don't think a tanking stock market is a particularly great thing for anybody. Yes, stockholdings are concentrated among the wealthy, but there's a lot of upper-middle-class people who get dinged by this sort of thing. I think the important thing here is less for low-income people to cheer the declining stock market than for high-income people to cheer higher paychecks. The fact that many in the investor class—unfortunately, it's not just that many in the investor class fail to appreciate the need for wage growth. It's that if they see a little, apparently they freak out and start selling their shares. That right there tells you the model is broken.

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That Guy Who Stole a $1.6M Pot of Gold Doesn't Know Where His Money Is

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Way back in 2016, a guy in New York reached viral fame after pulling a pretty simple heist. He walked up to an armored vehicle parked on a busy Manhattan street corner, snatched a 90-pound bucket from the back of the truck, and waddled away with it, only to discover later that the thing had two massive gold bars inside that were worth about $1.6 million.

Now, after a months-long international manhunt, NBC New York finally caught up with the master thief who revealed how the crime went down, how he was eventually caught, and where his treasure is now.

NBC spoke with Julio Nivelo in his home country of Ecuador, where he's been living after hiding out with some of his loot. Nivelo explained that he was a seasoned thief, and that the pot of gold he stole in New York was just one of many heists he's pulled throughout the years.

"If you were a football player, you always try to play the Super Bowl," he told NBC. "A lot of people knew that gold only came in pails. I knew which companies carry that stuff. Always I was, 'OK. My lucky day will be one day. I’m ready for it.'"

Soon after he made it home with the stolen gold bars—stopping every couple of blocks for a break—Nivelo traded it in for cash, taking home about $1.2 million and dividing it up into shoeboxes. After stashing some of the cash and handing off $200,000 to his financée, Nivelo high-tailed it Florida and then drove to LA with about $40,000. He then snuck into Mexico and hopscotched through Latin and South America until he finally made it home to Ecuador.

Once in Ecuador, Nivelo figured he was in the clear, but local authorities caught up with him about a month after he got back. They refused to extradite him to the States, and instead sent him to an Ecuadorian prison for a nine-month stint behind bars.

Now a free man living at home with his mother, Nivelo hasn't been able to get his hands on the money that landed him there. He told NBC his fiancée sent him $50,000 and then made off with his small fortune. But she allegedly told him the cops raided their house in New Jersey and confiscated the remaining cash. Meanwhile, everyone in his hometown in Ecuador still thinks Nivelo—known as the "Golden Boy"—is totally stacked.

"They know I am the son, the son that went to New York and stole the pail. That I have a million and a half," Nivelo told NBC. "But I have nothing."

Maybe Nivelo should've set his sights on something a little more obscure than gold: Apparently it's easier to get away with grand larceny when you're dealing with rare wine and NASA memorabilia.

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